对了
有人说我不应该这样。。。
说我不可以什么都告诉他
因为不知道他在想什么
不知道他把我想成怎样
说始终有距离
但是。。。
Friday, September 24, 2010
有朋友真好。。。呵呵
有朋友真好
刚才知道原由了后
我想了挺多的
虽然我会一直联想到她的缺点
但最后
我决定不想那么多
尽量改变
不是为了她
是为了身边每一个人
也为了我自己
绝对不会是为了她
我倒要感谢她告诉我这些
让我有机会变得更好(:
因为我发现除了她
我身边的朋友包括wanshan也是同意的
其实她没有说出来但她说她们并不介意
同个意思啦。。。
所以我刚才就在想
我从以前就一直这样做错吗？
于是我就sms给shuting和joscelin和meixuan
问她们我对她们而言是怎样的人
真是选对人了呵呵
shuting的答案真棒:P
她说：
You like to respond to things in your own way,
by showing an alternative to what your friends say
you make people feel dumb.
you behave like an auntie but you are quite easygoing
sometime thinks a lot but sometimes quite sensitive.
nice to a certain extent if you don't open your mouth
but that's what characterise you.
you are kind really. and smart.
hanging out with you makes me feel awesome cause i know
i have a ugly encyclopedia ard who always laugh a lot
I just love her answer
but anyway i ask her no bad pts meh
then she say:
Well you just like to talk.
it's been two long years having you suddenly barge in
with your act smart comments which actually make sense after all
and you are loud but i'm loud too.
just go for a plastic surgery
i might have forgotten your bad points. will try to recall.
SHUTING ROCKS :D:D:D
HAHA 真棒呀！呵呵
下一个回复的是joscelin
她说不知道要怎么说她问我为什么突然问
所以我就大概告诉她了反正她是知情的
她的答案也不错呵呵:P
她说：Huh like that also cannot? I thought very normal?
why she like that also not happy?
我说她很注重respect etc
然后joscelin又说：
but also cannot like that then angry with you
coz everybody is different...
i first time heard of this. angry coz she thinks u disrespectful...
虽然我不觉得我没错
但是她们的答案还是让我的心安定下来了呵呵
因为她们的答案
我觉得我有信心改掉坏习惯了
我觉得我能够更忍受一切了
我觉得我可以放下身段去跟她道歉
我觉得我可以再努力和她做朋友了
因为有她们的存在(:
过后我大概问上瘾了:P
就再问了carol 和 charlynn :P
然后carol回答了
她也说不知道怎样说但她说:
in general: you are a nice person
我现在完全不理会她们的话里有几分真实
但我相信她们不会说谎的啦尤其是shuting
shuting决不会撒这种谎的
carol问我为什么会这样问我跟她说
有人说我disrespectful嘛
then她说really meh? must be you too good in suaning le la haha...
:P lols :P
charlynn just replied le.
irritating girl la she i knew it man dumb reply LOL
coz i msg them starting with "eh pig..."
LOL
so she reply say
??! a bad girl who calls such a pretty girl a pig:)
pretty girl your head la LOL
so charlynn. hehe.
anyway im over it le
so dun bother
im now just asking for fun
but seriously.
i like to know what ppl think of me...
esp my friends coz they are whom im around all the time.
i always say dun gossip behind my back
got anything just tell me.
at least give me a chance to explain myself
IF there is a misunderstanding
if not then give me a chance to change...
there's so many sides to me already so sianz
everytime must treat everyone differently
tot i could at least be who i am
no need so fake when with my friends
no need force myself to be what i am not.
but whatever.
i dun wan let my other friends awkward or unhappy
because of the two of us le.
wanshan in btw us so poor thing.
dun wan give her more trouble...
she say just now after mr ang talk to elaine
elaine emo thru chem mass remedial
after that she told wanshan that
she not rly really hate me
just cant stand my character lols
and wanshan also mentioned
asking me we want continue like tt for 1 more yr meh
lols wont be nice if tt's the case.
veron they all also dun like it lols.
today after pe
elaine say wan go good news
i go sit with kailun in canteen ma
the rest all went with her
before they left i saw them
then lols apparently
they only go coz elaine wants to go.
veron was looking at me with a 'im sorry' face
then she was like cuddling onto me LOL
anyway she was saying im with you de but...
lols then i was like nvm la its ok
(oh ya ying en they all found her very touchy hahahahahaha:P)
lols tough being in the middle
but i nvr want them to choose
so better if we become friends again.
and anyway i used to think we can be gd frends
sadly she doesnt think the same.
well. even if not gd friends
at least normal classmates?
just not this.
lols anyway dun think le
but anyway 我真不明白我们为什么要活到这么辛苦
生活已经够累够惨了的还要顾虑这些
zzzz
不管了
反正I shall change as much as i can
with my friends' support hehe :P
and see what happens
let nature take its course
顺其自然！
oh well anyway cher say she said
she doesnt hate me
its just that she doesnt like it.
and knows i very nice
and she will speak to me if necessary
lols i dunno what to say.
still. 顺其自然
刚才知道原由了后
我想了挺多的
虽然我会一直联想到她的缺点
但最后
我决定不想那么多
尽量改变
不是为了她
是为了身边每一个人
也为了我自己
绝对不会是为了她
我倒要感谢她告诉我这些
让我有机会变得更好(:
因为我发现除了她
我身边的朋友包括wanshan也是同意的
其实她没有说出来但她说她们并不介意
同个意思啦。。。
所以我刚才就在想
我从以前就一直这样做错吗？
于是我就sms给shuting和joscelin和meixuan
问她们我对她们而言是怎样的人
真是选对人了呵呵
shuting的答案真棒:P
她说：
You like to respond to things in your own way,
by showing an alternative to what your friends say
you make people feel dumb.
you behave like an auntie but you are quite easygoing
sometime thinks a lot but sometimes quite sensitive.
nice to a certain extent if you don't open your mouth
but that's what characterise you.
you are kind really. and smart.
hanging out with you makes me feel awesome cause i know
i have a ugly encyclopedia ard who always laugh a lot
I just love her answer
but anyway i ask her no bad pts meh
then she say:
Well you just like to talk.
it's been two long years having you suddenly barge in
with your act smart comments which actually make sense after all
and you are loud but i'm loud too.
just go for a plastic surgery
i might have forgotten your bad points. will try to recall.
SHUTING ROCKS :D:D:D
HAHA 真棒呀！呵呵
下一个回复的是joscelin
她说不知道要怎么说她问我为什么突然问
所以我就大概告诉她了反正她是知情的
她的答案也不错呵呵:P
她说：Huh like that also cannot? I thought very normal?
why she like that also not happy?
我说她很注重respect etc
然后joscelin又说：
but also cannot like that then angry with you
coz everybody is different...
i first time heard of this. angry coz she thinks u disrespectful...
虽然我不觉得我没错
但是她们的答案还是让我的心安定下来了呵呵
因为她们的答案
我觉得我有信心改掉坏习惯了
我觉得我能够更忍受一切了
我觉得我可以放下身段去跟她道歉
我觉得我可以再努力和她做朋友了
因为有她们的存在(:
过后我大概问上瘾了:P
就再问了carol 和 charlynn :P
然后carol回答了
她也说不知道怎样说但她说:
in general: you are a nice person
我现在完全不理会她们的话里有几分真实
但我相信她们不会说谎的啦尤其是shuting
shuting决不会撒这种谎的
carol问我为什么会这样问我跟她说
有人说我disrespectful嘛
then她说really meh? must be you too good in suaning le la haha...
:P lols :P
charlynn just replied le.
irritating girl la she i knew it man dumb reply LOL
coz i msg them starting with "eh pig..."
LOL
so she reply say
??! a bad girl who calls such a pretty girl a pig:)
pretty girl your head la LOL
so charlynn. hehe.
anyway im over it le
so dun bother
im now just asking for fun
but seriously.
i like to know what ppl think of me...
esp my friends coz they are whom im around all the time.
i always say dun gossip behind my back
got anything just tell me.
at least give me a chance to explain myself
IF there is a misunderstanding
if not then give me a chance to change...
there's so many sides to me already so sianz
everytime must treat everyone differently
tot i could at least be who i am
no need so fake when with my friends
no need force myself to be what i am not.
but whatever.
i dun wan let my other friends awkward or unhappy
because of the two of us le.
wanshan in btw us so poor thing.
dun wan give her more trouble...
she say just now after mr ang talk to elaine
elaine emo thru chem mass remedial
after that she told wanshan that
she not rly really hate me
just cant stand my character lols
and wanshan also mentioned
asking me we want continue like tt for 1 more yr meh
lols wont be nice if tt's the case.
veron they all also dun like it lols.
today after pe
elaine say wan go good news
i go sit with kailun in canteen ma
the rest all went with her
before they left i saw them
then lols apparently
they only go coz elaine wants to go.
veron was looking at me with a 'im sorry' face
then she was like cuddling onto me LOL
anyway she was saying im with you de but...
lols then i was like nvm la its ok
(oh ya ying en they all found her very touchy hahahahahaha:P)
lols tough being in the middle
but i nvr want them to choose
so better if we become friends again.
and anyway i used to think we can be gd frends
sadly she doesnt think the same.
well. even if not gd friends
at least normal classmates?
just not this.
lols anyway dun think le
but anyway 我真不明白我们为什么要活到这么辛苦
生活已经够累够惨了的还要顾虑这些
zzzz
不管了
反正I shall change as much as i can
with my friends' support hehe :P
and see what happens
let nature take its course
顺其自然！
oh well anyway cher say she said
she doesnt hate me
its just that she doesnt like it.
and knows i very nice
and she will speak to me if necessary
lols i dunno what to say.
still. 顺其自然
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
SO TIREDDDDDD
Saturday read 泡沫之夏 till 5am
sunday read another 小说 2hrs
till ~4 then sleep
and then ytd do wr do until 2+.
slept at 3. zzz
serious lack of sleep lols
today need do eom.
again late sleep.
gd luck to me.
lols today in sku just kept falling asleep again -.-
even slightly dozed off in maths eh
first time. will be LAST TIME TOO!!!!!
felt bad towards ms ang
I WILL NVR FALL ASLEEP IN MATHS AGAIN!!
today just a litttttle la <1min ok. haha.
