Hello

So long since the last update huh...
Guess I've been pretty busy what with all the working and stuff.
First SITEX then Admin+tuition...
 Today another day of work. Most slack day alr haha coz I keep going Spatchy.
Oh well coz I need start mafia five going ma...to all readers of my blog, if any, do join spatchy(: it's an awesome place^^
Anyway today come post...because emo again haha.
Standard one. Come here write stuff when I'm emo. This blog for me vent one anyway:p

Today supposed to meet shuting they all for lunch then after tt they going sing after I go bk work.
But those lazy pigs lazy walk from marina square to Suntec.
I not enough time go there n back summore at justacia sia take damn long de...sianz.
Lucky got Joseph eat with me.

3pm got Christmas party in office but I dunno anyone else from other offices so I didn't join but Santa Claus come knock door so in the end I went la. Stand around smile smile dunno what to say, eat some stuff shake hands a bit smile smile. Eat finish sneak back lols. So antisocial right lols.

Yea I'm noisy I have a loud voice but no I'm not a social creature deep inside. I never know what to say. I'm always out of words. I just can't click with people lols. After work I went Carrefour find envelopes/paper stuff that boss need.

Wanted meet shuting they all at paya lebar since they dont want come over. But though we same time reach paya lebar I had to walk there. And those pigs dun even wan to get down mrt to catch next train with me. I rushed up 2 flights of staircase coz escalator too full need queue summore but I dunno what for.

Shuting send me 'Sihui is disappointed with us. Hw: she doesn't know how hurt we feel...' I dunno what she talking la but whatever la. I just felt so lonely just now coz I felt so insignificant to my friends. Felt so useless, so antisocial. Can't make best friends.

Yea I still have no best friends har? Sad fact sad truth. Not angry at them just upset. Coz I would have walked the distance and waited for them if it was them. And coz I working and they going strt work soon also, we really no time meet de...meet a while also cannot...haiz. Dunno what to say la just a bit sad ba.

Joseph thought I may not end at 6 coz i wasnt very sure then he also didn't come down...so emo on my way back. Teared a little again lols so weak right yea i know. I really think I have become so much weaker than before la. 

When I was young, I cried a lot too. But I was much stronger. I could control myself better. I never cried in front of others of I could. I get over things very fast too. I dont really emo easily. I guess I didnt think that much? But as I grow up ar I cried more n more and there were many times I lost control...I started crying in class in upper pri. Sec sku I think didn't la.

Then this two years...I started crying in public even. Wts what's wrong with me. Feel like a weakling but I can't help it. Really can't help it. Sometimes I'm very sensitive I get affected by the tiniest of things and then I think a lot. The more I think the more upset I get then I start to tear. Haiz suck right?  Aiya just now just felt so lonely and a bit emo la. Coz today end early so I'm now sitting downstairs typing this...go home then post...feeling better now le I guess.

Oh well though I lose control more now I actually cry much lesser I realise(: and I get over things quite fast too lols^^  TO MYSELF: SMILEEEEEEEEEEE!!!^^

携手到老 vs 护你安好

如果我爱你，而你也正巧的爱我。你头发乱了时候，我会笑笑的替你拨一波，然后，手还留恋的在你发上多待几秒。但是，如果我爱你，而你不巧的不爱我。你头发乱了，我只会轻轻的告诉你，你头发乱了喔。这大概是最纯粹的爱情观，如若相爱，便携手到老；如若错过，便护他安好。——村上春树 。。。亲爱的，愿你安好 Susan posted this as her status on fb. Wanted to keep it somewhere where i can refer to again so here it is :D

实在是。。。

实在是。。。无语。 很好玩吗?拜托。。。 干嘛这样。。。干嘛这样吓我。。。 太过分了，实在是。。。

43 days to freedom...

43 days. Want me to wait so long...? I doubt I can make it...it will be so tough:( I know it's for my own good...and i'll try my best ok? I can't promise much but i'll try my best. Wait for me(:

My sincere gratitude

I don't know what I can say to express it. I just want to bow deeply to you and say 'Thank you'! Thank you for everything(: Eh this is for mr ang ok hahahaha:P

Haiz

What's the 本份 of a student like us?
Study study study and when we get just that bit of time to rest
We cannot do what we want
But must help parents with everything we can
We are expected to help with housework and all if not we are unfilial
Rest for a while get scolded and threatened to be kicked out
Adopted kid forever with that fact being used saying how much you owe the parents
A I-give-up-on-you speech by mum tell you no need get good grades
Just do properly your 本份
And don't make mistakes coz make mistakes she'll kick you out
Wow. Students are what? Superwoman/superman?-.-
Study also not enough time alr still ask me do this do that. And that's just from one parent
And I have two-.-

And on a day when I have exam I get scolded for not washing some stuff ytd.
Throughout the scolding I just keep telling myself
No I'll not get affected. I have exam later. Stay happy. It's all fine.
Idiot. Oh wells I'm fine la actually just irritated by my world's-best-mum that's all

By,
World's worst daughter-.-

long time no see~

hey peeps

so long never update

is there anyone who still reads my blog?

anyway just felt like posting...

did so horribly for jcts...
BDDEU

yesterday stayed back in school to study again
then spend one hour in canteen helping wanshan
with her complex numbers tutorial 3
while ver and yingen ate their lunch.
i was kidding about charging her for consultation LOL
started with like $1/hour then say too little
become 30
then ver or yingen say charge high she also will want la
inelastic demand LOL
i was saying ya hor perfectly inelastic :P
so i can charge $100 she still will want LOL

next hour in library helping wanshan and kailun.
t3 again.
but quite simple questions la though i haven't do yet.
i still at warm up Q1 ma :P
anyway then after shubei came ask me basic Q6 which is damn tough
she say she spent 2 hrs on Q4 and Q5 EACH LOL
she say will take 4 days to finish the tutorial one LOL

anyway after that dunno why
probably i just mood swing la-.-
but anyway quite emo
maybe pissed at complex numbers :P
anyway after that suddenly got emo la
wondering about my 'A's
felt so not confident...felt hopeless...

was so worried...
so lack confidence...
don't know if it's possible to do well...
doesn't seem possible...

there's like no encouragement and support at all
and obviously translates to no push and motivation-.-
my parents whole day stress me stress me stress me
ask me do well do well do well
but don't let me stay sku late to STUDY
don't let me STUDY outside
though i don't study at home zzz
so unfair...
haiz
so stressed without mugging like veron.
damn suck right me :(
i'm really trying my best these few days to study more
work harder le...
really trying...
trying not to slack as much...
or at all la but very tough eh
i'm trying.....
was so teary in school
lucky kailun never notice...

then after i left school
on my way home
left my phone on the bus:(:(
then call dad using friend phone tell him i go tamp take
lucky found it sia
then dad call me
ask me go back take commendation letter
i was like wth?!?
FOR WHAT??!
and damn weird eh
it's so random la
i shy la dun wan to la
and already left le still go back take for what
though just came out but still very weird ma
then he got very angry and i can tell
he almost scolded vulgarities liao
or maybe he did but i didnt hear clearly
then i cried :(
wts lor
then i damn scared go home...dunno how
haiz

then went home
he ask if i took
i didnt reply
then he flared up
say i small thing also don't help him do
(none of his business at all lor-.-)
then say don't get money from him liao
want then get from mum
then say after sku must come home immediately
or else don't go home
wts-.-

then i burst out crying again
once i go into my room
want to 崩溃 le lor zzz
cried so badly ytd
i go bathe ma then come out realised my eyes
SUPER blood shot la
damn red lols
oh well
and hor mum also unhappy leh
dunno whats wrong with her
she never scold me
but damn obvious she not happy la
her tone was damn wth lor
shouting replies for what sia-.-
make me even more upset

i'm like damn upset le leh
i'm not counting on her to console me
or help me la
at least don't need make it worse right?!?!
haiz

today eyes so swollen:(

then today scared dad really don't let me go home LOL
actually i didnt care
i still wanted stay back
but kailun say scully really leh
so i went back at 4, after the college clean up ma
he didnt answer when i called him when i reached home
not that i care la

THEN HOR
after that he auto talked to me...nicely-.-
wts
he's like nothing happened can
waste my tears:(
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
but oh well
i should be happy right?
zzzz

tipsy turvy

what happened to me?
i feel like my world has turned upside down
tipsy turvy

actually probably nth much changed
some did but not that much i guess
but those changes...
haiz.
it's probably not too good...

aiyo.

whats this
im like going crazy...-.-
pre exam stress ar.
but i got a feeling
very strong premonition
that this is not the worst
post exam stress definitely worst.
esp when results come bk
sure 10000x worse.

i would scold myself
for disappointing everyone again.
haiz.
always like tt.
damn suck right.
i think so eh. damn suck.
haiz.
haiz.
haiz.

anyway just now dad come in
he say
you now dun listen to me le right
is it your friend teach one
i was like speechless?
wts?
...what u wan me say la
)*#%&*@^%*^#

失败。。。

都什么时候了。。。
我当然知道我得读书 不用一直告诉我
也不要一直说读不好会怎样
不要再给我压力了好不好 真的很烦
.........

是啊
该读书
我知道的
但是我读不进去阿
怎么办？我不知道。
一点动力也没有
完全没有心思
没有毅力
没有动力
怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
我也很担心
可是好像越担心越不能好好读
一直不能专心
怎么办?
这次考试一定又会搞砸了
然后再痛哭一场
说要加油
一个星期后又懒散了
这样的循环要持续到什么时候啊？
该死。
好讨厌我自己。
i suck :(
懒人
烂人
差不多啦。

而且
有时候想读的时候
坐在那里
要怎么开始都不知道
大概懒散了太久
根本都忘了怎么读书了。。。
我根本不知道要从何开始
只好尽量了
这里读一点那里有读一点
乱七八糟的
最后到现在
根本没读多少
考试该怎么办？

真的觉得很挫败
读了十多年的书
现在竟然不知道怎么读了...
wan study also dunno HOWWW to study.
damn suck.
super fail.
how sia.
...

i must have proved wrong...
not worth time and effort anymore...
haiz...

oh and my parents can be MORE understanding.
really.
BEST parents award should give them.
haiz.

(EW)^1000000000000000

damn ugh sia
just now go kitchen refill bottle ma
then i felt sth soft soft under my feet
so i step away and look down
saw sth very tiny on the floor
it look like dirt of some black thing
couldn't tell what is was
so i squat down n see
IT'S A LIZARD
EWWWWW
EWWWWW
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw
damn ughhh can freaked out la
im not scared la but SO DISGUSTING
I STEPPED ON IT EH
BARE FOOT EWWWWWWWWWW
EWWWWWWWWWWWWW
my feet still feels tingly now after washing
damn disgusting la
it wasnt dead la i didnt squash it la
just felt sth soft below only ewewewewewewewew
heard my dad walking to kitchen so quckly ask him come see
tell him got lizard and i stepped on it-.-
but then lizard ran away liao
dad go take newspapers but lizard so small
ran away
also cant find liao
so i tiptoe into toilet wash feet haha
now still feeling damn ugh.

and btw
studying is the most fail mission ever.
haiz.
I REALLY CANNOT STUDY AT HOME LAAAAAAAAAAA
I THIS WHOLE HOLS TOTALLY WASTE ONE LORRR
haiz.
i seriously gotta stay sku study everyday after sku liao
after jcts i mean.
bo bian.
i give up studying at home.
WORST mission ever.

