haiz.

okay i should really get over this soon.
but to me it IS a big thing ok!
...even if nothing happens.
ok there will probably be nothing.
but.
i feel very very sorry towards my parents :(
and my friends :(
and myself :(

but if i feel too sorry for them
then i would feel sorry towards someone else;(
argh -.-
so is how sia -.-
haiz.

i don't want to think of it like a mistake
but im rational enough to know it is la.
but what's done done right...........

just suddenly feel sorry for my parents...
sorry i did tt.
but oh well
i hope they don't ever find out...
i still want to live...