coz zhenyan poked me to wake me like immediately LOL :P
ah so tired
today a lot ALOT free periods
from about 1050 break until 210 lols
i slept for like 20-30 mins i think
but no diff eh
still tired. eyes still pain after tt.
still lack of sleep. serious lack of sleep lols
then pe lesson
was quite fun
we played captains ball
mostly the chinese group
plus godwin
tehn after tt zk and sharmaine joined in
lols :D
i was in elaine's group lols
she didnt pass to me much if she could
but still got de la
no choice ma.
oh ya maths lecture SO DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA
but ms ang ar like in cahoots with mr ang like tt
'volunteered' him
but nvr ask him go down SO SIANZ
will be nice seeing mr ang doing that dumb action LOL
anyway mr ang sabo jiahong from his class de
who went down with two friends
3 jokers
DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA
everyone had a good laugh :D
jokers. seems like a fun class. envy them ehhh haha
cher loves them too. too bad he's leaving them soon
well. life's like this. hahaha too bad
hope get better class next yr lor~
i think a class usu better with proper mix of boys and girls
one like ours is far from ideal lols
a lot prob
no fun no bonding. lols.
anyway well ytd wanshan told me le
she say elaine told her why she angry.
well she say ask me pretend i dunno
say dun mention to anyone and on anywhr...
butbutbut
no one else will come here...righT??
i dun want implicate wanshan o.O
but -.-
anyway i dun bitch about ppl de lor...
i mean like sometimes we'll grumble to our friends what
everyone will and so does she.
the most i did was just grumble grumble
i nvr rly got like. angry. with her.
why would i like bitch about her
i wonder which of her ggdddd friend told her tt
anyway no matter i was grumbling or bitching
i didnt talked bad about her before she got angry with me wat
or did i?
to the two reading this haha
before tt i didnt right? o.O
i cant rmb
i didnt mean any offense or anything no matter when anyway
and she say i keep referring to her on fb irritated her a lot
well before she got angry I NEVER talked about her on fb
seriously.
i even went to check my past statuses. i rly nvr did
she probably think too much la -.- zzz
to her im a lousy person. full stop.
whatever. i dun care.
we not suitable for gd friends de
coz she nvr knows how to trust her friends
and treat them as friends.
she's like rly pissed lols
her blog still talking about me bitching about her
say everyone dun understand etc
haiz. i only started talking about her after she got angry
...right? lols
anyway in any case i nvr rly very angry with her eh.
随便啦
顺其自然好了(:
sunday read another 小说 2hrs
till ~4 then sleep
and then ytd do wr do until 2+.
slept at 3. zzz
serious lack of sleep lols
today need do eom.
again late sleep.
gd luck to me.
lols today in sku just kept falling asleep again -.-
even slightly dozed off in maths eh
first time. will be LAST TIME TOO!!!!!
felt bad towards ms ang
I WILL NVR FALL ASLEEP IN MATHS AGAIN!!
today just a litttttle la <1min ok. haha.
coz zhenyan poked me to wake me like immediately LOL :P
ah so tired
today a lot ALOT free periods
from about 1050 break until 210 lols
i slept for like 20-30 mins i think
but no diff eh
still tired. eyes still pain after tt.
still lack of sleep. serious lack of sleep lols
then pe lesson
was quite fun
we played captains ball
mostly the chinese group
plus godwin
tehn after tt zk and sharmaine joined in
lols :D
i was in elaine's group lols
she didnt pass to me much if she could
but still got de la
no choice ma.
oh ya maths lecture SO DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA
but ms ang ar like in cahoots with mr ang like tt
'volunteered' him
but nvr ask him go down SO SIANZ
will be nice seeing mr ang doing that dumb action LOL
anyway mr ang sabo jiahong from his class de
who went down with two friends
3 jokers
DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA
everyone had a good laugh :D
jokers. seems like a fun class. envy them ehhh haha
cher loves them too. too bad he's leaving them soon
well. life's like this. hahaha too bad
hope get better class next yr lor~
i think a class usu better with proper mix of boys and girls
one like ours is far from ideal lols
a lot prob
no fun no bonding. lols.
anyway well ytd wanshan told me le
she say elaine told her why she angry.
well she say ask me pretend i dunno
say dun mention to anyone and on anywhr...
butbutbut
no one else will come here...righT??
i dun want implicate wanshan o.O
but -.-
anyway i dun bitch about ppl de lor...
i mean like sometimes we'll grumble to our friends what
everyone will and so does she.
the most i did was just grumble grumble
i nvr rly got like. angry. with her.
why would i like bitch about her
i wonder which of her ggdddd friend told her tt
anyway no matter i was grumbling or bitching
i didnt talked bad about her before she got angry with me wat
or did i?
to the two reading this haha
before tt i didnt right? o.O
i cant rmb
i didnt mean any offense or anything no matter when anyway
and she say i keep referring to her on fb irritated her a lot
well before she got angry I NEVER talked about her on fb
seriously.
i even went to check my past statuses. i rly nvr did
she probably think too much la -.- zzz
to her im a lousy person. full stop.
whatever. i dun care.
we not suitable for gd friends de
coz she nvr knows how to trust her friends
and treat them as friends.
she's like rly pissed lols
her blog still talking about me bitching about her
say everyone dun understand etc
haiz. i only started talking about her after she got angry
...right? lols
anyway in any case i nvr rly very angry with her eh.
随便啦
顺其自然好了(:
Monday, September 20, 2010