MISSION FAIL

guilt

haiz.
guilt in multiple folds...
in every area.
i don't know what happened
things seem to have changed so much this yr
particlarly my life, in a way.
not rly. hm.
im probably allowing myself to be more free than b4
but a bit too free...
in every sense.
haiz.
guilt guilt guilt.
and yet.
haiz.
not like i would change tt...

haiz

some stuff...
i just don't know HOW to say properly...
i don't want it to be received wrongly
but i really think high chance will be misintepreted.
how say leh? ;(

haiz

Everyday at home is a waste of time...
So why my parents dun let me out more?:(
Everytime say wan go out study then mum will huh again ar
Then keep ask y need go out study zz

Ytd she ask me
At home so quiet so nice so comfortable
Got meals ready
Y must go out study
Lols
Wonderful env sia-.-
Zzz I just can't la
So many distractions
And they both home summore
And whr got comfortable lor

I go out study ar got more 'pressure' to study lor
Like...coz I go out with the intention to study
So I rly would study
At home slack like crazy sia
Wts
I DON'T WANT STAY HOME FOR EVEN ONE DAY LA
it's a waste of time!!!!!

freaked...

howhowhow
WHY AM I SO BLUR???

im rly freaking out man...
damn panicking...
how...
i can't find zhenyan's thumbdrive...
WHR DID I DROP IT???!?
omg
she is so gonna kill me tmr...
im sooooooooooo dead...........

freak.
why so blur...
so careless...
so untrustworthy...
i feel so horrible now..
im so sorry...
so sorry...
i'll buy one return her...
but she is so gonna scold me tmr:(
ahhhhhhh so scary..........
how:(
im so worried.
so damn...
omg...
freak...

just now come home
i couldnt find my keys too
lucky dad hvent gone far
then i go take from him...
apparently i left it in another bag
i had a bit of impression of tt
so i went see tt bag and yea it was there lols
blur queen
such an idiot...

really..
i feel like such an idiot.
damn....dumb
ahhhhhh HOW LAAAAAAAAAA

truth revealed...

hi ppl...

ytd was napfa~
I left home pretty late so I took a cab there
In the end very early haha
But anw I tried my best la
Passed all except standing broad jump
Failed 92 year expectations again...
Like last yr...
Passed 93 94 leh
Idiot.
Today whole body aching can
waste my effort
Then can I dun run this thursday? No pt what...
Zzz....

Anw after tt went eat lunch
And mango ice coz very hot XD
Then went shuting house bathe
Then met char
N went nus together
Tt shuting blurblur
Made us get down wrong stop
Then had to walk two bus stops in nus
Haha nus is freaking big la
After looking at fass open house
We got lost trying to find fos
Took quite a while then take the internal bus service there
So crap la freaking big-.-
Anw fos nth much
Maths ppl are weird
So dao zzz
Didn't learn anything
Then went to hear a talk by some science person
Physics de
Quite interesting eh
He demo a lot stuff for us!
Funny sia him
Interesting lecture we had(:
yupps then went home at 5

Today ache all over
Argh...back pain tummy pain leg pain:(
Lucky hand nvr pain...
Then just now eat lunch
I ask mum
Why my ic write 92
Make me fail napfa twice;(
Then she told me my story...

Since young I had the theory that I was adopted
I can't rmb le
Maybe they sortof told me before but I didn't fully believe
Or they threw hints like pancakes haha
Anyway I alr had tt idea that since pri sku
Was upset before
But I didn't rly care la I just tot
They are my parents. End of story.
My only parents. Yepp.
Now the theory is confirmed
I am really adopted.
But my thinking hasn't changed.
I only have them as my parents.
Yupps.

Anyway story was sth like
Coz of china's lousy one child policy
I was unwanted as a girl in china
China blood runs in me...should I go 'ew'?
Haha jk...I have no feud against them
Anw then I was thrown into the orphanage
Mum heard about me then they adopted me la
But I was only 2 so couldn't la
Then got some agent help them
Use some other person's name n ic to bring me bk
So put me as 92 lor
Then mum say she went to find MPs at that time
So that I can start sku later
Coz I can't be like those 92 de ma..too young le la
But I only got to start one yr later
Yupps so I ended up with all my 93 friends
Though I'm actually a 94 kid. Yupps
Thts how it is.

Mum say nvr expect me to repay or anything
Just be a good gal
She say see me like tt won't yang them next time one
Just recognize tt I'm alr living a very gd life liao
Coz if not for them I still an unwanted girl in there...
Then she tell me I have one cousin same as me
Tt one know alr even better to her parents la etc
I felt like telling her
I never tot of throwing them aside
I would yang them one lor...
But I kept quiet...as usual
Tried to be calm la
I was eating ma
So just eateateat dun look up much

But after tt cried a bit la
Which was rly dumb coz there's nth to cry about
I dun rly feel sad lor
Cry what??
But dunno la just felt like crying
anw now I'm fine le la XD
At least now I know
That I'm a 94 kid
From china XP

心疼

心痛的感觉，你懂吗？

...

hmm
What should I say...

Well
Honestly

I'm scared:(
Really:(
More just now la actually
Now still ok...but a little worried
Actually not first time what
I dunno why so worried
But it seems more significant this time
Why so? Dunno.
Maybe coz I tot it was safe at first
But it turned out wrong?
Oh well we'll see how it goes?
Hopefully all's well la...

I will try to get over it...

fine

Fine~i'll STAY HOME and study okay!
i wont go out for the next few weekends okay??!?!
wts la i dun do well
i'm gonna put some blame on her lols-.-
seriously la.
giving me all sorts of problem la
like i dun have enough.
thanks.
world best parents

and anyway
cat's out the bag eh?
everyone who reads this blog knows liao
so oh well
dun rly have to hide anymore
but...cant rly write explicitly still...
for all sorts of reason...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR ANG!!

HELLO!XD

happy birthday cher!
well i lazy type well wishes liao la
everything's in the letter~
sorry for the super awful handwriting
i was basically scribbling lol XPPP

wanted to make a nice card for you de la
but then ytd went csc forum reached home at 9
so u know didnt lor
just wrote tt long letter for you~

and im sorry for not abiding by your 'rule'
HOPE YOU LIKE UR PRESENT!

and today gp need use laptop
SO IM HERE WITH MY LAPTOP!!

...

I didn't want to answer my dad just now
Some stupid questions again
I'm in a horrible mood sorry la-.-

Then he say if I wan give him black face
Might as well dun come home
Come home he see me also not happy la

Yea true
U THINK I WAN COME HOME AR
I COME HOME ALSO VERY NOT HAPPY LA
Almost everyday cry:(
And looks like they both don't welcome me here anyway.
I also dun wanna come home la...
Do I look like I'm willing...

Tired

So damn tired...

Just now reached home around 645.
Pit down stuff only haven't even got to rest
Then got singtel ppl call ma
Then dad ask me talk to them wts
Then spent one whole hour wait for them to be done
Wts la the person speak Chinese leh
He cannot speak meh
I'm like so super tired!!!!!
Coz tt singtel person control my com thru gotoassist
So I wait la
Then I fell asleep a lot times
Dad didn't even notice
Then tt singtel person think I idiot ar
Talk so much crap like I can't read English
Or follow instructions like tt
Irritating shit.

Now haven't bathe haven't eat eh
I just feel like sleeping

And my dad keeps using my com la wts
Everyday eh
Zzzzzzzzz
I'm damn irritated liao seriously

He just came by ask me go eat
He ask me dun come home then give him black face
Wts....
Stupid insensitive old man
I'm crying again:(
Idiot.
Life's so tiring
Esp when even ur parents dunno u at all.
Nothing. They know nothing.
Oblivious to their surroundings. Only care about themselves. As always.
Great. Wonderful. Excellent.

Future paths

In order of interest:
Psychology
Maths
Accounting
Stats

In order of predicted capability(estimated):
Maths
Stats
Accounting
Psychology

According to usefulness(how applicable):
Statistics
Accounting
Maths
Psychology

o.o

maths test

Was it because I misunderstood the question?
Or because I wasn't familiar with the topic?
Or I wasn't in the right state of mind?
Anw I don't think I did well...

o.o

In the weeeeee hrs this morning
After my mum scolded me
There was my routine crying of coz
Someone told me crying is for weaklings
And I'm one^^ who cares
I know I suck-.-

But at that time...
I was calling out to someone
Hoping someone was there
Maybe 'apparate' or sth haha
Ridiculous XP
Oh well.
I'm feeling slightly better now
BUT I HAVEN'T STUDY FOR MATHS TEST!!!

Run away...

She make me feel like cowering in fear...
Or running away....
I was so afraid to wake up to her cane today...
But that fear woke me up early I see...

But then of coz
Its all my own fault.
I feel quite sorry towards her...
She couldn't sleep thanks to me
But I got my eyes swollen again
And I'm not sure I'm in a right mood for the maths test later
I'll try my best? o.O

And I know I won't apologize even if I know I should
I pictured it but it wouldn't come true...
And summore the thing is
I hate it when she ask me to get out
And find someone else willing to take me in...

Btw I'm bidding farewell to my phone n iPod every night:(
Again. -.-

what

Not I not gd girl
Dun wan listen to u ok
But u must make reasonable requests
Before I can abide right.
I'm not doing what I dun agree with
So leave me alone thx

CRAP

My parents are the ppl
Who understand me the LEAST
In the whole world man.

I'm damn irritated now.

Already cold war-ing with mum liao
Then just now
Dad see me use iPod
I was on words with friends lols
Then he was like '又在msg'
I was like WTH?!!!?
What's wrong with them
I do what they also say I keep msg
I also no one message all the time la
Phone n iPod got a lot uses u know
Who says I'm smsing-.-
For instance I'm blogging now
Zzz...

