guilt

haiz.
guilt in multiple folds...
in every area.
i don't know what happened
things seem to have changed so much this yr
particlarly my life, in a way.
not rly. hm.
im probably allowing myself to be more free than b4
but a bit too free...
in every sense.
haiz.
guilt guilt guilt.
and yet.
haiz.
not like i would change tt...