101th post
i just realised this is my 101th post here(: lols
anyway.
i should be starred in the live version of "despicable me"
if there is ever one.
seems like everyone's angry with me in a way or another
maybe i should be in "detestable me"
...
anyway.
i should be starred in the live version of "despicable me"
if there is ever one.
seems like everyone's angry with me in a way or another
maybe i should be in "detestable me"
...
Zzz
Everytime I decide not to bother
Its raised again....
Haiz
This time is quite...scary.
I feel like I'm waiting for my verdict sia
Wanshan say she know why Elaine angry with me le...
Say after sku tell me
She say she can understand why she pissed off eh
How
Haiz
What I do?
Like so serious like tt:(
Argh just when I gave up bothering...
Its raised again....
Haiz
This time is quite...scary.
I feel like I'm waiting for my verdict sia
Wanshan say she know why Elaine angry with me le...
Say after sku tell me
She say she can understand why she pissed off eh
How
Haiz
What I do?
Like so serious like tt:(
Argh just when I gave up bothering...
Sunday, September 19, 2010
家里的气氛好讨厌
对了忘了提
（近天特别想用华语呵呵）
家里的气氛好奇怪
好讨厌
一向来都是他们两个闹别扭的
常吵架但最近
他们虽然还会吵
但不那么多了
是好事但妈妈把苗头指向我
整天有事没事对我发飙
真是的她似乎真的很不放心我
很不信任我。。。
一直怕我做错事haiz
真是的我没那么坏好不好
我还是单纯的好不好
虽然我没有那么纯洁没有一些人的但纯
但握没那么糟啊！
受不了她
真想看到我出事才甘心吗？？？
这家越来越不像家了
在家的感觉以点也不好。。。
还有
Cher竟然说看得懂我写的多数哦
真是糟糕-.-
（近天特别想用华语呵呵）
家里的气氛好奇怪
好讨厌
一向来都是他们两个闹别扭的
常吵架但最近
他们虽然还会吵
但不那么多了
是好事但妈妈把苗头指向我
整天有事没事对我发飙
真是的她似乎真的很不放心我
很不信任我。。。
一直怕我做错事haiz
真是的我没那么坏好不好
我还是单纯的好不好
虽然我没有那么纯洁没有一些人的但纯
但握没那么糟啊！
受不了她
真想看到我出事才甘心吗？？？
这家越来越不像家了
在家的感觉以点也不好。。。
还有
Cher竟然说看得懂我写的多数哦
真是糟糕-.-
好感伤
不知道为什么
今天总感觉非常的感伤
觉得感触良多
突然想起好多好多的事
大概是因为刚刚把“泡沫之夏”读完吧
昨天开始阅读下载到ipod里的书
即可迷上了它
这故事是如此奇特、特别
而又是那么感伤、凄美的
扣人心弦，令我欲罢不能
昨晚一读就读到差不多凌晨五点钟左右
听到爸爸的闹钟想起才去睡
今早一起来又开始读
不久前刚把它读完
它是多棒、多美、多奇特的故事啊
真令人爱不释手呀。。。
故事里的人物都使命运不断捉弄的对象
受尽各种折磨全身遍体鳞伤了
却还是一直受着伤
故事的主人翁们
都是多么令人怜惜的
他们都带上好多好多层的面具
伪装着自己，尤其是女主角
带着厚厚的面具生活不轻易让人走入她的心里
他们都不轻易相信他人都缺乏安全感
这样的几个人聚在一起都一起受伤了
而且还是冷酷残忍的互相伤害
令人为他们感到悲伤、惋惜
女主角其是是多么棒的女生呀
真的很棒的
而且又聪明又美如天仙。。。
她表现得是多么的坚强
内心却比任何人还脆弱的
她的弟弟是她一生中最爱的人
是她的精神支柱
当弟弟离开人世后她的伪装都顿时彻底碎了
她崩溃了失去希望了失去动力了迷迷糊糊的疯了
幸好她身边还有一直由始至终都深爱她的人
她才恢复了
总之这是多么离奇的故事
紧紧扣住了我的心弦
牵动我的情绪我的感伤。。。
看完故事结局算是十分圆满的吧
虽然另一位男主角很可怜，一生中被抛弃好几次
心已禁不起任何伤害
但他应该会慢慢放开吧，学会珍惜身边除了她以外的人
但愿如此
因为另外的两个人终于的到幸福了的到他们应得的幸福了
祝他们永远幸福才好呀。。。
看完故事我真觉得空虚呀呵呵
突然想了好多好多好多好多。。。
想起去年打工的情形
那段时光
是快乐的是满足的是很棒的是我无法忘记的
在那里我认识了他们。。。
我一直以来都不太懂得交际
人际关系上总是处理不当
在社交圈子里我是失败者
但是面对“晚辈” 也就是我的juniors
我总是能自然地和他们认识交谈。
除了好朋友们就只有他们
我也不知道究竟是因为什么。。。
因此去年十二月因为有那两个调皮捣蛋鬼女生
虽然是同辈但因为她们所以我过的很愉快
后来今年一月
有新人加入了！首先是wp吧
我还清楚记得他刚到时我不在店里
回到店里时推开休息室的门
就看见他们聚在那里
Celest 他们
当然还有wp了
不知道会看见他所以我愣住了
呆在那里看着他真失态呀
还被他们笑说我花痴了呢呵呵
很有趣的一天呵呵
反正当时挺尴尬的啦呵呵 :P
后来又继续工作
看着他傻傻的因为是新来的什么都不会
负责带他的shuhan正忙着
她之前只是稍微教了她一些罢了
我默默地观察着呵呵
因为我对新人总是特别有兴趣的呵呵
看着他折衣服的样子挺滑稽的慢吞吞的
很仔细地折真搞笑
实在看不下去了
我便走向他告诉他
以他这样的折法折到明天都没完哈哈
然后便大概地示范了快速折法让他学着
没待太久只是示范了一次便走掉了
但还是在观察
他有试着学习但始终没能学好呵呵
我的举动以及目光所在都被那三个同辈八卦鬼看在眼里
纷纷来取笑我说我喜欢他之类的
但我并没有哦！我真的只是纯粹对新人一律感兴趣罢了
日子这样过我也不及的详情了
只是记得我们越混越熟越走越近了
好像是因为那天和他一样的午餐时间吧
没有特别畅谈但是有随便聊聊的乱聊聊
我还记得中间有人进来休息室见我被逗笑
有取笑我了但我已想不起我当时是在笑什么了呵呵
还有另一次一起吃午餐呢
我们吃完后我跟着他
到对面买果汁喝了
走了一段路。
那是我们已经算是挺熟了吧
我一直捉弄他的他也爱捉弄我
后来我们就开始一直吵吵闹闹
记得有一天闹的比较凶呵呵
很好玩的一天呢！
我们就一直吵吵闹闹
晚上收店后他最后一个换衣服
我们都赶着离开呢我就拼命地催他呵呵
一直催已之催
我之前在抹地呢还把拖把伸进他在的更衣室里呵呵
他大叫起来以为我要开他的门
真是的我可不是变态好不好！还其他人有起哄了。。。
我后来甚至把其他的灯都关了逼他赶快出来呵呵
他一直大叫要我等一后来他说要找一天报仇
但那是我们已经是快离开了的了
所以我说他大概没机会了呵呵
原本我的确对他有好感我不否认
但那是一闪而过的
后来只把他当朋友呢
但是万事不如愿呀
那天看到facebook 上他说他好像喜欢上谁了
我们这些八卦族便好奇极了
她们说应该是说我吧但我不觉得
我说应该是shuhan吧她们说有那个可能
虽然他小她一岁呵呵
但他们走得挺近的常聊天大笑
但是她是有男朋友的耶。。。
所以为了搞清楚我们便决定问他
我给他发了简讯
Joyce 好像也发了
他说了同样的话
他都叫我们去照镜
那人就是了真是的
我原本是吓到的
但知道他发给我们同样的回答时
才知道他是胡说的
再问他时他还是坚持
但我不肯信
他说是在开joyce的玩笑但没有骗我
我可很好骗的所以便问joyce怎么办
因为wp问我喜不喜欢他！
什么情况嘛！我是傻瓜总搞不清心里的想法
Joyce说告诉他我喜欢他会安全一点
如果他说是在开玩笑而不喜欢我我可以说我也是开玩笑
就这样算了但当时我好像忘了想
万一他说真的喜欢我呢？反正我就说喜欢他
而他真的就说他喜欢我耶吓死人了呵呵
我更不知所措了
什么情况嘛！！！
没办法就这样了反正他也没说什么了
我也许对他还有好感我自己并不清楚
但我认为那是纯粹对于朋友的好感的
因为我们和的来嘛！怎么办呢？
真是的
反正他就认定我喜欢他啦
那天我忘了是几时
好像是隔天他放假不用做工
我得呆到四点半
他说要来接我呢我就说好啊
他到的时候挺轰动的呵呵
因为其他人已经有点怀疑我们了
而且放假天没事不会到店里来的
所以他们一直狐疑地看我们呵呵
他没和他们说什么也没和我说什么
到休息室里和他们聊开了
May 和 shuhan 和我在外头做工
她们似乎在讨论什么
后来想套我话呢呵呵
她们就说了怎么放假天这么难得不用来店里
他却会来了呢？而且时间是四点多
我好像也快下班了。。。
是怎么回事呢呵呵我就佯装不知道啊转过头偷笑
呵呵心里怪尴尬的有一点开心呵呵
之前我告诉过priscilla 说他会来接我
所以她有帮我解围呵呵万分感谢呀！:P
我到休息室里看他们聊得乐得很
他也没怎么理我
我起身
道别
开门
离他都没动静
这么担心被发现吗？
我不知道反正我就发简讯跟他说我要走了
要他快点。。。他让我等一分钟他就出来了
在外面等着我便与伟杰闲聊了（weijie 也是重要的新人呵呵）
wp 出来后我们一起离开了
去搭地铁
我们住在新加坡的两端但他却陪我搭到我那边
说那是他第二次到tampines 呢我当时真惊讶
在地铁上他和我乱聊了很多
其实我没说什么啦都是他主动聊的
一直到抵达为止
然后我就带他在tampines 随便走了毕竟他很少来嘛
然后他陪我到我搭车的地方告诉我很多他的事
说他在中学时是坏学生呵呵
那时他在ite 读书呢
那天就这样
后来在点里说真的有点尴尬
因为他太不主动真不像男生哼:P
他似乎都不想让人知道
我都不知道我们是什么关系了
我不喜欢那种暧昧的
Joyce说她问过他为什么我们没有交往呵呵
他说没信心再交往呢
所以是想就这样吗？？？
不想有发展就干脆不要告诉我说喜欢我嘛
真是的搞得我不知所措的。。。
但我们还是常聊天通过简讯的
他偶尔嘴巴很甜呵呵但还好
那时从未和他通过电话在店里也没说什么
他倒没当面说过喜欢我的
我也不在意因为那样是在太尴尬
他一个大男人高大的却真害羞真是的
令人失望呵呵
相对之下mattheus 后来追求priscilla时就超级主动呵呵
我们那时快开学了快离开那里了
离开的前一天我有和他发简讯
说了一些事然后我就一时不知怎么的大概疯了
我就说“为什么（什么什么的我忘了说什么了）？我又不是你的谁”
握大概猜得到他的反应的
真如我所想的他问我要做他的谁呵呵
我说不知道啊那要看他把我当谁了
啊现在想起来就真后悔
搞什么暧昧嘛真是没事惹事啦
反正就交往了啦隔天告诉那两个八卦婆
她们也有点吓到了哈哈
那天也是最后一天做工了
晚上下了班大家一起去吃晚餐
走去目的地时他们一直捉弄我们呢
因为知道了所以要我们走在一起还要我们牵手呢
我哪敢！我就一直粘着chiewping 呵呵
他们拼命把我们拉在一起但没成功
该死的他竟也那么抗拒
虽然我是不赞成
但那是因为我害羞啊人家是女生也！！
他干吗比女生别扭啊大男生害什么羞啦受不了
到了那里他们就硬逼债我们坐在一起哈哈
无所谓啦我们没说话呢
吃完他们要玩游戏我就觉得糟了不会吧。。。呵呵
他们要玩真心话大冒险(truth or dare) 耶我坚决反对
但被驳回了真是的
当然第一个中的就是我都不知道是不是故意的
我想不起来了
反正我选了真心话
他们想了想问我我们交往多久了
就知道一定官我们的事有关！
我不好意思说就让priscilla帮我回答
她就说一天
他们爱玩故意整我们
说已经过十二点所以是两天
什么嘛！！！
Priscilla帮我求情说是她讲错
但她们分明是故意整人哪管这么多
要求我受罚
本来要我们接吻真受不了他们
我可绝对不肯啦他也不肯
还好有may帮我说话因为她为人母嘛
所已觉得不要太过火我们还小呵呵
是啊所以改成要我们牵手
啊~搞什么嘛整人大行动吗？？？
他也不知道害什么羞啦没人肯主动啦
后来好像我们其中一位伸出手另外一个才伸过去
碰了一下就拿走了呵呵尴尬呀:P
后来我忘了顺序是中谁了
他也中了一次耶
他们要我问问题我不要
他们就问他喜欢我什么
他说喜欢我全部哦
说实在的我稍微愣了但没什么大反应的
我是个不容易相信这种甜言蜜语的人
我猜疑的想
他大概是因为想不出到地喜欢我什么才会那样答吧？
我宁愿他说几个理由听听
但我又或许会认为他喜欢的不是真正的我
因为我有很多面孔
反正就这样过了
Priacilla 和 mattheus 都中过的都被整呵呵
Pris 被问了什么我不大清楚了
不过matt呵呵他们问他喜欢谁
他大胆大声地喊道:"priscilla!"