And worst is.
I told him in an exasperated tone
I wasn't even loud
I was suppressing myself
Tell him I'm NOT smsing
Then he ask y I talk so loud at him
Say he got heart attack
Wth la u think u funny arh
I wasn't shouting lor
SERIOUSLY

They live me for at least 12 years le
Since I have no memory of whatsoever before 5
And doesn't he know I have a naturally loud voice
-.-
ALWAYA accusing me of shouting at him
Come on la
Tts NORMAL liao lor
Not even easy to not shout le
Still accuse me when I'm trying hard not to...zzz...

hiiya~lots stuff...

its been quite a while since last post right...
1 week plus isit? haha
quite eventful ar
got few tuff to write........

anyway today no civics n contact time
AGAIN!!!
so we weer dismissed at 1230
but coz later got gp lesson
the learning circles thing
(that i honestly think
godwin/ver/kim deserves moer than me...)
i went the classroom check the cher say
prob around 350 start
so yupps i come hub post first hehe
coz just opposite only XDD
yupps 7 mins moree ahhhh
okok

first thank you to ALL my wonderful friends
who gave me a fantastic bdae this yr!!
So many presents can!
got headphone from cher
lip gloss/balm from zhenyan
earphone from liou jing
carebear from jos
and a surprise lunch + bag from suaning clique!! XD
it was so surprising! totally unexpected!
wonderful day haha so long nvr meet up leh!
char gave me a hairband too!
and wanshan gave me a squishy thing
very gd for relieving stress
hehe
but a lot say its scary
LOL i was having fun scaring ppl with it
esp fanye LOL
wanshan say scared i dun like
soo she actually gave me a notebook along with it XD
yupthen this week monday ar
ver gave me another soft toy
DAMN CUTE CAN XD
its a bee!
yellow of coz
with a huge head
and very small body
AND SPECS
she say look like maths genius so give me
she say she like it a lot
wanted buy one for herself
but last one liao
whole thing keep repeating
then ask me get her sth cute too for her bdae LOL
recoup losses ma XD

yea so is 1 whole week of prez! monday to monday
haha XD
yupps...

and next.
im sick for the 4th time this yr sia -.-
went docs again on monday
got the horrible disgusting med again
ugh.


and there are so many hols recently can!!!
gd la actually...
PROVIDED I CAN MAKE USE OF IT PROPERLY

i still haven't tot of how to ace 'A's
when i get scolded for staying back late everyday
and not allowed to get out at all...
oh well.
can i quit sku?
i mean...better than getting a horrible cert rightXP
ah sianz la
at home cant focus also
till now also nvr do much yet
I HOPE CHERS STOP GIVING HOMEWORK!!
THEN I CAN FOCUS ON REVISION!!!!!!
argh.

and mum scolded me ytd night.
coz she 1+ wake up check on me
i was still awake at my desk
apparently she caught me using my phone~
scold scold scold
then today i couldnt wake up
she use cane hit me to wake me up
then scold scold scold again
say see la sleep so late then cant wake up
body so weak dun rest earlier etc
say whr got so much to do till solate one
then ask me stop using my phone all the time
catch again she confiscate
ask who i msging if is bf bring home la! -.-
but i wasnt even smsing when she caught me
ANYWAY
then gave me damn long lecture at breakfast
i cried damn hard la -.-
zzzz
ANYWAY IM LATE SO BYE-.-

Any hope?

There's still hope right?

I can still do it right?

Please tell me it's not too late yet...

Really.

wow XD

this yr bdae is one of the best i have ever had!!!

i dun rly rmb like every yr de bdae
so i cant say for sure
but its definitely one of the best<3
because the prez was awesome
and i had a lovely chat with fren afternoon
then had awesome dinner with parents just now
my mum actually suggested ice cream
and let me order sashimi etc
was very peaceful and harmonious
with my laughter LOLXD
so fun<3

awesome bdae...
though its not even my bdae yet!!
THATS Y ITS AWESOME XD

tyvm XD

So surprised when I saw it!!

TYVM MR ANG!!!((:
Reallyyyyyy
Thx for bothering to get one
That actually fits my description hehe XP

Ahhhh it's so niceee^^

And the stats paper too!
The proofs are interesting! XD
They actually make sense!!! LOL XD

And anyway is it very ex?
Hopefully not.............o.o

Another thing...

Adding on...

Eh-heh...
What to type
Erm can't write explicitly
Due to all sorts of reason-.-

Not feeling very comfortable with sth...
But can't say...can't tell anyone-.-
Coz it's quite crap
I'm sortof over reacting LOL XD
But...still...
It's not baseless...XP
It's reasonable ok!
Oh well.
I will not tell this crap to anyone-.-
Coz whoever hears will wave it off with sth like a chey
If not then add on to it
Yea
So what's the pt of this post?
I'm not sure. Just...feel like putting it down
So yea...

Just some opinions.

Yea some opinions.

I think that
Being generous is a gd thing
Esp to friends. Gd friends.

But.
Maturity is essential....
To judge whether u CAN
Or is ABLE to be generous
And HOW generous...
Seriously.

Good to be nice n all to ur darling gd friends
But then sometimes I think
We should think of other stuff too...
Like where the money comes from
Does it affect anything else
Is the spending necessary
Etc
I mean
ISNT CLEARING UR OWN DEBTS MORE IMPT??
no logic leh no matter how I think-.-

Aiya
Just commenting la
Coz I see some ppl being too generous
With money
Easily taken advantaged of.
No sense of finance management as well-.-
But oh well.
JUST VOICING OPINIONS XD
that someone don't take it to heart...
Wait.
Ok maybe u should.

Suffocating...

Shes making my life stifling...

I dun like feeling like a caged bird
Coz all I want to think about
Is how to get out.
Nothing else.
Wts.
.......

If u wan someone who lives the way u want them to
Go get a robot.
If you want to control someone tt badly
Or boss someone around
Go get a maid or sth
Let me live my own life....

What do ppl live for?
If we are to put ALL our efforts into achieving everything
Except happiness
And do what we dont like
For our whole life
What do we live for?

If we are to live tt kind of standard life everyone does
Following sth planned for us
Without our own opinions...
And then die with lots of regrets..

Then might as well die early
And save the regrets....





I WANT TO GET OUTTTTT

lols

Even the QUEEN's friends say they can't stand her le
Lols...
Tt double standards queen.

Apparently she was walking back to the bags
After pe today
With Sarah
So her dear friends left without her
Since she has company
Then she scold them for not waiting for her
Then come to the table whr our bags are
Ask whr she sit
Her fren ask her take another chair
She stormed off lols
Oh well.

What's wrong sia-.-

shopping list

Got quite a lot things to buy~

Got money from my dad
as my bdae present
to buy SHOES! LOL
cannot be go out keep wear heels right!
i dun rly like it and it's weird sometimes.
slippers no nice one
tt can wear to mall...
if not then need wear sku shoes aka sneakers.
sianz.
i need go get mall-shoes LOL
like flats...yea...$50.
hope can get two pairs!
dun care liao
come bk let mum scold lor big deal XD
I NEED SHOES MA!

My skubag the side ar one side long time ago torn
now the other side also tearing zzz
but aiya last yr le hope can last till end lor
next yr dun need liao!
then can get new nag to bring to uni liao
HAHA XD

and gotta buysome nice clothes too
i do have a few not bad ones
from new yr etc
but very little leh
not much variety...

And lastly
I WAN TO GET EARPHONES!!!
have been wanting to buy
tt time coz mum got robinsons vouchers
wanted get a $80 one
but dun dare ask her LOL
doubt she will let anyway -.-
then buy lappy tt time saw one
DAMN NICEEE
its tt time the over head thing thinthin de
wire thin like tt
then the earpuff is softsoft round de
pink de XD
DAMN NICE ONEEE
$30 i think
dad ask me wan anot can buy
but i ps leh dunno wan anot
also dunno quality how
then in the end
left without buying...
awww but rly wanted it LOL XD
i should go get a nice one soon......XDDDD

ok back to my work XD

maybe...

maybe i wasn't tt calm about pw after all?
i totally felt nothing eh b4 during n after.
ok maybe a bit
but not much la.
a bit toooo calm
very weird.
wonder if i was just trying to think positively
forcing myself to not care
though i actually do
oh well. i dunno myself very well after all...
maybe i care about pw after all...
care tt we didn't get tt A
though we put in a lot of effort.
but i do know its not rly gd
lack creativity n stuff.
and shermaine same score as us.
if she A i will be pissed xP
maybe i'm feeling upset like how elaine was..
maybe im not...
maybe i really cant be bothered about
my h1 pw score...
its just 1.25 away anyway.

my better guess would be
i am a trueblue sore loser -.-
just now play ar
lost everything lor practically
then got into sianz mood
but it lasted so long is weird
nothing big to raise my spirits la i think.
but i doubt its tt big a reason lor
whats wrong with losing
i lose very often de anyway~

so my biggest guess is.
pms -.-

Another nice song!

I think I will turn out the same as avrip lavigne
Shouting WHAT THE HELL
If my parents get tooo overboard LOL
AWWW I LOVE THAT SONGGG
not rly coz lyrics la just love the tune
So damn nice so catchy XDD

Tyvm. Really.

Just read shuting's blog...

And I just wanna say.
Thank you so much(:
You're the best friend one can ever have XDD
Tyvm XD
You're appreciated okay! XD

Lala~

Mum say she very angry with me
She say she will hit me if I still 不听话
-.- why I so sick liao ar
Feeling so awful ar
Still must get scolded nonstop sia~zzz...

Anyway nice day today((: thanks guys((:

Sadd

They never did give me some emotional comfort before..

When I was injured
Or sick
Or sad or anything
All they do is nagnagnag
Scoldscoldscold
Making it worse...

Sometimes I just hope
My mum would come and
Give me a hug
And tell me everything is ok...
She never did...

Awful...gng mad...

Feeling damn awful now...

Feverish
And crying eyes sore even warmer
No flu also become have la-.-

I gng mad le la
很烦eh!!!!

I know my mum cares but come on la
No point nagging non stop right
Went on and on and on and on
I couldn't take it la seriously
Really had the urge to throw the spoon
Or the medicine
An shout at them to shut up la

It's not like I'm feeling good eh
I'm like emitting heat all over now
Dunno fever or anger-.-

I think she only decided to stop going on
When she saw me cry

Oh well I can't shout at her
So I clenched my fist
An closed my eyes
Trying to calm down
Then started crying
And it's tough to stop

I'm really...gng...literally mad...

She keep saying same stuff over n over again

And ask me dun stay back in sku for the next 6 mths
Dad also joined in sia wts-.-
Then ask me cannot go out also for this half year

OH YAY LET'S JUST FAIL 'A's!!!!!

They also ask me
Cannot do thisthisthis
But still must reached their goals zzz

U SO PRO U GO TRY LA...

Zzz

Why am I always sick!!!?!
Last week just sick only leh
Today not feeling well again...

Sore throat...
Slight slight fever for now
Should be fine soon though...
Zzz my mum sure nag nonstop
If I tell her sick again de
Zzz hopefully I'll be fine soon
Then no need tell her

Argh
My throat hurts...

Anyway ytd was another wonderful day XD
Although another day gone nvr do work :X
Argh...
Haiz.

Kk stop here...
Go do work le...
Bye...

Lala~

Oh well I passed mcts~

Maths A
CLL I dunno what grade but passed lor maybe E lols
Csc although only 30% but everyone did very badly
Highest for h1 only 57% so yupps
I think I got S~

Left econs and gp liao.
Both dead.

Anyway I think
I HAVE SERIOUS TIME MANAGEMENT ISSUES!!!
for every ques lor!

Damn sad life hor?

So alone like tt sia...

Why do I always have to cry alone...
Hugging my legs...
Wrapping myself up...

How I wish I can hug someone and cry out loud...
Look to my parents...arch forget it man-.-
They have NEVER comforted me before
NEVER
They scold me for getting hurt
For doing badly
For getting sick
Never comforting me...

And why do I have to HIDE from even my PARENTS
when I cry???!?!? Crap...
Damn suck eh...

