BUAY GUM WAN LA GRRRR

DAMN BUAY GUM WAN LA WTS

GRRRRR
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
emo die me la wts.

just now otw back from tuition
then he ask me want go bintan/batam chill anot
like 2D1N less than 100sgd thing
sounds niceeeee <3 p="p">
then i rmb ytd my dad say my passport
that time renew only for 1 yr
then i ask my mum she say she think 1 yr also
then i tot cannot go coz going expire soon
coz april need to take oath and renew again
then less than 6 mths left
so i tell him i think my passport cannot.

then i go my mum drawer check my passport
valid till oct 2013
happy die me coz can go
then i go tell him
BUT HE ALR BOOKED WITH HIS FRIEND
WHY SO FAST!??

he say he told his friend want go chill
then his friend just say ok lets go
then like tt liao -.-

wts wts wts
i damn buay gum wan can LOL
I WANT GOOOOOOO
AHHHHHHH
IDIOT LA
why my dad say 1 yr only
now cannot go overseas.
ZZZZZZ
he also can faster a bit seriously -.-

when he told me tt
i immediately cry liao
ok la a bit over reacting
i also dunno why i cry but
seriously feel damn sianz
like freaking wts wts wts
buay gum wan max sia
MY HOLIDAYYYYYYY :(
our 2d1n trip flew awayyyyyyyyyy :(

he still can go enjoy grrr.
he damn shiok la end of the mth going thailand
come bk go bintan
next hols going korea and dunno whr else
GRRRRRR

damn angry.
feel like taking sth throw LOL
ok la not that kua zhang
just damn buay gum wan wts.
angry angry angry.

awfully awful

I know I'm thinking too much 

and asking for too much again.

but.

=/ i just will ma!

I will jealous of them,

feel insecure

and get worried.

and then angry. =/ 

Just want some reassurance

proof of care

to let me know how it actually is

to let me know im only thinking too much

just that what.

Then no need worry and worry

and feel so sianz

feeling 1-sided. 

then sometimes the little things u do

make me feel safer again and ill be happy.

guess im just too sticky.

and feeling sianz of hols....coz ill be home

too far away too little freedom too little chance

we dont even ever talk on the phone

while wt go genting wifi weak also want hear zz voice

even if just a while

im jealous=/

1 more paper to go!

YEA! ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!
FRIDAYYYYYY <3 p="p">
Anyway more updates on happpyyyy dayyy

He so nice sia
Coz he monday finished exam then
specially come pei me then go home
today he come back to pei me
and then go back home again
tomorrow morning driving lesson
and then pei me again and go home
then friday after my exammm <3 p="p">MOVIEEEEE
So shiok sia feels pampered keke.

Okay la though he kept bullying me>.<
like. SERIOUSLY.
kana bullied a lotttttt
but ok la quite fun i guess =/ LOL

有点。。。
恋爱的感觉。Happyy:)

I think it's easier to say ily
to people you don't love than
those you really love.
Maybe coz after become very close
it seems awkward to say it already
coz joke and fool around too much
not so serious :)
And also because the feeling
is definitely different :)

He didn't say but he wrote it on my hand
while I was studying LOL
I think it's quite cute keke
And compared to the initial dao-ness
that I kept complaining about
he's much better liao.
My prediction was right.
He was like that that time
mostly due to exam :)
Now he got time liao then can pei me liao hehe :)

ANYWAY BACK TO MUGGING~

So nice:)

Last few papers to go!!!
Taking a short break now so shall post^^

He so niceeee haha
He finished exams yesterday morning
then he come pei me study after my paper
though it was annoying that he was watching
running man and laughing behind me
but still haha
he pei me till dinnertime
he went home for dinner then
he tmr then come back school to pei me again
after my paper tmr haha :)
Then friday last paper
after tt go watch movie~in cinema
and then on my commmmmm
and then steamboat with rhesus :)

Looking forward to the end of exams!!!!

So annoying most people finished or finishing
Then rhesus say wed or thurs want go kbox
BUT I CANNOT GO :(