超大胆的宣言呀！
她倒尴尬极了也没说什么
过后我们离开了走回原来的路
在巴士站停下要拍照
我们总共拍了好几张呢
她们又起哄要我和wp拍
所以拍就拍啊
然后她们说要他把手hold我的腰
但幸亏没那样真是恐怖的一群人呀
他只是把手搭上我的肩了就那样拍了张照
呵呵后悔莫及因为照片上了网被不该看到的人看到了
我不知道是谁反正就是有人看到了后来让我妈发现-.-
那天joyce的爸爸载我们三个女生回家
一路上说了很多priscilla也心请复杂不知道怎么办
呵呵
过后就开学了
Priscilla 最后似乎是答应mattheus交往了吧
因为他一直找她对她甜言蜜语什么的哄着她呵呵
他们亲密得很呢哈哈进展很快的
我和wp倒没什么只是单纯传简讯而已呵呵
开学的第一个星期好像是星期五
我们四人一起出去哦
去tm那里闲逛
主要时间都花在toys 'r' us里了
Priscilla像大孩子一样玩得不亦乐乎
不时尖叫一下好搞笑
Wp倒不喜欢在里面待着大概觉得幼稚吧呵呵
对了忘了提我们。。。牵手了哦
在进去之前就牵了呵呵真不好意思说
进去后有放开后来有没有牵我也不记得了
然后我们就回了嘛
他陪我搭车哦我没让他下车因为那辆车会绕回总站的
就这样告别
唯一一次最接近约会的了呵呵
后来就没了
一次我和charlynn carol去bugis呵呵
他们吵着要找他所以我带她们去BHG了
他当时一个人在那里看着
我没敢过去让她们自己去看呵呵
不过那里是买婴儿衣服的
她们在那边指指点点一直瞄他
我看不下去了就走过去跟他打招呼
然后就把她们拉走
他惊讶地看着我但是笑着的
Carol被我硬拉走喊过去:再见sihui的男朋友
惹来charlynn的一阵笑声
啊真给她们气死了啦呵呵
后来就没见到他了只传简讯
没过多久我妈发现了
不知道哪个欠扁的人看了照片说我们很亲密
说我中四会考考不太好是不是受他影响
真是气死人
不过我妈训了我一顿后我就真和他分手了
很冷血吧？
但我本来就不觉得自己多喜欢他呀
不想这样下去所以那时其实已经在考虑分手的
妈妈的组绕是个借口而已
但我并没有以妈妈为理由
我给了他好几个理由说我们不适合说我上学忙等
一直觉得对他好愧疚哦直到后来facebook看到一些他的status
好像又有女生的出现因为他不可能是在说我的
过不久那里就传来他有女朋友的消息了不过才一个星期就没了
我就在想我是不是被骗了啊？难道他是花花公子？
那我倒不必愧疚啊。事情就这样结束了。
后来好像也只见了他一面而已
是回去找weijie的时候
好了换人物
到了述说weijie的时候了
不过我已经打得很懒了
而且以前已经在这里谈过他的事了
基本上就是我害店里的一件昂贵的jacket被偷时
他安慰我让我打他毫不还手还拍我的头安慰我
像个哥哥一样令我很感动
后来回去找他和他去走走
一直捉弄他呵呵闲聊了很久呢
我和他们俩都挺投缘的能成好朋友的呵呵
不过都没行因为我的这位大哥哥回马来西亚读书了
他和女朋友幸福快乐在一起了呵呵
那天走走去吃午餐我弄脏皮包
他替我去买纸巾跑去跑回
找不到纸巾而跑了好远
我又感动了呵呵我的好哥哥对我真好
有个哥哥真好呵呵可惜他回国了
好想念我的好哥哥呀。。。
那段时间大概就是这样了
美好的时光总过的快回想起来还很快乐呢(:
今天我还想了其他事的
我想了cher呵呵
觉得真感激他。。。
他对我来说是贵人所以我讨厌妈妈那样看他
那样看我。。。反正就很感激他
庆幸遇到他
我想真的把他当朋友
但不知道他会不会呢？
他不会看华语的所以我才敢打这些呵呵
希望就算我们没了师生关系还能保持联络
能成为朋友但会不会是太奢侈的希望呢？
我只是觉得很少有人对我那么好
这个贵人我不想忘记
要记得曾有遇到过这么个好老师
又是与我投缘的老师
像朋友一样的老师
虽然他没有那么信任我了
会嘱咐我不准把他说的说出去
但他还是会告诉我的告诉我很多
感激他呵呵希望他尽快达到他一直努力向着的目标
他的。。。梦想吧？
祝他成功！还有要跟他说谢谢你！呵呵
难得的一天呀。。。
刚刚发简讯给老师呵呵
说我又来烦他了呵呵
也确定了他不能读华语呵呵
好感动因为他说虽然他不想承认
他还挺想念我的讨人厌的哈哈哈哈哈
好搞笑
虽然是想念讨人厌的我
但被想念我还是开心的呵呵:D
今天总感觉非常的感伤
觉得感触良多
突然想起好多好多的事
大概是因为刚刚把“泡沫之夏”读完吧
昨天开始阅读下载到ipod里的书
即可迷上了它
这故事是如此奇特、特别
而又是那么感伤、凄美的
扣人心弦，令我欲罢不能
昨晚一读就读到差不多凌晨五点钟左右
听到爸爸的闹钟想起才去睡
今早一起来又开始读
不久前刚把它读完
它是多棒、多美、多奇特的故事啊
真令人爱不释手呀。。。
故事里的人物都使命运不断捉弄的对象
受尽各种折磨全身遍体鳞伤了
却还是一直受着伤
故事的主人翁们
都是多么令人怜惜的
他们都带上好多好多层的面具
伪装着自己，尤其是女主角
带着厚厚的面具生活不轻易让人走入她的心里
他们都不轻易相信他人都缺乏安全感
这样的几个人聚在一起都一起受伤了
而且还是冷酷残忍的互相伤害
令人为他们感到悲伤、惋惜
女主角其是是多么棒的女生呀
真的很棒的
而且又聪明又美如天仙。。。
她表现得是多么的坚强
内心却比任何人还脆弱的
她的弟弟是她一生中最爱的人
是她的精神支柱
当弟弟离开人世后她的伪装都顿时彻底碎了
她崩溃了失去希望了失去动力了迷迷糊糊的疯了
幸好她身边还有一直由始至终都深爱她的人
她才恢复了
总之这是多么离奇的故事
紧紧扣住了我的心弦
牵动我的情绪我的感伤。。。
看完故事结局算是十分圆满的吧
虽然另一位男主角很可怜，一生中被抛弃好几次
心已禁不起任何伤害
但他应该会慢慢放开吧，学会珍惜身边除了她以外的人
但愿如此
因为另外的两个人终于的到幸福了的到他们应得的幸福了
祝他们永远幸福才好呀。。。
看完故事我真觉得空虚呀呵呵
突然想了好多好多好多好多。。。
想起去年打工的情形
那段时光
是快乐的是满足的是很棒的是我无法忘记的
在那里我认识了他们。。。
我一直以来都不太懂得交际
人际关系上总是处理不当
在社交圈子里我是失败者
但是面对“晚辈” 也就是我的juniors
我总是能自然地和他们认识交谈。
除了好朋友们就只有他们
我也不知道究竟是因为什么。。。
因此去年十二月因为有那两个调皮捣蛋鬼女生
虽然是同辈但因为她们所以我过的很愉快
后来今年一月
有新人加入了！首先是wp吧
我还清楚记得他刚到时我不在店里
回到店里时推开休息室的门
就看见他们聚在那里
Celest 他们
当然还有wp了
不知道会看见他所以我愣住了
呆在那里看着他真失态呀
还被他们笑说我花痴了呢呵呵
很有趣的一天呵呵
反正当时挺尴尬的啦呵呵 :P
后来又继续工作
看着他傻傻的因为是新来的什么都不会
负责带他的shuhan正忙着
她之前只是稍微教了她一些罢了
我默默地观察着呵呵
因为我对新人总是特别有兴趣的呵呵
看着他折衣服的样子挺滑稽的慢吞吞的
很仔细地折真搞笑
实在看不下去了
我便走向他告诉他
以他这样的折法折到明天都没完哈哈
然后便大概地示范了快速折法让他学着
没待太久只是示范了一次便走掉了
但还是在观察
他有试着学习但始终没能学好呵呵
我的举动以及目光所在都被那三个同辈八卦鬼看在眼里
纷纷来取笑我说我喜欢他之类的
但我并没有哦！我真的只是纯粹对新人一律感兴趣罢了
日子这样过我也不及的详情了
只是记得我们越混越熟越走越近了
好像是因为那天和他一样的午餐时间吧
没有特别畅谈但是有随便聊聊的乱聊聊
我还记得中间有人进来休息室见我被逗笑
有取笑我了但我已想不起我当时是在笑什么了呵呵
还有另一次一起吃午餐呢
我们吃完后我跟着他
到对面买果汁喝了
走了一段路。
那是我们已经算是挺熟了吧
我一直捉弄他的他也爱捉弄我
后来我们就开始一直吵吵闹闹
记得有一天闹的比较凶呵呵
很好玩的一天呢！
我们就一直吵吵闹闹
晚上收店后他最后一个换衣服
我们都赶着离开呢我就拼命地催他呵呵
一直催已之催
我之前在抹地呢还把拖把伸进他在的更衣室里呵呵
他大叫起来以为我要开他的门
真是的我可不是变态好不好！还其他人有起哄了。。。
我后来甚至把其他的灯都关了逼他赶快出来呵呵
他一直大叫要我等一后来他说要找一天报仇
但那是我们已经是快离开了的了
所以我说他大概没机会了呵呵
原本我的确对他有好感我不否认
但那是一闪而过的
后来只把他当朋友呢
但是万事不如愿呀
那天看到facebook 上他说他好像喜欢上谁了
我们这些八卦族便好奇极了
她们说应该是说我吧但我不觉得
我说应该是shuhan吧她们说有那个可能
虽然他小她一岁呵呵
但他们走得挺近的常聊天大笑
但是她是有男朋友的耶。。。
所以为了搞清楚我们便决定问他
我给他发了简讯
Joyce 好像也发了
他说了同样的话
他都叫我们去照镜
那人就是了真是的
我原本是吓到的
但知道他发给我们同样的回答时
才知道他是胡说的
再问他时他还是坚持
但我不肯信
他说是在开joyce的玩笑但没有骗我
我可很好骗的所以便问joyce怎么办
因为wp问我喜不喜欢他！
什么情况嘛！我是傻瓜总搞不清心里的想法
Joyce说告诉他我喜欢他会安全一点
如果他说是在开玩笑而不喜欢我我可以说我也是开玩笑
就这样算了但当时我好像忘了想
万一他说真的喜欢我呢？反正我就说喜欢他
而他真的就说他喜欢我耶吓死人了呵呵
我更不知所措了
什么情况嘛！！！
没办法就这样了反正他也没说什么了
我也许对他还有好感我自己并不清楚
但我认为那是纯粹对于朋友的好感的
因为我们和的来嘛！怎么办呢？
真是的
反正他就认定我喜欢他啦
那天我忘了是几时
好像是隔天他放假不用做工
我得呆到四点半
他说要来接我呢我就说好啊
他到的时候挺轰动的呵呵
因为其他人已经有点怀疑我们了
而且放假天没事不会到店里来的
所以他们一直狐疑地看我们呵呵
他没和他们说什么也没和我说什么
到休息室里和他们聊开了
May 和 shuhan 和我在外头做工
她们似乎在讨论什么
后来想套我话呢呵呵
她们就说了怎么放假天这么难得不用来店里
他却会来了呢？而且时间是四点多
我好像也快下班了。。。
是怎么回事呢呵呵我就佯装不知道啊转过头偷笑
呵呵心里怪尴尬的有一点开心呵呵
之前我告诉过priscilla 说他会来接我
所以她有帮我解围呵呵万分感谢呀！:P
我到休息室里看他们聊得乐得很
他也没怎么理我