My mum just scolded me for not drying my hair enough
When i did dry it liao
Shouted at me n made me go dry it again...
I'm so glad for having long hair
To hide my red face....

...........................

Waaaaawaaaawaaaa

So long nvr cry hard like that.........

I wonder which reason am I crying more for...

XDD

Walked home from bedok interchange today!!
LOLOL XDD

walked with my friend.
laughed like crazy la
non stop
laugh till we damn tired LOLOL
but so fun hahahahaha
super funny la
we kept shooting arrows at each other
poisonous arrows XD
suan like crazy la XD
muahahahahha
lalala~~

Anyway.
today break
saw ms ang
she say mr ang keep ask her for my marks
HAHAHA
lucky i told her dun tell him...
i too nervous liao la
i wan to see it for myself................
haha XPPP
i hope it will be gd news
when i tell mr ang.............
if is bad news
i dunno how tell also.
hopefully he's not interested la XD
then ms ang ask veron how much she think she get
so hmm i guess she did well XD
ver say arond 50/85
ms ang looked thoughtful
but didnt hint anything la XD
make us nervous LOL
anyway tmr gng get back liao!
all the suspense...shall end...TOMORROW! XD

then csc tutorial arh
cher went thru paper
havent mark finish
he just go thru question ma
then we all thinking
DIEDIEDIE~~
the more he say the more 'DIE's appear -.-
damn crap LOL
cher say he told other skus de chers
say this yr maybe got chance win tj liao eh
coz this time the papers in two extremes eh
got some DAMN gd got some DAMN bad
damn bad meaning 0-7 over 25 for essay.
zzzz thats DAMN bad lor.
oh well. my lowest was 8 and 9 before.
so...not that far hor? :(
dangerous. SO SCARYYYYYY
and my csq DAMN screwed up also.
argh i think fail liao la :(

next cll lesson.
cher went thru...paper 1.
compo la. guwen not her.
hmm she say basically okay lor
for my question all average lor
no very outstanding ones
but no failures
coz well standard la
all about the same content LOL XD
then a lot discussion about the questions ma
very interesting lesson ^^
peng laoshi told us a lot of her life stories!
damn nice lesson
nvr had such a wonderful cll lesson XD
she scored TOP in her school last time for 'A's leh!
she was in a chinese sku
then usually no one get all 'A's de
but she did! broke record!! XD
DAMN PRO RIGHT XDD
then she said a lot la~
then discuss question.
mine is a comic about a guy
looking very tired as he took out his mask
and hung it on the wall
after he came home.
sad fact la. everyone wears a mask.
so cher was giving us different views on the question.
interesting. reallyXD
views that i actually know
but nvr tot of writing...
coz exam no time think tt much de la
just write whatever comes to mind
so everyone standard.
if write in what cher tell us ar
then yea outstanding lor XD
fresh content to the cher ma haha.

then break again...

then econs lesson.
oh well.
another prediction of death.
DAMNDAMNDAMN bad.
cher only went thru Q3
which I DID -.-
SUPER HORRIBLE!!!!!!
100% fail that question.
and im not even doubting the 100%
it's definite.
coz she gave us the outline of the answer.
totally off la seriously.
maybe 5-10 out of 25. wow that wouid be damn gd liao lor.
zzz scary.
hopefully the other 2 questions not THAT bad
zzzz haiz if not ar....HAIZZZZ
what to do...............

Zzz

Feeling damn sianz today

From morning wake up ar
Been feelin very weak...
No energy like tt
Almost wobbly lols
No mood also
Very sianz...
Zzz
I think I'm falling sick....

too late...

Oh well
few days ago mum asked about it
i told her no
then ytd she asked again
then i dunno whether she think is yes or no now
but anyway i didnt rly deny or say yes la~
so dunno leh XDD

then after tt she mentioned sth
i was thinking...too late.
lols.
but cant tell her of coz
if not will die a terrible death.
and haiz. i still feel...bad.
idiot la. zzz...
may that day she finds out...NVR come -.-

and mr ang DONT kaypo ok ^^

@;$@)/@):!,&:

Wts.

First time someone pissed me off
The first day I met him/her sia!
YOU'RE AMAZING!
great. -.- congrats.

I usu very gd temper with friends de lor-.-
But.
Actually ok la honestly
I'm not fuming la
Not THAT angry la
Just a bit pissed la
So rude eh lols-.-

Halfway

..hflwy thru mcts~
gp.
Paper one was...o.k.
Paper two sucks-.-
Didn't finish AQ
Summary anyhow also
Coz no time liao
Damn crap haha...
And it was FREAKING cold!

Econs.
Well I found the questions irritating but
Relatively doable la
Not easy
but okay
BUT
I fell asleep a bit in btw
And I couldn't finish the paper:(
Well everyone tell me they couldn't finish
Coz they dunno how do
So hopefully it's ok o.o
And today EVEN COLDER!
super shivering la
Teeth chattering hand shivering
Damn dumb forgot bring jacket again-.-
And arh
Today go econs
We supposed to be in upper gallery of audi ma
BUT OUR SEATS NO TABLES LEH
they damn lousy arrangement
Then they still scold us
Tell us nvm nvm just sit down
Zzzz -.-
In the end shift shift shift
So some of us went down to lower gallery do
Including me la.
Lols crap la XD

Then went buy gongcha
Bring up go shuting house
Then went cc with her to study
After tt mini basketball session ar
I didn't join in the game
Coz I can't dribble a game well
So I don't like to play matches
Damn intimidating to me XP
Summore got guys...
I kept get asked to join by some ppl
But then aiya dun wan la
Sure keep get snatched one haha

After tt play with the two girls
Then I realized
Not bad la I can shoot ok-ly LOL
I scored around 6 balls out of 8 or 9 I threw
But not very far la hahahha
Oh well XD
I used to always airball...
Then went back cc
Hungry so ate pizza
Leftovers bring let them eat LOL

Before tt had done some integration...
Later gng do more..
Worried about cll coz I dunno how study for it now
It needs a long time to revise
Need do all the notes XD
So I'm happily doing my notes
Being thorough
N not rushing to fit mct
I aiming to finish by jct!
Tt would be awesome^^
yea
So I'll just read thru
N do my maths.....

haiz.

okay i should really get over this soon.
but to me it IS a big thing ok!
...even if nothing happens.
ok there will probably be nothing.
but.
i feel very very sorry towards my parents :(
and my friends :(
and myself :(

but if i feel too sorry for them
then i would feel sorry towards someone else;(
argh -.-
so is how sia -.-
haiz.

i don't want to think of it like a mistake
but im rational enough to know it is la.
but what's done done right...........

just suddenly feel sorry for my parents...
sorry i did tt.
but oh well
i hope they don't ever find out...
i still want to live...

HAHAHA EPIC LA

mr ang is DAMN COMICAL TODAY XD
he's in such a crazy good mood
he must have got chatted up with some pretty girl
or had consultation with some talents in his class
if not...dunno la
something super nice happened??
tts y hes in such a gd mood
super funny
hahahahahahaha
laughed so hard HAHA
DAMN BHB LA CHER!
EPIC
CHILDISH CHER sia XDD
shal post parts of the comical convo here
show mr ang's bhb speeches HAHAHAHA
coz i was asking him maths questions ma
then after he explained one of the ques

Venice Foo says (10:14 PM)
*oh
wowdamn caool
*damn cool
XDDD

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:14 PM)
thank you

Venice Foo says (10:15 PM)

we keep thinking of how to fit the 5girls in
not complimenting u
praising the setter

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:15 PM)
wah u ingrate again lor

Venice Foo says (10:15 PM)
HAHA
kidding la
XD

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:15 PM)
i teach u how to do leh

Venice Foo says (10:15 PM)
damn smart la cjer
*cher

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:15 PM)
dun need to say the obvious la

Venice Foo says (10:15 PM)
HAHHAHHA
U AR
faint sia

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:15 PM)
some things, no need to say

Venice Foo says (10:15 PM)
ehhhhh
nvm forget it
some people are just so delusional

then crap...
then...

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:19 PM)
i didnt set it
but i am aware of it
and i solved it when i did it
myself ok

Venice Foo says (10:19 PM)
YA LA
I KNOW U VERRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SMART LA

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:20 PM)
again , not needed

Venice Foo says (10:20 PM)
and i know its so obvious

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:20 PM)
redundant

Venice Foo says (10:20 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ANYWAY
can i ask the next ques now XD
the rest ms ang havent tried

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:20 PM)
yes

Venice Foo says (10:21 PM)
q2
ii and iii

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:21 PM)
let the ahem s***t aleck solve ur next question

Venice Foo says (10:21 PM)
HAHAHA

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:21 PM)
sorry if i am cranky today
i am in a good mood

Venice Foo says (10:21 PM)
let the delusioned help me
yea i can tell
sotsot one
not that u arent bhb usually
but still.

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:21 PM)
eh part 2 is tutorial question lor
i am usually very humble

Venice Foo says (10:22 PM)
YOU ARE?
ah whatever told u u r delusional
back to q2 la
XD
yea it looked familiar
7+6+5+4+3+2+1?

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:23 PM)
i am humble
say i am humble first

Venice Foo says (10:23 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
YOU REALLY IN A CRAZY MOOD TODAY LA
okokokokokok

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:23 PM)
quick quick

Venice Foo says (10:23 PM)
mr ang is SOOOOOOOOOOOO humble
*rolls eyes*

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:23 PM)
GUAIIIIIIII

Venice Foo says (10:23 PM)
can we continue?

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:23 PM)
dun roll ur eyes!

Venice Foo says (10:24 PM)
XD
HAHAHHAA

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:24 PM)
anyway

Venice Foo says (10:24 PM)
this is damn epic i shall post on my blog

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:24 PM)
what u did is not wrong

Venice Foo says (10:24 PM)
ok continue

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:24 PM)
but it is kinda long dun u think?

Venice Foo says (10:24 PM)
oh is it
its just one line
ok whats ur lazy way

Ang Wei Tiong says (10:24 PM)
dun any post about me, i will be shy

HAHAHA DAMN COMICAL XD
BUT ANYWAY
thanks cher for ur helpXDD
i'll admit ur damn smart
hope it doesnt fly to ur head
...erm it's probably already there
but anyway
thanks a lot XD
MR ANG ROCKS HAHAHAHAHA

Well

Yea
Well
I know
That
I rant
A lot
About
My dad
But well
I have
No idea
Why.
And
Yupps
Here
Am I
Again.

