smile or...?

CANT I HAVE MORE INITIATIVE??
WHY DO I LACK SOCIAL SKILLS SO MUCH?!?!?!!?

haiz~
I dun wan lose another fren leh
he's nice to tok to at least most of the time
but after ytd hor
dun think he still wan tok to me la
screwed up
ruined it
blew it
wadeva la
i still hav other frens =)
tt's at least, a relief :)

results

Well
im honestly regretting slacking so much
but wad to do
im a slacker thorough slacker
get so lousy results still slacking

EOY:
bio: 52
english: not sure yet but is C5 or C6 de
hcl: 69
chem: 70
physics: 72
emaths: 72.5
combined humanities: 79
amaths: 93+
L1R5: 11

yupps tt's from lowestm to highest
lowest and highest so far apart lols
my bio seriously...zzz

overall:
el: B4
bio:B3
Physics: A2
hcl: A2
chem: A1
Emaths: A1
Amaths: A1
combined humans: A1
L1R5: 8

well l1r5 looks quite nice
but percentage horrible la
about 72+ i think
disappointed coz eoy lousy
overall not too bad coz of mye and ca1 and ca2
but position how?
DROP DROP DROP
sianz wad did i do sia
oh right i didnt do anything
tt's the problem
not enough studying

will i be able to spur myself on from now?
like in the next exam?
i hope so...coz i rly wan to do better
i noe if i study it will be better de
but i did not...at least not enough
haiz

and these few days very down on my luck
knocked head on monday
caught for gambling on tues
scolded for gambling till i cried on wed
got back horrible results on thurs
got hit by a chair thx to janus on fri
wad else?