我起身
道别
开门
离他都没动静
这么担心被发现吗？
我不知道反正我就发简讯跟他说我要走了
要他快点。。。他让我等一分钟他就出来了
在外面等着我便与伟杰闲聊了（weijie 也是重要的新人呵呵）
wp 出来后我们一起离开了
去搭地铁
我们住在新加坡的两端但他却陪我搭到我那边
说那是他第二次到tampines 呢我当时真惊讶
在地铁上他和我乱聊了很多
其实我没说什么啦都是他主动聊的
一直到抵达为止
然后我就带他在tampines 随便走了毕竟他很少来嘛
然后他陪我到我搭车的地方告诉我很多他的事
说他在中学时是坏学生呵呵
那时他在ite 读书呢
那天就这样
后来在点里说真的有点尴尬
因为他太不主动真不像男生哼:P
他似乎都不想让人知道
我都不知道我们是什么关系了
我不喜欢那种暧昧的
Joyce说她问过他为什么我们没有交往呵呵
他说没信心再交往呢
所以是想就这样吗？？？
不想有发展就干脆不要告诉我说喜欢我嘛
真是的搞得我不知所措的。。。
但我们还是常聊天通过简讯的
他偶尔嘴巴很甜呵呵但还好
那时从未和他通过电话在店里也没说什么
他倒没当面说过喜欢我的
我也不在意因为那样是在太尴尬
他一个大男人高大的却真害羞真是的
令人失望呵呵
相对之下mattheus 后来追求priscilla时就超级主动呵呵
我们那时快开学了快离开那里了
离开的前一天我有和他发简讯
说了一些事然后我就一时不知怎么的大概疯了
我就说“为什么（什么什么的我忘了说什么了）？我又不是你的谁”
握大概猜得到他的反应的
真如我所想的他问我要做他的谁呵呵
我说不知道啊那要看他把我当谁了
啊现在想起来就真后悔
搞什么暧昧嘛真是没事惹事啦
反正就交往了啦隔天告诉那两个八卦婆
她们也有点吓到了哈哈
那天也是最后一天做工了
晚上下了班大家一起去吃晚餐
走去目的地时他们一直捉弄我们呢
因为知道了所以要我们走在一起还要我们牵手呢
我哪敢！我就一直粘着chiewping 呵呵
他们拼命把我们拉在一起但没成功
该死的他竟也那么抗拒
虽然我是不赞成
但那是因为我害羞啊人家是女生也！！
他干吗比女生别扭啊大男生害什么羞啦受不了
到了那里他们就硬逼债我们坐在一起哈哈
无所谓啦我们没说话呢
吃完他们要玩游戏我就觉得糟了不会吧。。。呵呵
他们要玩真心话大冒险(truth or dare) 耶我坚决反对
但被驳回了真是的
当然第一个中的就是我都不知道是不是故意的
我想不起来了
反正我选了真心话
他们想了想问我我们交往多久了
就知道一定官我们的事有关！
我不好意思说就让priscilla帮我回答
她就说一天
他们爱玩故意整我们
说已经过十二点所以是两天
什么嘛！！！
Priscilla帮我求情说是她讲错
但她们分明是故意整人哪管这么多
要求我受罚
本来要我们接吻真受不了他们
我可绝对不肯啦他也不肯
还好有may帮我说话因为她为人母嘛
所已觉得不要太过火我们还小呵呵
是啊所以改成要我们牵手
啊~搞什么嘛整人大行动吗？？？
他也不知道害什么羞啦没人肯主动啦
后来好像我们其中一位伸出手另外一个才伸过去
碰了一下就拿走了呵呵尴尬呀:P
后来我忘了顺序是中谁了
他也中了一次耶
他们要我问问题我不要
他们就问他喜欢我什么
他说喜欢我全部哦
说实在的我稍微愣了但没什么大反应的
我是个不容易相信这种甜言蜜语的人
我猜疑的想
他大概是因为想不出到地喜欢我什么才会那样答吧？
我宁愿他说几个理由听听
但我又或许会认为他喜欢的不是真正的我
因为我有很多面孔
反正就这样过了
Priacilla 和 mattheus 都中过的都被整呵呵
Pris 被问了什么我不大清楚了
不过matt呵呵他们问他喜欢谁
他大胆大声地喊道:"priscilla!"
超大胆的宣言呀！
她倒尴尬极了也没说什么
过后我们离开了走回原来的路
在巴士站停下要拍照
我们总共拍了好几张呢
她们又起哄要我和wp拍
所以拍就拍啊
然后她们说要他把手hold我的腰
但幸亏没那样真是恐怖的一群人呀
他只是把手搭上我的肩了就那样拍了张照
呵呵后悔莫及因为照片上了网被不该看到的人看到了
我不知道是谁反正就是有人看到了后来让我妈发现-.-
那天joyce的爸爸载我们三个女生回家
一路上说了很多priscilla也心请复杂不知道怎么办
呵呵
过后就开学了
Priscilla 最后似乎是答应mattheus交往了吧
因为他一直找她对她甜言蜜语什么的哄着她呵呵
他们亲密得很呢哈哈进展很快的
我和wp倒没什么只是单纯传简讯而已呵呵
开学的第一个星期好像是星期五
我们四人一起出去哦
去tm那里闲逛
主要时间都花在toys 'r' us里了
Priscilla像大孩子一样玩得不亦乐乎
不时尖叫一下好搞笑
Wp倒不喜欢在里面待着大概觉得幼稚吧呵呵
对了忘了提我们。。。牵手了哦
在进去之前就牵了呵呵真不好意思说
进去后有放开后来有没有牵我也不记得了
然后我们就回了嘛
他陪我搭车哦我没让他下车因为那辆车会绕回总站的
就这样告别
唯一一次最接近约会的了呵呵
后来就没了
一次我和charlynn carol去bugis呵呵
他们吵着要找他所以我带她们去BHG了
他当时一个人在那里看着
我没敢过去让她们自己去看呵呵
不过那里是买婴儿衣服的
她们在那边指指点点一直瞄他
我看不下去了就走过去跟他打招呼
然后就把她们拉走
他惊讶地看着我但是笑着的
Carol被我硬拉走喊过去:再见sihui的男朋友
惹来charlynn的一阵笑声
啊真给她们气死了啦呵呵
后来就没见到他了只传简讯
没过多久我妈发现了
不知道哪个欠扁的人看了照片说我们很亲密
说我中四会考考不太好是不是受他影响
真是气死人
不过我妈训了我一顿后我就真和他分手了
很冷血吧？
但我本来就不觉得自己多喜欢他呀
不想这样下去所以那时其实已经在考虑分手的
妈妈的组绕是个借口而已
但我并没有以妈妈为理由
我给了他好几个理由说我们不适合说我上学忙等
一直觉得对他好愧疚哦直到后来facebook看到一些他的status
好像又有女生的出现因为他不可能是在说我的
过不久那里就传来他有女朋友的消息了不过才一个星期就没了
我就在想我是不是被骗了啊？难道他是花花公子？
那我倒不必愧疚啊。事情就这样结束了。
后来好像也只见了他一面而已
是回去找weijie的时候
好了换人物
到了述说weijie的时候了
不过我已经打得很懒了
而且以前已经在这里谈过他的事了
基本上就是我害店里的一件昂贵的jacket被偷时
他安慰我让我打他毫不还手还拍我的头安慰我
像个哥哥一样令我很感动
后来回去找他和他去走走
一直捉弄他呵呵闲聊了很久呢
我和他们俩都挺投缘的能成好朋友的呵呵
不过都没行因为我的这位大哥哥回马来西亚读书了
他和女朋友幸福快乐在一起了呵呵
那天走走去吃午餐我弄脏皮包
他替我去买纸巾跑去跑回
找不到纸巾而跑了好远
我又感动了呵呵我的好哥哥对我真好
有个哥哥真好呵呵可惜他回国了
好想念我的好哥哥呀。。。
那段时间大概就是这样了
美好的时光总过的快回想起来还很快乐呢(:
今天我还想了其他事的
我想了cher呵呵
觉得真感激他。。。
他对我来说是贵人所以我讨厌妈妈那样看他
那样看我。。。反正就很感激他
庆幸遇到他
我想真的把他当朋友
但不知道他会不会呢？
他不会看华语的所以我才敢打这些呵呵
希望就算我们没了师生关系还能保持联络
能成为朋友但会不会是太奢侈的希望呢？
我只是觉得很少有人对我那么好
这个贵人我不想忘记
要记得曾有遇到过这么个好老师
又是与我投缘的老师
像朋友一样的老师
虽然他没有那么信任我了
会嘱咐我不准把他说的说出去
但他还是会告诉我的告诉我很多
感激他呵呵希望他尽快达到他一直努力向着的目标
他的。。。梦想吧？
祝他成功！还有要跟他说谢谢你！呵呵
难得的一天呀。。。
刚刚发简讯给老师呵呵
说我又来烦他了呵呵
也确定了他不能读华语呵呵
好感动因为他说虽然他不想承认
他还挺想念我的讨人厌的哈哈哈哈哈
好搞笑
虽然是想念讨人厌的我
但被想念我还是开心的呵呵:D
Friday, September 17, 2010
Study hard(:
Not in a very good mood recently
But ok la not very bad either
I have nice friends arnd me(:
Thankful for all of them for brightening up my days haha
Veron is a nice target for bullying
I FINALLY found someone to suan hahahhaha(:
Although sometimes very gd mood also
But general mood is...hmm ok la normal quite no feeling
Soo somehow I'm in the mood for studying...
But although I'm quite in the mood ar
These few days so tired...
No energy to do no energy to conc...
Today got chem test ma
My bad for starting last minute
But well I studied very hard ytd
Did mind maps wrote notes and everything
But didn't manage to finish all the revision.
Coz I saw it as preparing for promos
And not just for the mere test,
So I did it as detailed as possible(:
BUT Coz of tt the progress was really slow
Did until ~1.45 still haven't finish
Rest of it today went sku then read lor
Basically got everything liao
But go for test ar
Still no gd...