Okay. This morning.
My mum prepared my breakfast ma
She put in oven
But when I go eat
Got lots of ants la
So I convinced my dad to throw it away
Coz he say wan go downstairs eat haha
So we got ready and left
Mum came back n scold for throwing it away
But anyway
We left
Just reach lift only ar
Which is rly just left house la
Then he ask me...erm what did he ask...
I can't rmb the first question
Then I shook my head I rmb
Then he ask if I have enough money in my wallet
I rolled my eyes he didn't see
But anyway I didn't reply
He asked again I dragged my 'yes...'
Then he frowned and ask why I always don't answer
Cannot talk ar
I dragged my 'no...' again
I was courting my own death man LOL
But I was irritated didn't want to talk to him
Answer his questions lols
Anyway so he say I don't want to talk to him
I kept quiet
Then we go into lift
Then he say fine lor like tt he go his way I go my way
Though we taking same bus and both going bedeck interchange
Lols but well no breakfast for me:(
Then I was trailing behind him on the way to bus stop
Haha didn't want to take same bus as him
But in the end dun wan wait next bus
And I felt ridiculous so I took the same bus
But I pretended I dunno he same bus
Coz he was somewhr at the back
So I sat somewhere in front
Found a seat just sit
Lols same bus but not sitting tgt la basically.
Lols idiot right.
Yea I know I'm a horrible daughter.
Whatever. I have no idea
I just can't tolerate him la
Talk to him very irritating one
He ytd ask if I got take money from ATM le lor
I just told him yes I JUST took lor...
Of coz got money la...
He was scolding me for using money too fast
So i was telling him sku need buy a lot stuff leh
Notes, food, foolscap etc and I just bought concession pass
So need money one what
He was saying I spend more money than him
Ask me save money etc
But aiya zz
I'm trying. Really. Trying.
Haha...
I will...try....
But it's tough...
Just so many areas to spend on.
Esp these few days...oh and tmr...
Hmm...no money~~~~~
he lost my passbook summore
So can't deposit money or so he says
So if I not enough money in bank liao
Need get from him
Hopefully he will be in a good mood then haha
Yea I'm horrible. I know.
I have little tolerance for him
Just him.
Lols.

My mum on the other hand
Change mood very fast one
Easily angered zzz
Irritating also
Whole day scolding ppl one
And arh they always ask mr must this must that
But they ownself nvr do
I'm not convinced to be good and follow leh...
And like
She wan me do well ar
I tell her I study better at sku ar
She still dun like one
To her she wan me at home means like tt one
Coz she say dun like me too late go home
Coz I need bathe and then eat dinner with them etc la
She say dun need study till too late de
Etc la
This is just an example lols
They always have double standards one
And they always set targets or request sth of me^^
But don't help me or give me some support one
Only think from their own points of view...sianz
Lalallaala~grumble grumble~~~~

Btw
I'm positive I can't finish all my revision by mcts lols...
But im pacing myself to finish everything by maybe jcts or a while after
I mean
ALL.
coz ultimate aim is As
I dun wan to rush thru my revision now
To deal with mcts
And then dun learn fully
I wan to be thorough in my revision
But it will take some time........
Yepp anyway
As long As fine then fine la...hopefully XD

Argh

I feel like stabbing someone now
Any volunteers?-.-
Zzz I can't tolerate my dad la seriously
Every line he says irritates me to the core
I dunno why
It's just him-.-
Other ppl ok leh
He say everything also super irritating laaaaaa

Anyway just now dinner
He tell me exam must study every subject
Cannot study only one if not the rest die
I was exasperated
I was like...'orhhhhhhhhh...'
'dad, I've been taking exams for 10 years...eh no, 12 years eh...'
Then he didn't say anything-.-
Always telling me things I already know
Things I probably know better than he does
Not like once ok.
Repeatedly. Argh.

irritating bum

hate it when dad tries to interfere.
with EVERYTHING.
come on man.
you have ur own life i have mine.
leave me ALONE TYVM -.-

just now he ask me a word
he was trying to pronounce
accountancy.
then he ask me whether i wan take tt one
i say no dun wan
then i came in my room liao
he over there complaining
say everything dun wan then what i wan study
take maths just all those stuff only
and some crap that i cant rmb la
then he say what
let me study so much for what also no use
might as well go learn how to sms can liao la
(i was thinking to myself
tt one no need learn liao lor come on~)

zzz FOR GOODNESS SAKE -.-
how much does he know about the courses lor
im sure he knows less than half of what i do
just shut up la seriously...zz..
ok im very rude i know
im just damn fed up with him
i can bet my whole life
its sth his friend told him -.-

tt time he keep telling me
his friend de daughter take pharmateutical science
sth like tt la
then ask me go take also
say can earn a lot
i kept rolling my eyes lols
for goodness sake~~~~
HIS DAUGHTER IS HIS DAUGHTER!
I AM MEEEEEE
who cares about what she does man
WHY should i do the same?
tt's not the only job that can earn money
and tts definitely not the job for me.

u see.
in EVERY job there are ppl who just cant do well
and there are those who rise easily.
even in 'lousier' jobs
there are ppl who just can make it big
in those supposedly prestigious jobs that can earn a lot
there are ppl who just cant earn much.
if im forced to go into a job that i have NO interest in
just because the prospects of earning a lot is high
whats the pt?
i would hate my job hate my life and hate him in the end
coz he forced me into it -.-
and i wouldn't excel in my job either
coz everyday would be a torture to get through...
but if its a job i like
i'll be more willing to work hard isn't it?
it would be more interesting and appealing...
i wont treat it as a torture...
things wouldn't be so bad...
why doesnt he SEEEE it
and well
i have NO patience to tell him tt properly
coz he probably wont understand
he will try to interrupt me and argue halfway thru one.
and he will stick to ONE point
although it doesn't work
he just doesnt accept other thinking than his la -.-
zzz
he just doesnt understand.
not everyone is suitable for everything!!!
and sku doesnt provide us skills for EVERYTHING
always say 'you go sku do what one this also dunno"
U SMART U GO LEARN LA
irritating sia...super ultra annoying.

and stop interfering with MY future MY life MY choices...
tt time jc/poly thing also made me damn fed up lor
i posted before
about tt time...
one of the VERY few times i let them see me cry.
i could'nt take it la seriously.
he was just damn mean
and annoying
and horribly insensitive.
argh. he doesnt even know the current education system well
he doesnt know the current society standards well
he doesnt know so much
why should he bother me...
why do i have to do as he like
even though it's clearly not the right choice
WHY SHOULD I
i dun wanna ruin my life.
not my life...please.
argh. he just DOESNT understand!!!!!!!!!

so cant he just leave me alone? :(

my mum doesnt know either.
they both very old liao diff generation one.
around 2 generations apart de age -.-
but my mum knows that she doesnt know at least
she will give her opinions sometimes
she didn't like the idea of me going poly either tt time
but she allowed me to make my own choice
though i know she will nag me for years after tt
and blame me if i dun do well in the end
BUT ya she tried to let me make my own choice
with MY own life.
she TRIED to respect my decisions.
my dad is just a stubborn mule
who NEVER knows how to respect ppl
NEVER.
and i seriously mean NEVER.
NEVER NEVER NEVER.

Lols

Just get back paper n saw my careless mistake
Mr ang de ques-.-
Haha but ok la I'm very happy
Coz ms ang looked pleased
And she wrote a lot of good in my paper^^
that made my day haha
Then now in canteen
Veron was complaining need do some class stuff
N complaining about liou jing-.-
Why be acg rep if dun like doing these stuff-.-
She ownself want de lor lols-.-

Then I was saying haiz our class so many conflicts
She say whr got~
Then me n ying en saying
Though surface dun have but inside so many unhappiness
Everybody grumbling about everyone-.-
Ver say ya
Then she say she also say a lot bad things about ying en
And me lols
Then I say. Ya I know I say one million bad things about you too
No worries.
-.-
World peace ppl...lols
Why everybody so fake
Not happy with everyone
Like everyone offended them
But still have to maintain surface peace lols...

Lols...

I dreamt of veron!
I dream that we were quarreling
Very fierce summore lols
During maths class
It's sth about maths but I can't rmb what
I think started with her bein her usual self
Thinking too much and over reacting
Shooting arrows with her words lols
Oh and she was like very confident with her results or sth
She seems to think she's very gd in maths liao
I won't debate that fact coz I think she's pretty gd XD
But anyway I was askin if she think can do better than me this time
That test
Then just then ms ang was giving out paper ma
She answered 'no' haha then give us our paper
I think veron got 6/30 in the dream
She stared at it and almost cried
Impossible la so unrealistic-.-
Dumb dream
So scary though we quarreled till like won't talk ever again like tt
But I think after tt we ok again LOL
OK It's a stupid dream XD

Yay XD

After worrying SO LONG for my test
I finally know my long awaited answer XD
28/30 summore the other marks is careless!!
Stupid careless mistakes-.-
BUT IM SO HIGH NOW HAHAHH
Confidence boosted I feel more motivated again.
I hope I can keep it up...really...
I dun wanna screw mcts. Seriously.
I need to prove to some ppl
That I can still do well or as well as I can la at least
Despite certain stuff...
I need to. I must.
I dun wanna get distracted from this impt part of my life
Very impt juncture
I won't take the wrong turn.
I hope not....
Jy(:

Yay halfday

YAY CONGRATS TO LAST YR DE J2'S EXCELLENT RESULTS!!
They did soooooooo well leh!!
And we get rewarded XDD hahaha yupps
Dismissed at 930 today!! XDD yippee
Only have gp today. Double period haha
Had fun sia damn funny
Pity those who nvr do their compres and left to complete it
Coz I laughed a lot LOL XD

There was a question about irony
Mr tan tried illustrating the point la
Then he was saying 'Oh you're so pretty today!'
LOL then he say it's sensitive
Then change to handwriting then sensitive again
He say Miranda was staring at him LOL
coz her handwriting known for being illegible in class XD
Haha XD then he say 'The walls are so white!' LOL
Then kim say some ppl are colour blind so it's sensitive too LOL
then coz mr tan himself is colour blind ma
Then he was saying there's only one possible person in class
Who is also colour blind which is Godwin who isn't colour blind haha
Coz colour blind is only in males
He say male are actually defective species LOL
Biologically XD
coz XX is ideal gene code XY is defective HAHAHA
which means the male species is the defective species XDD
So I think it was Kim who asked
Then why is the inferior species allowed to dominate?
Then mr tan say ya then ask if we heard stuff like
Amazonian women actually keeping males in cages n stuff HAHAHA
Then he started clarifying DON'T USE THAT IN ESSAYS OR AQ AS EG
coz it's from stories not sure true anot HAHAHA
later the examiner ask who is our gp Cher then we say
Mr tan gave us tt example LOL he'll get into trouble XD
Then he say it's probably true in some places
Then he was thinking
Peranakans! Ya women dominate in peranakan culture XD
Then he thinkthinkthink.
Lions! Nono. Elephants! Ya elephants!
'peranakans are like elephants!'
HAHAHAHAHAHA damn funny la
So mean la him XD
Then he was like that's just a joke ar
U ppl dun anyhow use and say its from him HAHA

Then after that he tried giving several examples
Help us rmb about ironies
Then he was saying last time he used to find a short boy/girl
In class
Then make the class rmb that person name
The irony would be that person can do slam dunk -.-
SO MEAN!!! Well I find it annoying coz it'll probably be me
Haha then after tt he say for our class
If dun mind actually can say
'it's ironical if the c.lit ppl did better in gp then e.lit ppl'
Then I was like 'so mean!' but found it quite funny also la
But then jollin exclaimed 'omg'
Like it's sth impossible -.-
So mean sia i was like wth lor
Elit big deal!!!? We can do better de ok!!! Tsk
How dare she look down on us XDD
But anyway yay so free XD
Today going home late still
Going STUDYYYYY

Hello.

