irritating bum

hate it when dad tries to interfere.
with EVERYTHING.
come on man.
you have ur own life i have mine.
leave me ALONE TYVM -.-

just now he ask me a word
he was trying to pronounce
accountancy.
then he ask me whether i wan take tt one
i say no dun wan
then i came in my room liao
he over there complaining
say everything dun wan then what i wan study
take maths just all those stuff only
and some crap that i cant rmb la
then he say what
let me study so much for what also no use
might as well go learn how to sms can liao la
(i was thinking to myself
tt one no need learn liao lor come on~)

zzz FOR GOODNESS SAKE -.-
how much does he know about the courses lor
im sure he knows less than half of what i do
just shut up la seriously...zz..
ok im very rude i know
im just damn fed up with him
i can bet my whole life
its sth his friend told him -.-

tt time he keep telling me
his friend de daughter take pharmateutical science
sth like tt la
then ask me go take also
say can earn a lot
i kept rolling my eyes lols
for goodness sake~~~~
HIS DAUGHTER IS HIS DAUGHTER!
I AM MEEEEEE
who cares about what she does man
WHY should i do the same?
tt's not the only job that can earn money
and tts definitely not the job for me.

u see.
in EVERY job there are ppl who just cant do well
and there are those who rise easily.
even in 'lousier' jobs
there are ppl who just can make it big
in those supposedly prestigious jobs that can earn a lot
there are ppl who just cant earn much.
if im forced to go into a job that i have NO interest in
just because the prospects of earning a lot is high
whats the pt?
i would hate my job hate my life and hate him in the end
coz he forced me into it -.-
and i wouldn't excel in my job either
coz everyday would be a torture to get through...
but if its a job i like
i'll be more willing to work hard isn't it?
it would be more interesting and appealing...
i wont treat it as a torture...
things wouldn't be so bad...
why doesnt he SEEEE it
and well
i have NO patience to tell him tt properly
coz he probably wont understand
he will try to interrupt me and argue halfway thru one.
and he will stick to ONE point
although it doesn't work
he just doesnt accept other thinking than his la -.-
zzz
he just doesnt understand.
not everyone is suitable for everything!!!
and sku doesnt provide us skills for EVERYTHING
always say 'you go sku do what one this also dunno"
U SMART U GO LEARN LA
irritating sia...super ultra annoying.

and stop interfering with MY future MY life MY choices...
tt time jc/poly thing also made me damn fed up lor
i posted before
about tt time...
one of the VERY few times i let them see me cry.
i could'nt take it la seriously.
he was just damn mean
and annoying
and horribly insensitive.
argh. he doesnt even know the current education system well
he doesnt know the current society standards well
he doesnt know so much
why should he bother me...
why do i have to do as he like
even though it's clearly not the right choice
WHY SHOULD I
i dun wanna ruin my life.
not my life...please.
argh. he just DOESNT understand!!!!!!!!!

so cant he just leave me alone? :(

my mum doesnt know either.
they both very old liao diff generation one.
around 2 generations apart de age -.-
but my mum knows that she doesnt know at least
she will give her opinions sometimes
she didn't like the idea of me going poly either tt time
but she allowed me to make my own choice
though i know she will nag me for years after tt
and blame me if i dun do well in the end
BUT ya she tried to let me make my own choice
with MY own life.
she TRIED to respect my decisions.
my dad is just a stubborn mule
who NEVER knows how to respect ppl
NEVER.
and i seriously mean NEVER.
NEVER NEVER NEVER.