Couldn't do. But a lot couldn't either I think
Though charming obviously could. Not surprised.
She's still her after all.
Then today supposed to have gp speech a dumb 3min speech
I picked 'advertising and consumerism' for my topic ma
So ytd after stop revising for chem
I went online on my iPod to look for info lor
Wrote down the info onto my paper messily
In the end ~2.30 sleep ~5.30 wake up eh yawn
Today lunchtime then finally sort my speech out
But ms ong wanted us to memorise it eh
Zzz couldn't la
I tried remembering lor
Could basically rmb main pts le then
In the end I didn't have to go up -.-
Coz not enough time for everyone to go talk ma
Shubei didn't prepare. As usual.
She really has a horrible attitude
Can't stand it lols
Just now stay back do math
Went home with Veron ma then we talked a lot
We were talking about shubei's attitude
Giving her PW group alot of probs etc
After tt after we go separate ways
I felt bad coz it felt like gossiping
But it's true ma
She's ridiculous sometimes...
Don't do work de leh everything don't do de
Then keep pon lessons
Tt time pon csc third time then
mr tan msg mr ng ask him go library bring her down eh lols
Tsk...Tt time jct get back the comments slip
She still complain about the teachers comments
But true ma she not serious about work at all de
She still say wan work hard...whr got.
Keep borrowing my iPod play haha
Just now PW she wan borrow
I didn't feel like lending
Coz is PW ma then scared elaine they all not happy
That she keep playing never join/help them etc
But she keep saying they finished le so I lend her lor
I scared Elaine and Sarah not happy with me again -.-zz
Not that it's anything new but still...
Talking about Elaine
Thx cher haha yea can't let her affect my studying
But apparently the effects pretty gd for now
Gave me studying mood lols
Dun wan think about it le
But just now tot about it again...
It's really terrible.
I must not think about it again....
To think I was over it de leh
I didn't wanna bother le
Yet that post just totally crashed me lols
Not worth it.
It's past le. Past le.
I'm over it. Really. Thankfully((:
Now I can smile happily again(:
But ok la not very bad either
I have nice friends arnd me(:
Thankful for all of them for brightening up my days haha
Veron is a nice target for bullying
I FINALLY found someone to suan hahahhaha(:
Although sometimes very gd mood also
But general mood is...hmm ok la normal quite no feeling
Soo somehow I'm in the mood for studying...
But although I'm quite in the mood ar
These few days so tired...
No energy to do no energy to conc...
Today got chem test ma
My bad for starting last minute
But well I studied very hard ytd
Did mind maps wrote notes and everything
But didn't manage to finish all the revision.
Coz I saw it as preparing for promos
And not just for the mere test,
So I did it as detailed as possible(:
BUT Coz of tt the progress was really slow
Did until ~1.45 still haven't finish
Rest of it today went sku then read lor
Basically got everything liao
But go for test ar
Still no gd...
Couldn't do. But a lot couldn't either I think
Though charming obviously could. Not surprised.
She's still her after all.
Then today supposed to have gp speech a dumb 3min speech
I picked 'advertising and consumerism' for my topic ma
So ytd after stop revising for chem
I went online on my iPod to look for info lor
Wrote down the info onto my paper messily
In the end ~2.30 sleep ~5.30 wake up eh yawn
Today lunchtime then finally sort my speech out
But ms ong wanted us to memorise it eh
Zzz couldn't la
I tried remembering lor
Could basically rmb main pts le then
In the end I didn't have to go up -.-
Coz not enough time for everyone to go talk ma
Shubei didn't prepare. As usual.
She really has a horrible attitude
Can't stand it lols
Just now stay back do math
Went home with Veron ma then we talked a lot
We were talking about shubei's attitude
Giving her PW group alot of probs etc
After tt after we go separate ways
I felt bad coz it felt like gossiping
But it's true ma
She's ridiculous sometimes...
Don't do work de leh everything don't do de
Then keep pon lessons
Tt time pon csc third time then
mr tan msg mr ng ask him go library bring her down eh lols
Tsk...Tt time jct get back the comments slip
She still complain about the teachers comments
But true ma she not serious about work at all de
She still say wan work hard...whr got.
Keep borrowing my iPod play haha
Just now PW she wan borrow
I didn't feel like lending
Coz is PW ma then scared elaine they all not happy
That she keep playing never join/help them etc
But she keep saying they finished le so I lend her lor
I scared Elaine and Sarah not happy with me again -.-zz
Not that it's anything new but still...
Talking about Elaine
Thx cher haha yea can't let her affect my studying
But apparently the effects pretty gd for now
Gave me studying mood lols
Dun wan think about it le
But just now tot about it again...
It's really terrible.
I must not think about it again....
To think I was over it de leh
I didn't wanna bother le
Yet that post just totally crashed me lols
Not worth it.
It's past le. Past le.
I'm over it. Really. Thankfully((:
Now I can smile happily again(:
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
it rly hurts
......
only people who read this blog is probably mr ang
so i shall just say
go read elaine's blog...there's one post...
sep 4 de.
it's rly...................
argh...
i dun wan to cry becoz of her :(
but it sux eh...
now i dun even have to freedom to express myself on fb.
i dun have the freedom to tell my friends what i feel
i dun have the freedom to do what i wan anymore
what does she know.
what has she heard?!?!?!?
ahhhhh...
i rly dunno what to say
totally...
nth to say.
..............................
only people who read this blog is probably mr ang
so i shall just say
go read elaine's blog...there's one post...
sep 4 de.
it's rly...................
argh...
i dun wan to cry becoz of her :(
but it sux eh...
now i dun even have to freedom to express myself on fb.
i dun have the freedom to tell my friends what i feel
i dun have the freedom to do what i wan anymore
what does she know.
what has she heard?!?!?!?
ahhhhh...
i rly dunno what to say
totally...
nth to say.
..............................
cut short.
wanted to post a nice nice post today
but no time la
to save time i shall anyhow as usual la.
today morning
SUPER ULTRA TIRED LA
sleepsleepsleep
on 69 almost fell asleep
waiting for 38 i think i fell asleep
on 38 also slept
jos wake me when near the stop
after less than a min i nodded off a bit again LOL
super tired la.
after that go canteen
sleep again.
go assembly
sit there sleep
national anthem tt time
eyes blurblur very pain
feel like closing but cannot zzz
anyway just keep sleeping hahahaha
super tired can worst case ever.
then chem first period.
cher right in front of me eh
super right in front LOL
i still fell asleep
but she nice nvr call me haha.
gp next
b4 cher come i slept on the table
she come in see me just woke up
eyes still half closed hahaha
then she was like wa so tired ar haha
after that break
then much better
maths lecture was alright.
was much more awake by then
but nodded off a little bit still la
little bit only ok haha :D
hmm what next.
oh DAMN LONG BREAK!
maths lecture ended at about...1050?
then coz csc cher on course
so we these few weeks no csc ma
so we break from 1050 until 210 leh
LOL super long!
ate lunch then went library
drew a mindmap of organic chem intro
summarise basic contents of organic chem
after that wanted continue
but couldnt decide on wan do by chapter
or group properties tgt reactions tgt
most ppl tell me chapter
but i dunno if that's rly gd eh..........
cant decide still...
anyone got any idea? :(
i must start doing again leh fri test!! haha.
but nvm la not rly bothering about test
im focusing on promos
got to do well for organic chem for promos
coz it's such a huge part.
jyjy ((: me and everyone :D
including the sec 4s!! they having prelims le!! :D
after that was maths then econs and pe.
im lazy to elaborate la sianz
basically
elaine dun wan sit with me
then not happy that her seat was taken so she sit elsewhr
whatever man lols.
then ytd and today
i dunno why so good mood
very high
so keep suaning veron hahahahaha
keep bullying her
she lousy de lor :PPP
so nice bully
keep laughing hahaha
and zhenyan is rly nice aand cute and funny hahahahaha
pe wanted play badminton
but go everywhr wind also so strong
so zzz sianz
after tt just fool around hahahaha
godwin damn nice bully hahaha
coz we say we last mass pe climbed the wall thing
then we make him climb he dun wan
then we were like keep saying he not guy etc hahahaha
say he army worse off might as well prac hahahaha
so he climbed in the end :P
not bad eh so successful hahaha
then ask him climb down he shocked LOL
sianz he didnt climb down HAHA :P
after tt
went dinner at kfc with veron
very nice time
we had a nice chat (:
VERON SO POPULAR AMONG GUYS HAHAHAHA
her church got 2 guys interested in her eh!
one confessed to her
one wan make friends with her but veron nth say to him
LOL :D:D
not bad ar so popular hahahaha
anyway today just chatted with her lor
very nice :D
i feel like im starting to make better friends le finally
got high hopes with zhenyan
going study with her this saturday! :D
she's a rly nice girl after knowing her better haha(:
may be a bit late.
but well i dun make gd friends as easily as others...
this is rly gd le
im very happy (:
its nice to have ppl like them who bothers
who i can talk to
talk crap sometimes but ya
though veron now always go with elaine
she was telling me she cant stand her LOL
coz elaine rly need ppl to everything give in to her de ma
veron not tt type person la
so she not very happy
she say elaine like not happy with her or sth
she say wan see in the end she not happy with how many ppl lols
haiz elaine arrr
ppl treat her nice she also dun wan de
then too bad la.
i still can be friends with her
and be like last time de eh
i give in to her last time i nvr complained eh
she dun appreciate
then i'll save my nice acts for others
i dun wan to bother le
not like we get along very well anyway
she not easy to chat with de.
suan le. sui yuan.
may everything go well with zhenyan and veron
and kailun and wanshan and maybe ying en haha
nth to say to ying en de but ok la.
well. it's normal normal ba. (:
OK AND THERE'S SO MUCH WORK TO DO ITS SO IRRITATING
ARGH :(
stupid promos
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
but no time la
to save time i shall anyhow as usual la.
today morning
SUPER ULTRA TIRED LA
sleepsleepsleep
on 69 almost fell asleep
waiting for 38 i think i fell asleep
on 38 also slept
jos wake me when near the stop
after less than a min i nodded off a bit again LOL
super tired la.
after that go canteen
sleep again.
go assembly
sit there sleep
national anthem tt time
eyes blurblur very pain
feel like closing but cannot zzz
anyway just keep sleeping hahahaha
super tired can worst case ever.