Yay changed phone ytd XD
LG optimus one.
Well not the simple pretty phone I wanted
But not bad XDD
And it looks not bad la since it's white XD
Functions well normal. Good enough
$48 ma good enough.
Everything else, I have my itouch((:
BUT MY CONTACTS GONE:((;
sianz. My suaning clique de still intact la
Coz is in sim
And sec sku de mostly there
But the rest ALL GONE O.O sianz.
Aiya nvm la actually not very impt haha

Today civics so fun LOL
Cher ask us arrange chairs in two rows
Facing each other then sit down
So we are facing someone la in two rows like that.
And then one row is given 30s
To tell the person opposite him/her
What he/she likes about the person
Or thank the person for what he/she has done before etc la
Raise self esteem session la basically LOL
Then after that the opposite one's turn to say la
DAMN COMICAL HAHAHAHAHA
Coz its like fish market la all talking
Shouting actually
Trying to hear with the noise
Losing voice sia LOL
And actually seriously much to say la
Esp when el clique and cl clique LOL
Not close ma
Dunno what to say leh LOL
Actually even closer friends also awkward
Whole thing just damn awkward n super comical LOL
I laughed non stop throughout HAHA XD
Actually it's more like to cover the awkwardness
So we tried to be hyper n funny about it la
If not ar all nothing say then silence too weird.
Well anyway ar
Almost ALLL of them said similar stuff about me^^
They all say my maths very gd-.-
LOL crap la some say my gp very gd also haha
Academic de qualities actually I dun like to hear
It's damn crap lols XP
But still nice la so yea XDD
A lot stuff la like smart, nice, friendly, funny, cheerful, helpful
Ya LOLOL XDD
Oh ya quite a few say I hardworking
I dunno how they came up with that
Zhenyan say I quite but since erhem then not so hardworking liao LOL
I personally dun think that's a reason XP
Quite a few say I like to laugh la
Coz I laugh a lot la
I mean, everyone knows I laugh a lot XPP
Sorry lor XDD I have a gd sense of humor XPP
that's what sarah said
She say thanks for being the only one to laugh at her stupid jokes in class
She say I have a good sense of humour unlike the rest LOL
Kim say I laugh non stop say I very patient never scold her before
She always say stupid stuff I also laugh nvr sianz or anything haha
A lot mention my treasurer stuff n of coz my pw members say I responsible leader
Lols well. But we all admit it was a fun but hated period of time XDD
Hmm what else. Godwin was quite sarcastic
When he said thanks for keep collecting money from them haha
Someone I think is sharmaine say I always collect
But I was very nice about it haha
It was quite nice hearing them say
I was surprised by some actually...
Like Sarah mentioned me^^ volunteering with class stuff
Last yr. Before cg rep was chosen
Thanked me for helping her with Chem last yr
Coz she called me at night ask me about SPA worksheet
I forgot about it totally lor!!!! XDD
Jiaying damn cute LOL
I say she very nice friendly cute n pretty
Then she was super shy HAHA
really damn shy hhahahahha so cute la her haha XDD
Then she thank me for helping her when she need to present in maths tutorials
But she never do her work HAHHAHHA
coz I'll somehow tell her how do then she try
Or check answers with her or sth
I think she copied mine before LOL
XDD it's nice to be appreciated....somehow
For any reason. Haha XDD

Worst one was well
Of coz
With Elaine. It was just damn awkward...
Well...we dint even look each other in the eye at all
But I was surprised coz is she start first ma
Then she did say stuff
I tot she will just keep quiet lols.
She said some stuff yupps nice stuff la
Then we started laughing at ppl beside us LOL
Super ps one! my turn speak also same thing
Damn awkward......................lols.
Haha but well it past smoothly sortof XDD

Then contact time
We went smu talk ma
I <3333 smu la
But then dun have suitable course:(((((
Sianz.
It's so nice XD so different
So tempting
So attractive
LOL XD
Oh well. I'll stick to either nus or ntu
Probably ntu...I'll think about nus...((:

Yawn..

I just slept slept for 1hr+ in library!!
Haha just so tired these few days...

Zzz annoying.

Annoying annoying

I DON'T KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ELAINE LA
zzz is not like only she annoyed with me can
I'm super annoyed with her by now xxxxx
She's damn damn annoying.
I wonder how we managed to be gd friends.
Seriously.

It's so awkward now STILL
After SOO long -.-
Everytime in canteen sit with them
Then they will shift such that I won't sit beside or opposite her
Lols so weird right
Of coz when she not around la but still
Why have to so troublesome sia
Actually I dun mind lor -.-
Arch crap -.-

Just now csc lecture
Shubei present ma
With her comical clown nature
And the funny mistakes she made in her ppt ar
The whole LT laughed a lot la
Keep laughing
Esp kailun beside me
Couldn't control herself LOL
Then that idiot had to keep turnin over n give an annoying look
Sth like glare at me...or us
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!
it's not my fault u have NOO sense of humour at all
And EVERYONE was laughing lor!!!!!!
Zzz super super annoying -.-

Then coz once shubei said sth that caused quite a lot of commotion
Then very confusing
So I was asking around about it
But shubei was pausing wasnt talking what
When shubei going to continue
I shut up le lor then cher ask us keep quiet
Then she turned n gave that look again ARGH
Crap la!!
She big deal arrrrrr -.-
Asking questions is a verrryyyy impt part of learnin ok!
U dun ask u will NEVER know
Be respectful and shut up all u wan
STOP GLARING STOP STARING!!
Zzz MYOB la -.-
I'm just trying to get my facts right
While they were NOT presenting ok! -.-
Irritating...
Aiya actually I got over it but I just wanted to grumble
XDD yupps ok the end XD

ANYWAY maths test today
It was easier than I expected!
Well I won't say I'm confident but
I'm super happy coz I have no blanks
Though some I think is wrong XD
Good enough.
I expected pretty bad results actually.
Hopefully won't do badly..................

And my phone basically died la
I mean its still switched on
It LOOKS alive n well
But I can't send ANY SMS
And I can't even RECEIVE smses!!! Crap!
Dunno who msged me....
And I wanted msg mr ang after lecture haha
BUT IT COULDN'T BE SENT -.-
Zzzz...at least can call la thankfully...
I shall get my new phone ASAP!!

YAWN

Been sleeping too late recently I think...
Sooo tired
Starting to sleep during lessons again :((

Econs lecture today
Basically slept thru
Till the end then woke up haha...

Then econs tutorial today csq test
I fell asleep doing the test AGAIN -.-
Keep nodding off la...
Haizz not first time liao of coz
Last yr always like tt
But i dun wan it to happen again-.-
I gotta WAKE UPPPPPP

....yawn...

lalala~

today's fun HAHAHA

shant elaborate much
other than welli ate lunch at seoul garden
i footed the bill! LOL XD
and erm
best part of today is 'IT IS NOT A SQUIRREL!"
HAHAHAHAHAXD

LOL

hihi~
just writing sth short.

this morning maths tutorial
ms ang gave us back test we did ytd la
the one i did horribly. 7m blank de.
i got 13/23 in the end. crapppppp...
ANYWAY haha
zhenyan suddenly tell me
'she one person sit still so high'
i know she was referring to veron la
tt crazy high girl
so i was looking around for her
then found her behind me sitting alone
apparently singing some 2ne1 song or sth la
i was like 'lols...dots...zzz...'
then i just turned back
then veron siao one
she was like 'what?? aiya don't see my mark la
i know u do very well la...'
i was like WTH?!?!?!
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
zzz she's always like tt deeeee haha
irritating sia
WHO WAN SEE HER SCORE LORRRR
n thanks lor i did badly can~
i told her ytd after test its bad liao lorrrr-.-
was so annoyed haha
then i was saying
veron is crazzyyyyyyy
in her own world sia!!!!
all thanks to that guy....
SERIOUSLY DUNNO TO FEEL HAPPY FOR HER
OR SAD FOR US!!!

ADDDD

OH YA
veron was so proud of her maths today!!!
she was telling me VECTORS IS SOOOOO EASY!
SOOOO STANDARD XD
then she was bragging la
then she say coz everything can ask tt guy
LOLOLOL
then say she changed her view on maths
LOLOL
say got him help
then like manageable can do. not tt difficult
HAHAHAHAHA
we were like VERON ARRRRRRR
HAIZZZ
HAHAHAAHAHA

hehe 八卦

hehe i shall trust that few ppl read this blog
and blog about ver here HAHAHAHA
her BEAUTIFUULLLLL love story HAHAHAHA

ok
well
coz there was a tuesday quite some time ago...
around a mth or maybe more ago i cant rmb.
we were in the canteen chatting after lunch
then well actually we were all tired after a long day
but then veron suddenly smile
and say
'it's such a nice day today!' HAHAHAHAHAHA
i was like 'VER??? NICE DAY??? today got anything meh??'
then she 'er.....'
and then over there smile to herself
then we suspect sth liao HAHAHA
apparently she going out with SOMEONE that day la
so we were like 'orhhhh UNDERSTOOD XD'
was teasing her hahaha
then since tt time
we realise she recently SOT SOT ONE LEH
VERYYYY HAPPY EVERYDAY!!!
super high everyday
whole day going crazy singing n dancing to 2NE!
and smiling to herself n to us of coz
laughing a lot just basically VERY HIGH N HAPPY XD
today i told as her friend
i feel happy tt she so happy la
but as just me (n the rest) it's irritating HAHAH
coz keep see her dance 2NE1 like crazy woman LOL
yupps.

then go green day that day i think
me veron n kailun went bedok pt eat ma
then i asked veron about him
COZ THEY ARRANGED TO MEET THAT DAY HEHE XD
yupps so i asked her
then she told me the story XD
ok. so here goes.

veron met that guy when she went for 2PM concert.
today she told me is coz there was a crazy woman
who was cheering for nikhun (i dunno how spell)
cheering crazily super loud la
so she asked that woman to keep her volume down
coz she want to listen to the music ma
she wan hear them sing
and then i dunno what she say la
somehow that guy talked
and she was thinking that guy has a nice voice HAHA
then they started talking lor
then after tt that guy's dad come fetch
in a SPORTS CAR
with a CHAUFFEUR
yepp.
SUPER RICH GUY
he's half-american i think
studies in chinese-american sku or sth like tt
SUPER RICH
and according to her SUPER HANDSOME
hahahahha yupps.
so go green day tt day they went out la.

then..hmm long time nvr ask her le
just see her happy n crazy everyday
and tease her once in a while
then she will smilesmile shyshy HAHAHAHA yupps.

valentine's day which is last week
she tell me that guy asked her out tt day 7pm
i was like WAHH SO GD AR XD
then she say she dun wan go
but she totally got the 'I WAN TO GO' face
HAHAHAHA
so i asked her why
so veron tell me there's another girl la.
a girl who liked that guy for like...7 years?
yupps but its one-sided..supposedly.
ya then ver says she feels bad for tt girl
who is very nice she realised o.o
well. yea so she dun wan snatch him from her
i was like 'THEY ARE NOT TGT! WHR GOT SNATCH???'
she just dun wan la hahahaha
can tell she got a bit shaken by him de
she WANTS to go out with him tt day de lor haiyo.
next day she tell me
'im glad i nvr do anything i will regret'
apparently she rly nvr go
and she go off her hp after 7
HAHA she's amazing ^^ well. lols.
i dun see y she do tt though.
foolish? maybe.