then chem first period.
cher right in front of me eh
super right in front LOL
i still fell asleep
but she nice nvr call me haha.
gp next
b4 cher come i slept on the table
she come in see me just woke up
eyes still half closed hahaha
then she was like wa so tired ar haha
after that break
then much better
maths lecture was alright.
was much more awake by then
but nodded off a little bit still la
little bit only ok haha :D
hmm what next.
oh DAMN LONG BREAK!
maths lecture ended at about...1050?
then coz csc cher on course
so we these few weeks no csc ma
so we break from 1050 until 210 leh
LOL super long!
ate lunch then went library
drew a mindmap of organic chem intro
summarise basic contents of organic chem
after that wanted continue
but couldnt decide on wan do by chapter
or group properties tgt reactions tgt
most ppl tell me chapter
but i dunno if that's rly gd eh..........
cant decide still...
anyone got any idea? :(
i must start doing again leh fri test!! haha.
but nvm la not rly bothering about test
im focusing on promos
got to do well for organic chem for promos
coz it's such a huge part.
jyjy ((: me and everyone :D
including the sec 4s!! they having prelims le!! :D
after that was maths then econs and pe.
im lazy to elaborate la sianz
basically
elaine dun wan sit with me
then not happy that her seat was taken so she sit elsewhr
whatever man lols.
then ytd and today
i dunno why so good mood
very high
so keep suaning veron hahahahaha
keep bullying her
she lousy de lor :PPP
so nice bully
keep laughing hahaha
and zhenyan is rly nice aand cute and funny hahahahaha
pe wanted play badminton
but go everywhr wind also so strong
so zzz sianz
after tt just fool around hahahaha
godwin damn nice bully hahaha
coz we say we last mass pe climbed the wall thing
then we make him climb he dun wan
then we were like keep saying he not guy etc hahahaha
say he army worse off might as well prac hahahaha
so he climbed in the end :P
not bad eh so successful hahaha
then ask him climb down he shocked LOL
sianz he didnt climb down HAHA :P
after tt
went dinner at kfc with veron
very nice time
we had a nice chat (:
VERON SO POPULAR AMONG GUYS HAHAHAHA
her church got 2 guys interested in her eh!
one confessed to her
one wan make friends with her but veron nth say to him
LOL :D:D
not bad ar so popular hahahaha
anyway today just chatted with her lor
very nice :D
i feel like im starting to make better friends le finally
got high hopes with zhenyan
going study with her this saturday! :D
she's a rly nice girl after knowing her better haha(:
may be a bit late.
but well i dun make gd friends as easily as others...
this is rly gd le
im very happy (:
its nice to have ppl like them who bothers
who i can talk to
talk crap sometimes but ya
though veron now always go with elaine
she was telling me she cant stand her LOL
coz elaine rly need ppl to everything give in to her de ma
veron not tt type person la
so she not very happy
she say elaine like not happy with her or sth
she say wan see in the end she not happy with how many ppl lols
haiz elaine arrr
ppl treat her nice she also dun wan de
then too bad la.
i still can be friends with her
and be like last time de eh
i give in to her last time i nvr complained eh
she dun appreciate
then i'll save my nice acts for others
i dun wan to bother le
not like we get along very well anyway
she not easy to chat with de.
suan le. sui yuan.
may everything go well with zhenyan and veron
and kailun and wanshan and maybe ying en haha
nth to say to ying en de but ok la.
well. it's normal normal ba. (:
OK AND THERE'S SO MUCH WORK TO DO ITS SO IRRITATING
ARGH :(
stupid promos
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Saturday, September 11, 2010
EPIC:D
HAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY :D:D
it's been a long time since a suaning session like this
and im totally enjoying myself hahahahaha
go fb see!!!! its the epic suaning session
damn funny hahahahaha lala~
it's been a long time since a suaning session like this
and im totally enjoying myself hahahahaha
go fb see!!!! its the epic suaning session
damn funny hahahahaha lala~
Sunday, September 5, 2010
WHAT HE WANT LA SERIOUSLY`
are ns guys all despo?
HE ONLY GO IN 1 MTH EH ZZZ
irritating sia
one after another irritating stuff
like i not enough.
wth.shoo.
HE ONLY GO IN 1 MTH EH ZZZ
irritating sia
one after another irritating stuff
like i not enough.
wth.shoo.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
~
irritating ppl. ok just one. but still. -.-
shant disclose but argh. so irritating.
i dun understand how he can be so irritating -.-
effortless.
argh whatever.
ytd. had the group conferencing thing
i expected a WWIII but it didnt happen
it was so damn peaceful
i just kept laughing throughout(argh he's so irritating -.-)
cher asked us for individual contributions
and things like whether hand in tasks on time
work well with others etc la
then group effectiveness etc
damn crap de la. usual stuff
shermaine talk a lot. ha.ha.
she say until like so perfect like tt
got perfect excuses for all she do
she doesnt seem to know that we dun like the way she do things
her attitude
the fact that she doesnt hand in stuff on time
fact that she nvr hands in hgh quality work.
she doesnt seem to realise
she say until like so gd like tt
i also cant say anything la. i didnt keep quiet
i over there smiling away laughing a bit
just to keep the atmosphere light
coz it was a little tense i wonder why
it felt like a serious matter i guess
anyway like tt lor
zhenyan also kept quiet about it
though i think she complained the most on the
peer evaluation form we did weeks ago
she wasnt feeling well ma kept coughing
so i just passed like tt
i dunno should be happy or disappointed sia
happy that nth happened no conflict arose
disappointed coz of the same reason
everything is still hidden under.
no one made anything clear
im not very happy with shermaine's attitude
zhenyan also.
shermaine not happy with us too.
but no one said anything.
sad sia. all so fake.
ms ong knows but well she failed in getting anything out
after that. lesson over
i was telling ying en about it
ms ong still there
she heard a bit
she say actually she wanted to ask
but well i just laughed and say byebye and got out lols.
i dun rly noe what actually will happen
if everything was laid out in the open...
will it become better...or worse?
dunno.
oh ya went for pilot test on thursday ya.
it was quite gd.
shermaine and susan wasnt allowed to go though
cher want them present at the lectures
due to results i think.
so the other 3 including me went la
the kids so cute smallsmall de haha :D
louise and maximus from my BP mentoring group were there too
the rest i dunno haha
zhe kang talk to the class de la
they were really quiet and calm when she talked
so coldcold de hahahaha
but when split into groups
they started playing
then really enthu and high and funny and fun
hahahaha they so cute hahaha
they enjoyed the game i guess
kept wan replay
after tt comic they were pretty enthu about it too
hope they had fun.
looked at the survey forms after all
i was really happy coz usu ppl just leave the comments part blank
but most of them wrote sth haha
some nice comments like it's perfect no need improve
most of them wanted us to extend the program
or add more activities. things like tt
they found it too short.
i shall interpret it as they liked it and would want to spend more time on it :D:D
tt's nice haha :D
next.
ytd kailun ask me wan study today anot
i say i check with my mum first so i didnt confirm
after that she went ask elaine
then she tell me elaine going.
i say i can go but i told her to tell elaine first
and as i expected.
once kailun say i going
elaine say she not going le.
wth. i was so damn upset ytd :(
she so mean :(
today we went study.
we really did work(:
i did lots of maths.
ok la quite a bit la.
midway we talked quite a bit too. during ~lunch.
talked about stuff.
like elaine hahahaha
well. she say these kind ppl dun need care la.
so petty. dunno what she want.
she went a bit too far.
and her this action show that she doesnt want patch up
zzz
kailun was saying
elaine like that is she lose out lols
coz last time im like a sincere follower of elaine HAHA
i very nice to her de lor :(
everytime she need help i always help her
she go anywhr i will go with her etc
nvr appreciate nvm still like tt.
now become veron
but kailun say she not as gd follower than me HAHAHAHA
coz elaine is rly sensitive
while veron is rly insensitive
veron much better nowadays
but once a while still say stuff that irritate elaine haha
but they better now le.
wanshan stick to me more instead haha.
kailun and ying en very notice us sia
keep observing me veron elaine and wanshan LOL
they can tell i very affected
and really want to patch up
but elaine doesnt realise anything
busy feeling angry over i dunno what.
they can tell veron stick to elaine wanshan to me.
no, is stick to my ipod LOL
she siao de damn addicted to my ipod -.-
anyway it's so tense and irritating at sku
make me dun wan go sku.
tt time all was nice eh
until she go crazy.
that time it was so nice
i liked sku.
now i dun.
i got enough to think abt la
pw sucks. thats one thing.
and she second thing.
both rly irritating things.
then come home still no peace.
damn irritating.
mosquito life.
argh.
haiz.
but it was a nice study session today.
really nice.
did proper work(:
but havent touched homework la.
i hate homework.
they are practically useless.
except for maybe maths and chem.
the rest not much use.
rather spend the time wasted there, studying.
nice time with kailun.
after that we went ntuc
she buy food home to cook eh
independent hor?
but not really cook proper dishes la
like noodles, steam stuff lor
but very gd le
i don't. hahahaha :P
oh ya i had fun bullying mr ang today HAHAHAA
omg lor just now so funny
stupid cher wan me and ms ang work for him
then he shake leg LOL
i was laughing when i read that HAHA
he bought itouch too eh!
one for him one for his wife!! siao de buy 2 for what -.-
damn funny i tell him
his is 3g
he tell me:"3g ur head la"
he say his is not 3g
i kept confusing him HAHAHA
his is 3g yet not 3g HAHAHAHA
coz it's not 3g as in the connection thing
but it is 3g as in it is the 3rd generation of itouch HAHA
so should have some differences with mine.
i wan see sia explore explore :D
sianz my ipod no space le!
i wan larger memory de!!!!!
shant disclose but argh. so irritating.
i dun understand how he can be so irritating -.-
effortless.
argh whatever.
ytd. had the group conferencing thing
i expected a WWIII but it didnt happen
it was so damn peaceful
i just kept laughing throughout(argh he's so irritating -.-)
cher asked us for individual contributions
and things like whether hand in tasks on time
work well with others etc la
then group effectiveness etc
damn crap de la. usual stuff
shermaine talk a lot. ha.ha.
she say until like so perfect like tt
got perfect excuses for all she do
she doesnt seem to know that we dun like the way she do things
her attitude
the fact that she doesnt hand in stuff on time
fact that she nvr hands in hgh quality work.
she doesnt seem to realise
she say until like so gd like tt
i also cant say anything la. i didnt keep quiet
i over there smiling away laughing a bit
just to keep the atmosphere light
coz it was a little tense i wonder why
it felt like a serious matter i guess
anyway like tt lor
zhenyan also kept quiet about it
though i think she complained the most on the
peer evaluation form we did weeks ago
she wasnt feeling well ma kept coughing
so i just passed like tt
i dunno should be happy or disappointed sia
happy that nth happened no conflict arose
disappointed coz of the same reason
everything is still hidden under.
no one made anything clear
im not very happy with shermaine's attitude
zhenyan also.
shermaine not happy with us too.
but no one said anything.
sad sia. all so fake.
ms ong knows but well she failed in getting anything out
after that. lesson over
i was telling ying en about it
ms ong still there
she heard a bit
she say actually she wanted to ask
but well i just laughed and say byebye and got out lols.
i dun rly noe what actually will happen
if everything was laid out in the open...
will it become better...or worse?
dunno.
oh ya went for pilot test on thursday ya.
it was quite gd.
shermaine and susan wasnt allowed to go though
cher want them present at the lectures
due to results i think.
so the other 3 including me went la
the kids so cute smallsmall de haha :D
louise and maximus from my BP mentoring group were there too
the rest i dunno haha
zhe kang talk to the class de la
they were really quiet and calm when she talked
so coldcold de hahahaha
but when split into groups
they started playing
then really enthu and high and funny and fun
hahahaha they so cute hahaha
they enjoyed the game i guess
kept wan replay
after tt comic they were pretty enthu about it too
hope they had fun.
looked at the survey forms after all
i was really happy coz usu ppl just leave the comments part blank
but most of them wrote sth haha
some nice comments like it's perfect no need improve
most of them wanted us to extend the program
or add more activities. things like tt
they found it too short.
i shall interpret it as they liked it and would want to spend more time on it :D:D
tt's nice haha :D
next.
ytd kailun ask me wan study today anot
i say i check with my mum first so i didnt confirm
after that she went ask elaine
then she tell me elaine going.
i say i can go but i told her to tell elaine first
and as i expected.
once kailun say i going
elaine say she not going le.
wth. i was so damn upset ytd :(
she so mean :(
today we went study.
we really did work(:
i did lots of maths.
ok la quite a bit la.
midway we talked quite a bit too. during ~lunch.
talked about stuff.
like elaine hahahaha
well. she say these kind ppl dun need care la.
so petty. dunno what she want.
she went a bit too far.
and her this action show that she doesnt want patch up
zzz
kailun was saying
elaine like that is she lose out lols
coz last time im like a sincere follower of elaine HAHA
i very nice to her de lor :(
everytime she need help i always help her
she go anywhr i will go with her etc
nvr appreciate nvm still like tt.
now become veron
but kailun say she not as gd follower than me HAHAHAHA
coz elaine is rly sensitive
while veron is rly insensitive
veron much better nowadays
but once a while still say stuff that irritate elaine haha
but they better now le.
wanshan stick to me more instead haha.
kailun and ying en very notice us sia
keep observing me veron elaine and wanshan LOL
they can tell i very affected
and really want to patch up
but elaine doesnt realise anything
busy feeling angry over i dunno what.
they can tell veron stick to elaine wanshan to me.
no, is stick to my ipod LOL
she siao de damn addicted to my ipod -.-
anyway it's so tense and irritating at sku
make me dun wan go sku.
tt time all was nice eh
until she go crazy.
that time it was so nice
i liked sku.
now i dun.
i got enough to think abt la
pw sucks. thats one thing.
and she second thing.
both rly irritating things.
then come home still no peace.
damn irritating.
mosquito life.
argh.
haiz.
but it was a nice study session today.
really nice.
did proper work(:
but havent touched homework la.
i hate homework.
they are practically useless.
except for maybe maths and chem.
the rest not much use.
rather spend the time wasted there, studying.
nice time with kailun.
after that we went ntuc
she buy food home to cook eh
independent hor?
but not really cook proper dishes la
like noodles, steam stuff lor
but very gd le
i don't. hahahaha :P
oh ya i had fun bullying mr ang today HAHAHAA
omg lor just now so funny
stupid cher wan me and ms ang work for him
then he shake leg LOL
i was laughing when i read that HAHA
he bought itouch too eh!
one for him one for his wife!! siao de buy 2 for what -.-
damn funny i tell him
his is 3g
he tell me:"3g ur head la"
he say his is not 3g
i kept confusing him HAHAHA
his is 3g yet not 3g HAHAHAHA
coz it's not 3g as in the connection thing
but it is 3g as in it is the 3rd generation of itouch HAHA
so should have some differences with mine.
i wan see sia explore explore :D
sianz my ipod no space le!
i wan larger memory de!!!!!
Friday, September 3, 2010
Yay~
Yay Elaine they all going watch movie on Monday
It's lunch time now.
In the canteen
Just finished lunch.
Just now eating
Wanshan and Elaine discussing about it
Coz they wan watch the one about the china earthquake
Many say it's touching almost everyone. Everyone. Cried.
Well I wonder.
I wan watch but probably not at the cinema dun wan waste $$
Anyway my point is
They were discussing it.
Elaine say wan ask others also then I was thinking
Yea ask everyone except me of coz
Right then they say wan ask veron
But scared she think it's too far since they going tamp
And veron live in hougang
They say kailun got thing on
After that they ask ying en but she dun wan go
Lols yay happy outing
After Elaine go buy drinks
Wanshan ask if I wan go
But siao meh
So few ppl go
I go so weird so gan ga
And anyway I dun think can go.
Waste time waste $$...
It's lunch time now.
In the canteen
Just finished lunch.
Just now eating
Wanshan and Elaine discussing about it
Coz they wan watch the one about the china earthquake
Many say it's touching almost everyone. Everyone. Cried.
Well I wonder.
I wan watch but probably not at the cinema dun wan waste $$
Anyway my point is
They were discussing it.
Elaine say wan ask others also then I was thinking
Yea ask everyone except me of coz
Right then they say wan ask veron
But scared she think it's too far since they going tamp
And veron live in hougang
They say kailun got thing on
After that they ask ying en but she dun wan go
Lols yay happy outing
After Elaine go buy drinks
Wanshan ask if I wan go
But siao meh
So few ppl go
I go so weird so gan ga
And anyway I dun think can go.
Waste time waste $$...
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Sorry wor:X
Is Cher angry/unhappy that I told ms ang?
sorry wor I didn't think :X
I'll keep my mouth shutshut:X
sorry wor I didn't think :X
I'll keep my mouth shutshut:X
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
:D
Yay tues chers day was great :D in a way.
ms ang looked really happy to get her present! :D
mr ang too!
he keep saying wont get but he still did!
TOLD YOU! HAHA :P
my present for him was like largest compared to other chers
well coz it was bought long ago
other than the doll. last min addition HAHA
found it cute and to match ms ang's HAHA:P
the performances some damn crap la
but some not bad.
i like the teacher's performance!
too bad mr ang not there LOL
oh ya veron didnt give him anything sia haha
morning saw her with two bags of presents
MANY presents all small small wrapped up de
but none for mr ang sadly
she went j8 ma so bought them
but she say no time buy for him...
MR ANG DUN SAD
YOU HAVE ENOUGH PRESENTS ANYWAY HAHA :D
ms ang looked really happy to get her present! :D
mr ang too!
he keep saying wont get but he still did!
TOLD YOU! HAHA :P
my present for him was like largest compared to other chers
well coz it was bought long ago
other than the doll. last min addition HAHA
found it cute and to match ms ang's HAHA:P
the performances some damn crap la
but some not bad.
i like the teacher's performance!
too bad mr ang not there LOL
oh ya veron didnt give him anything sia haha
morning saw her with two bags of presents
MANY presents all small small wrapped up de
but none for mr ang sadly
she went j8 ma so bought them
but she say no time buy for him...
MR ANG DUN SAD
YOU HAVE ENOUGH PRESENTS ANYWAY HAHA :D
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!:D
Well I promised a teacher's day speech didnt i?
But i did write a short one that day! :D
Well, this morning i msged many teachers!
they were nice and thanked me!
including my dear ms chan :D she say im so thoughtful HAHA :P
Anyway, here goes(:
Happy Teachers' Day to allllll teachers!
Every teacher deserves to be praised and rewarded definitely(:
No matter how little effort is put in, it's still an effort.
And every of that little effort have the potential to affect someone's life!
That's how holy and crucial a teacher's job is :D:D
Hence, i hereby bow in due respect to all teachers! (excluding some perverts etc)
I respect all teachers for all that they do for their students
I respect them for all the patience and effort put in
I respect them for showing any little care or concern for students
I respect them for showing appreciation for students' efforts too!
A teacher's job is definitely NOT easy since
students nowadays are getting harder and harder to control.
But that makes teachers more respect-able and excellent haha :D
With all that they do, some students never notice.
That's a sad thing for teachers
so I hereby represent all appreciative and grateful students
and thank ALL teachers who ever did anything nice for their students!
Thank you for all your guidance, patience and efforts!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
But i did write a short one that day! :D
Well, this morning i msged many teachers!
they were nice and thanked me!
including my dear ms chan :D she say im so thoughtful HAHA :P
Anyway, here goes(:
Happy Teachers' Day to allllll teachers!
Every teacher deserves to be praised and rewarded definitely(:
No matter how little effort is put in, it's still an effort.
And every of that little effort have the potential to affect someone's life!
That's how holy and crucial a teacher's job is :D:D
Hence, i hereby bow in due respect to all teachers! (excluding some perverts etc)
I respect all teachers for all that they do for their students
I respect them for all the patience and effort put in
I respect them for showing any little care or concern for students
I respect them for showing appreciation for students' efforts too!
A teacher's job is definitely NOT easy since
students nowadays are getting harder and harder to control.
But that makes teachers more respect-able and excellent haha :D
With all that they do, some students never notice.
That's a sad thing for teachers
so I hereby represent all appreciative and grateful students
and thank ALL teachers who ever did anything nice for their students!
Thank you for all your guidance, patience and efforts!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
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