today talked to her about it again LOL
was teasing her
COZ ITS SO AMUSING
okok so she went out watch movie with him last saturday
i would have met her if i had went to vivo
which was original plan LOL
but anyway
they went vivo.
VERON DAMN FUNNY
coz he msged her to ask her out de ma
ask if she free then she checked n say yes
then tt guy ask her if got any nice movies
then STUPID VERON tell him No Strings Attached looks nice
HAHAHAHAA IT'S A M18 SHOW! which has er-hem scenes HAHA
damn comical.
she know have lor actually but she dunno it's THAT bad
yupps like tt also dare go with him
summore tt guy is only 17! ALMOST 17! LOL
HAHA then tt guy immediately went boom tickets i think!
he's rich la. of coz.

then at the cinema ar
ver go buy popcorn.
tt guy go buy tickets
HE BOUGHT GOLD CLASS LEH!!
then he was telling her inside can order popcorn
dun need buy from outside HAHAHHAHA
comical.
THAT GUY DAMN WASTE MONEY!
and hor can u IMAGINE
they two among SO FEW PPL
watching the M18 SHOW!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
SUPER COMICAL
i was like laughing so hard la hahahahha
what a dumb choice of movie XD
its about friends with benefits leh!
well. she was so embarassed
she say tt guy keep peeking at her
she just keep eating her popcorn dun dare see some scenes
but i heard the ending is nice haha
well. that guy after tt movie tell her
next time HE choose HAHAHAHAH
comical xD

yea
oh ya ver told me today tt
she asked him to ask the OTHER girl out on valentine's last week
and HE DID
that girl sortof guessed is ver tell him to de though
and went to talk to her.
ask if ver likes her lols.
but well. haha
i was telling veron again tt it's ok
since its one-sided
then she give me a look and say 'nonono...'
i was like HUH??
she say actually she also not sure whether he's a player
so she dun wan la
then she was like 'So smart right'
HAHAHA i was thinking
well true..
and he's a bit too perfect la.
rich. SUPER RICH. and handsome etc.
lols o.o
ver suits la probably
OH YA VER TOLD ME STH ELSE!

tt day they went out shopping
i dunno when
then she wanted to buy heels
that guy told her some crap tt dunno what he talking
sth like he ask her whether heels make her feet hurt
she say ok la a bit?
then he was telling her dun wear heels
i dunno what ver say
then he ask her if heels is woman's pride
ver was like 'do u take e.lit???'
he say sth like 'doesn't matter whether i take e.lit
just answer me. is heels woman's pride?'
then she say 'erm...i guess so...'
then he say
'so throwing heels away is like throwing woman's pride away right?'
and then walked off!!!!
after a while came back with a pair of sports shoes
tell her wear everytime they go out
I WAS LIKE HUHHHHH
what he trying to say??!?!??
ask her throw her pride away??
and he's SOO demanding isn't he?
he's probably caring for her in a way
but....LOL
well. haha. i shan't judge XDDD

Lols blogging again XD

Mac breakfast period now! XD haha
Mr tan treat sausage mcmuffin n milk
XD
He's like so slow gng to tables to teach aq la
He still at first table but one whole period gone liao la
O.O well...how long more the finish sia...

N veron mug until soooo much
That she's sooooo proud of herself.....lols~

Lols

Yay I just got scolded for throwing away
2 wooden sticks -.-
Hooray-.-

It's ridiculous lor!
Who in the right mind would know
U still want the sticks!?!??
Wan then say la!
My mum say I threw it away coz I lazy wash -.-
Come on it was just two sticks
I wasn't THAT lazy-.-
I seriously have no idea that she wanted to reuse it what!
Tsk just 2 wooden sticks need make such a big fuss meh~
haiz fancy getting scolded because of...2 sticks-.-

twitter

i realised twitter is really not bad
coz very few ppl see.
then i can really post whatever i want
at anytime i want.
can constantly update every sec haha

haiz.
i should really mind my own business.
i have no right to care so much right~
and...there's no reason for me to be bothered anyway.
-.- but why am i bothered...zzz...

even if it's because of....
so i can't really blame you anymore...
but...
i still dun like it.

my day(:

today was fun(:
well met friend A at simei mrt...sortof LOL
well i got on at tamp then friend A came in in simei la.
anyway then well we had seats.
then friend A gave the seat to a...not-very-old old lady
LOL
ya then take to bugis then i gave my seat too
coz next stop get down liao anyway LOL
no la coz well those two know each other de
might as well.
anyway so we went to dhoby ghaut.
went~The Cathay
got tickets for 'just go with it'
xD

and then walkwalk to plaza sing xD
went arcade!
friend A very pro at jubeats XD
and we tried out new game! reflecbeat.
hmm cool la the music games XD
my type XD
but then jubeats too tough for me.
reflecbeat reminds me of taptap LOL
and i miss audi too:(
long time nvr play. haven even download on my com.
it's taking forever to dwnload...

ANYWAY then we walkwalk in plaza sing~
yupps and had lunch at the food court
coz i cant eat anything heaty
cant eat chicken etc -.-
ya ate yong tau hu
shared it la since we werent very hungry~
OH I SUDDENLY REALISED IT'S DAMN EX
i wasn't thinking then la
BUT OMG DAMN EX EH
-.- zzzz i feel cheated.
it's 6+ bucks eh.
got 8 ingredients but still
SUPER EX!!
ISN'T YONG TAU HU SUPPOSED TO BE CHEAP???
haiyo. what a waste of money. AGAIN.
HAIZ...for friend A who is reading this: HAIZZZZZ-.-

anyway then walk to the cathay again
wait for movie(:

the movie was nice!!
SUPER FUNNY XD and pretty sweet la
magical love story LOLOLOL
two ppl who were basically friends since EVER
finally realised they are in love
after the girl tried helping the guy get another girl
lols. well. that's life.
u don't realise what u actually have
till a 'force' appears LOL
very nice xD
AND SUPER FUNNY MUAHAHAHA XD
and the title is cool
friend A is stuck with tt catch phrase liao
just go with it xD
LOL

yupps yupps then took mrt home lor.
it's a fun day LOL
lazy go into details
:P just like tt. just keeping a record
HAHA XDDDDD
yea! see you~

continuation xD

okay here i am again.
maths lesson...hmm i felt bad
coz i wasn't very prepared for the tutorials:X
but im glad i was able to catch up for today.
argh i gotta chiong :X

then econs lesson. double period.
SO FUNNY HAHA
first time econs lesson so fun haha
mrs lim is AMUSING :D
well we were discussing the essay questions
then part one 10m ma
she was saying this ques level marking
usually L1 3m L2 4m
so L3...and paused.
i answered here 5!
HAHA
everyone was like 3. 3. 3.
then i kept thinking 5.
HAHA sotsot one
then cher look at me
u are sihui right? ur maths very bad ar
then i didnt even say anything
and everyone was defending me HAHA
they very funny lor -.-
sarah and veron la actually
they kept saying
sihui maths very gd one whr got lousy
then sarah say if mine lousy they die liao
lols -.- THANKS~i didnt even need to say anything.
then mrs lim was asking me
who's ur maths tutor?
HAHAHAHA
ps la! ppl blurblur ma :PPP

then today whole lesson she keep mentioning godwin sia!
she seems to think godwin very handsome HAHAHAHA
our class all immune to him de
no one thinks he handsome
everytime cher mention we will suan him
then cher say we jealous esp sarah.
then we were like AS IF LOR HAHA
just now got some ppl making noise outside
they tot they got lessons at that classroom ma
then mrs lim say they come see godwin de
then i say 'who so blind'
HAHAHHAHHA then godwin turned around and gave me a 'wth' look
HAHAHAHA xP
KIDDING LA XD

mrs lim let us cope notes ar
then her notes got some pencil writings
she tell us 'don't copy the pencil marks
i think i was answering another question'
then we 'orh' and continued copying
few secs later she repeated again. LOL
and then few secs later she said AGAIN LEH!
THEN WE ALL BURST OUT LAUGHING HAHAHA
MRS LIM SO CUTE HAHAHAHA
she said it THREE times leh hahahahha
we were like 'okok we got it we got it xDD'
hahahahaxD

oh ya before tt she ask if we know who is andy lim
some new econs cher who was around last yr
and left n is coming bk i think
apparently she thinks he's very handsome
and is very well-liked LOL
she say the other chers like to say tt andy lim is her godson
HAHAHA then she was saynig he's coming back again
sarah ask 'cher very happy ar'
then she 'ya'
LOL then we laughed
she's damn cute la xD

after tt we mentioned YOG
coz the question was about YOG
and then somehow it got to handsome boys again
she ask if we went to YOG
shermaine say ya she went
mrs lim ask 'go see the guys ar'
LOL apaprently mrs lim went too xD
made us laugh sia coz we say she also go see guys de
sarah still ask her 'go see the shirtless guys?'
HAHAHHAHA damn comical la they all.
laughed so much during today's econs xD
then mrs lim tell us got one france guy talk to her
when she went YOG
HAHA i forgot what he asked le la
about singapore women dunno what thing de.
then she mentioned SDU
she was like 'do you all know what's SDU'
no one knows.
then she say 'single desperate and ugly'
HAHAHAHA super comical laxD
it was a joke. actual is 'social development unit'
HAHA is for ppl to find dating partners de i think :D
then she say if next time cannot find partner can go there
then i was wondering why go THERE???
go find single n desperate n ugly people?!?!? HAHAHAHA
we were teasing her n tt france guy la
then she was like 'no la! he's much younger than me!'
HAHA i forgot what we say
then she was like
'i was very much sought-after when i was young ok!'
LOL XD MRS LIM SO CUTE SO COMICAL XDDD

then went back to lessons actual haha
miranda was looking very bored behind
so was called by mrs lim
she ask her why she so tired what she did last night haha
miranda say nothing.
ask y she so tired
miranda say 'very boring'
WTH RIGHT
just tell the cher right at the face
that her lesson is boring LOLOLOL
mrs lim didnt seem to mind la anyway.
reminded me of tt time
mr ang last lesson mrs goh sit in
miranda jiaying using phone
mrs goh talk to them
they said they were bored.
LOL
damn mean!! XD

yea tt's econs lesson today XD
hmm what else XD
well road run was postponed
due to rain n lightning alert...
hmm i really dunno whether to be happy or not.
well two reasons.
1. cant say here haha. but well.
im too bothered by it i dunno y.
didnt like it...but aiya nvm la.
2. postponed means MORE PE RUNNING TRAINING
AHHHHHHH and will have to run someday anyway:(
HAIZ
i wan my electives to start soon!
NO MORE RUNNING PLEASE :(
but well. it was fun just now
everyone was SUPER high at the sports complex
whole sku gathered there
at first very stuffy
they just began cheering etc la
the 4 houses cheering
then there came music!!!!
first was bad romance haha
LIKE DISCO SIA
LOL
play music with so many
so crowded summore
ppl squeeze ppl one lor
but quite fun la
we were singing along to bad romance haha
next was speedy
then a lot ppl started dancing the mass dance
i was SORTOF la just doing the actions
but not really dancing
I <3 that dance haha
so cute XD so fun xD
tt time go SP camp we danced tt a lot times too haha XD
very fun n simple dance XD
yupps
after tt was lucifer
and several kpop songs
i think someone was dancing lucifer...
shermaine n a guy
i couldnt see
i just saw the crowd there
by the time i can see they already stopped haha
quite a few more songs la
then they announced that we can go home
well. it kept raining n stopping raining n stopping.......
wonder why............................
ANYWAY
mrs loke spoke to us
she was saying we must be so disappointed HAHA
say its not because of rain is because of lightning alert
cannot take the risk.
then say she knows we would want it postponed
she not cancelling it
we'll do soon another day
LOL
then at first ppl cheer when she say today no need run
but after tt they started accomodating her
got one beta guy,someone i recognise from the time i was station master
haha he very high very enthu one.
damn funny.
mrs loke say today no need run
he was shouting 'NOOOO' then turn around n do thumbs up
LOL
then say postponed
then he cheer and do sad face HAHAHAHA
damn comical la they all xD
it was quite fun la generally :D:D:D:D

oh ya i showed my new hp dp to char n zhenyan n veron
the reactions were interesting :D
zhenyan say i disgusting!
monday i show her my 'gift'
she also say i disgusting HAHAHHA
char gave me disgusted look too
she like wan vomit HAHAHAHAHA
char today keep telling me to control myself
HAHAHAHA so funny la hahahaha
veron DAMN slow
i show her few times
and she didnt realise ANYTHING
so she still doesn't know anything yet HAHAHA

XD

LOL today whole sku fav econs cheer took over econs lecture!!
Hahahhaa mr basil chan XD comical guy haha
He so gd at teaching us n he's quite funny in his own way XD
Last part of lecture left like one min
Then he was saying
'u all waiting for bell to ring right? Let me see how much I have left...'
Then he click click de slides
And say 'oh no I still have so much left! I talk too much rubbish!' LOL
Hahahha he's so cute la damn funny XDD hahaha XD
It's maths tutorial now ms ang lesson XD
Bye~~~

hello(:

hello haha
today~
well.
supposed to end at 3.50pm
but then coz mr tan on course
so we no need go gp
though we have homework assigned la.
to be handed in on monday.
n i had 2 free periods before gp
so i can leave at 1.20!
and then thanks to the change in timetable
we went for csc lesson on monday already
so today's lesson was cancelled too!
HENCE i ended sku at 12.30 XD
SUPER RARE RIGHT XDD
WE WERE ALL SO HAPPY XDD
then summore i had 2 free periods after pe lor
and cll lesson was a revision test
so only actual lessons we had was a maths lecture!!!
and...pe.
LOL
yupps.
tt's my sku day today ^^
yippee~

well pe.
tt mr sim had to nag damn long again
used to it la
he say de stuff all hear before liao also
so didnt bother listening
just wait for him talk finish
i kept asking the rest
whether they think the chers will be nice to us today
coz tmr is actual road run ma
they cant kill us today xD
they say impossible HAHA
in the end they were nice!
mr sim say he wanted us to run usual route
which means lucky heights. 2.8 zzzz
he's so inhumane
but the other pe teachers wanted to give us a rest
YIPPEE I LOVE ALL THE OTHER CHERS!
they have HEARTS XD
yupps but we were still made to run 3 rounds track
means 1.2km today.
it was...ok la
just tt i damn long nvr run
since tues lightning alert last tues mc n thurs anyhow run LOL
yupps so was still tiring today
but MUCH BETTER XD
sianz tmr road run
ZZZZ i dun like to run...................
i usually can make myself run without stopping la
then can get a decent timing
BUTTT
dun feel like it leh HAHA
damn sianz with running LOL
haiz.
n i dun wan muscles in my legs ANYWAY....zz...
yupps.
summore tmr need go home late......... :(
means cannot...........haha.

today left sku at 1230
most ppl stayed bk in sku i think
to get work done.
well. i wanted to.
but i didnt.
i went elsewhr to do work.
wasn't very successful i would say.
i really sat at the desk and stared at my econs
BUT I DUNNO HOW TO DO!
i really tried doing work ok!
BUT I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO DO!!!
so tmr wait cher teach...
zzz i worry for my econs la.
damn suck :(
haiz.
maths is......OH NO I FORGOT DO TUTORIAL
haiz i'll do it after this post.....
i just finished mr ang's maths test
as crazy as he always is of coz.
but it wasn't extremely terrifying i guess
unless i was tricked.
since his questions usually have some kind of hidden trick to it
or maybe i wasnt paying enough attention
so i didnt notice some stuff o.o
hopefully not..........
cher say i should get 9 n above
which is a pass.
hmm.
i have no idea how it will fare
but..erm good luck to myself?
yea csc essay given to us tt day
almost nobody did actually LOL
it's so difficult!
and no one actually rly collecting
so.........LOL
yea no one did.
i wanted to do but i stare at it
i really dunno how to do -.-
argh sku is killing me n my brain cells.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT??
and chers expect us to know
without them teaching
zzz THEN WHAT'S SKU FOR??!?!?
haiz. whatever. all the best for As~~~~~
i need to support a lot of ppl HAHAHAHAH

an update again xD

quick update again(:
that's all i can spare recently haha
just type quickly
to finish whatever i wanna say

hmm let's start with...
ytd night haha
ytd night...hmm..
talked to someone. with mixed feelings.
i dunno how it felt like...
just weird.
thinking about what i know
about the past
and stuff
it's difficult feeling truly comfortable
but it feels idiotic to actually 'mind' haha
i mean. IT'S NOTHING!!
well.well.
whatever.
im more or less gotten over it anyway...I THINK.
LOLOLOL lalala~

today.
tiring~
LOL
econs lecture SUCKS
wth lor the stupid cher HAHA
whole LT was like groaning and complaining la
she come in and say 'we are going to do recap today
coz i think we went abit too fast previously'
LOL then everyone 'HUH???'
yupps then she spent 30mins or so just RECAPPING!!!
worst thing is
she so inexperienced!!!
she doesn't know her content well!!!
she teach halfway she stop
stare at the screen
think think think
hmm????
then she say "im not sure..."
we were like HUHHHH????
then she say there seems to be a typo
after tt she stopped a few more times lor
wth like that how we learn??!?!?
EVEN THE TEACHER DOESN'T KNOW LEH!!!
ridiculous.
HAHAHA
anyway it was comical coz whole LT was irritated
and there were lots of groaning LOL
i survived the front part
listened very attentively
in the end last part i dun care liao.
SLEEP.
LOL
fanye opposite
she sleep thru whole recapping HAHA
i didnt coz i didnt listen previous lecture
so i was sortof lucky tt she recapped.
she probaby got told off tt's y she recapped la.
lousy cher :P
(btw chers all so poor thing keep get scolded HAHA:P)
then in the end
bell rang ma
then she was like 'shall i finish this part first?'
it was meant to be a statement de la not question
but anyway
WHOLE LT SHOUT 'NOOOOOO'
HAHAHAHAHAHA
then she 'ok'
and we were dismissed LOLOLOL
she quite poor thing also la
but well........it was a waste of time to be there.... -.-
she reading from notes only
might as well we ownself read~
OH YA
start of the lecture
she wanted to play a video
was a youtube vid
then she say IT sth wrong
dunno why no sound
reason; SHE MUTED THE VIDEO -.-
wow. she must be first time use com xDDDD
then the video unclear cant hear what they talking
so in the end play halfway
mr basil chan tell her unclear then stopped the vid LOL
quite crap la XPP

hmm what else.
gp lesson hmm
mr tan was fun as usual LOL
he's just SOOO comical n cute HAHAHA XDDD
he was complaining that his timetable got WORSE
LOLOLOL
just now he came in with a huge stack of papers
then he told us his 'story' LOL
he say the reason for the huge waste of paper
was the horrible timetable hahahaha
coz just now he wanted to print the compre paper for us
he take one paper into the staff room
then he saw the new timetable ma
and he was irritated that it got worse
then he started printing.
print halfway
he went to i think photocopier or printer dunno la
somewhr in the staff room ma
then he saw two teachers there talking
apparently their timetable super gd
and they teaching j1s
so its like they practically NOTHING TO DO LA XD
so they were taking their own sweet time at the printer
HAHAHAHAHA
they say coz they no lessons
mr tan was super pissed off HAHAH
coz his timetable was WORSE
while their empty HAHAHAHA
sohe went to his computer again to print
and i dunno why but
he printed 65 copies of the compre paper HAHAHAHAHA
he's damn comical XDDDDDD
what he doing sia
super waste paper
sarah they all was telling him he going be tree next life etc
hahaha waste paper sia destroy environment
then he say he was wondering
how many generations away can actually enjoy
the advantages brought about by us 'saving' the environment LOL
yea mr tan is mr tan xD awesome
i actually like gp xDD
oh ya i forgot to record here..
that day mr tan told us (long time ago)
2 people from the class selected/INVITED to join gp enrichment
is for top students la
then he say miranda and someone else
he couldnt rmb who
few lessons later he say its me! HAHA
i was surprised
coz we all tot is kim...
kim got first in sku for jcts leh!
but i think she screwed promos......hmm...
well. yupps i dunno how
but ya i selected for gp ENRICHMENT
is for us to exchange n share ideas i think o.o
no idea details yet not out yet......
i think it's not compulsory o.o
and monday got back gp essay that we did 2 weeks ago
hmm i got 32/50 xDD super surprised!
happy sia shocking!! xD
cher gave 30 n above de a packet of biscuits
miranda got also
i dunno who else.
27-29 got stickers i think o.o
he was saying a senior cher told them
we still like stickers at this age
so he decided to give HAHA
and he's sortof right
coz those at the back were excited at the tot of stickers~
LOL
well i didnt have any reaction XP

next was...cll.
nth to say la. LOL

ehhh then lunch
etcetc
these few days kept smsing until phone no batt LOL
and my phone i think gng spoil liao la
always laglag de
sometimes hanghang de
messages cannot receive/send
weirdweird....zzz cant wait to change a nice one XD
i wan buy cheap n niceee looking one liao
im not going to bother about the functions n stuff anymore xD
shall not get cheated again.
zhenyan keep asking me stop smsing HAHAHA
then everytime my phone vibrates
she will look at me with a funny look LOL
in the end i just switched off vibration LOL
xDDDDDD

civics n contact time
had nus talk
it was fine at first
but very...standard la
all uni sure say about same stuff
zzz nothing outstanding or especially attractive
i survived half of it
then saw lots of ppl sleeping HAHA
then second part ar
is the nus uni scholars programme
then tt one i slept LOL
waste of time la~
was damn tired also so ya dun care just sleep xDDDD