chers day prep :D

Last friday at eclub pushcart saw some cute dolls and stuff
they selling stuff for chers day
i bought a doll for mrs low!
and ordered a customised cute thing for ms ang :D
hair super messy de thing
but cute! :D
paid for it today. damn ex. -.- but worth it de! :D
mr ang de present i prepared like damn long ago
tt time mini toons 45% discount LOL
so yea bought it that day liao hehe
if not sure very ex. save $$$$ not like it's cheap now but still :D
i also ordered 3 packets of cookies/muffins from some bake sale in sku
take tmr to give to some teachers
still deciding who to give it to...
maybe...mr ng, ms ong and mrs tan?
but i wan give 吴老师 also eh... o.O cham should have bought 4.
maybe get another 1 tmr...see first...no $$$$$
coz i ordered another customised doll thing for mr ang hahahaha
same thing as ms ang just diff colour and words
take tmr.
tsktsk
spend damn a lot le.
mr ang de ar i think damn long
coz need write thing there
at first i wanted to put "SHEN"
after that i tell the person change to "MR NICE"
then after that i tot about it
there are so many other names i can use!!!!
how?!?!!
then i decided to forget it and stop thinking
settle with the "MR NICE"
he's nice in his way
though veron dont agree with me hahahaha
she ask me tell mr ang that she only agree with me
that he's nice, when he give her sweet haha.
after that at night talk to him ar
he mentioned angel. then i tot
i should have put "DEVIL" HAHAHA

i tot veron quite close with mr ang eh
im so wrong. LOL
she so mean!!! just now we go home tt time
talking about the presents
i ask her if she got anything for him
she say SHE FORGET EHHHH
quite bad to write here since mr ang reads this
BUT aiya seriously...unexpected eh?
mr ang dun sad HAHAHAHA
she just forgot la no other meaning.
i think she will get sth le(: since they went junction 8 just now.

wanted go back AHS tmr de leh
but then most chers will be gone by the time we get there
and my juniors no cca tmr cant see them either
so haiya forget it la~~~~~ :(

i shall post a nice chers day msg here soon.
maybe tmr or wednesday((:
but anyway. i sincerely appreciate all that our chers have done for us.
including dear ms ang who has only joined us for a while.
everyone rocks (:
wonderful teachers, all of them.
without them, we won't have come this far.
every single teacher helped us, in a way or another.
and teachers' day is a day when we show them our appreciation and gratitude(:
and im sure they will appreciate it ^^

%#@%#$^&%&

#%(@(*%&#^%(*^(#%EW)*$#$&^#*%)(^
SERIOUSLY LA??!?!?!
wts.
i feel like boxing her -.-

come on someone judge man.
last last friday ms ong tell us WR chapters 4 and 5 draft 1
last friday must hand in.
i heard sarah's group ask her
if need include chapters 1-3
somehow i think they concluded to hand in all 5
by tomorrow.
but cher didnt announce to the class. i think.
everyone i asked tell me is friday hand in lor.
anyway. being a leader sucks. seriously.
i forgot to tell shermaine coz she wasnt there that day
and she's in charge of chapters 4
so i sunday or monday told her. should be sunday la
but she busy with yog the whole week i think
but she no chem le leh she dropped whole thing leh
she have personal things not our fault leh
cannot coz of her drag us ma
she still have to do her work.
cannot manage then dont go yog la -.-
thursday she 1.20pm go home le leh we 4.40 eh
she say will do chapter 4 LATER.
i heard she went to the closing ceremony for yog...
at night very late she say she doing.
i told her nicely 'finish it quickly then can sleep earlier :D'

next day.
she angry with me -.-
coz sarah they all say monday then hand in.
pe ma
amanda suddenly talk to me say "sihui, i talk to you, ok?"
i was like huh? ok.
shermaine was like whispering 'how dare you...'
wth lor -.-
right. my fault. again. im so sorry man. -.-
b4 that she keep asking me how do chapter 4
we havent do pilot test so how write etc
im not superwoman im not a genius i dunno EVERYTHING
she can ask ms ong can ask other grp de leh.
but she didnt. definitely not.
she so angry i tot she finished it leh
i actually felt quite bad.

then PW lesson.
then i noe.
SHE HAVEN FINISH IT -.-
then she complain what la
not like she really go hurry it out what
whats there to complain about??!?!?!
if she rly hurry it out for us
ok i apologise im so sorry.
but she DIDNT EH
she doesnt even care.
coz she had the mindset that is friday hand in
and yet she didnt finish it eh. -.-
susan told me shermaine was complaining to the group there
before pw lesson that i keep hurrying her
force her do or sth
say until i very push her like tt
i totally let her do her thing until the day before
which was when i realise she haven even started
and then she haven finish also
im hated enough le she doesnt have to add more la wth.

wanted to post long ago
but then that time still nvr think tt much
i was just very upset by elaine still.
the reason why im posting this so irritatedly now is.
she sent zhekang her chapter 4 this morning/afternoon
but didnt send me. wait not angry for this.
i mean.
the thing is.
HER CHAPTER 4 ONLY ONE PAGE EH
ONE PAGE. JUST ONNNNNEEE PAGE
WTHHHHHH
SHE COMPLAIN SOOOOo MUCH FOR THIS DUMB ONE PAGE???
if it's a content full page im ok eh
but
JUST LOOK AT IT MAN
it's ONLY the SKELETON.
coz is evaluation of pilot test.
she didnt bother asking ms ong what she need to write.
she just put sth like:
Survey:
Q1:(_____% Yes, _____% No)
Q2:(_____% Yes....) etc.
wth.
like that NO content
NEED TAKE THAT LONG AH?
AND U STILL DARE COMPLAIN.
can finish within half an hour lor
got some content also la.
a short paragraph not complete since actual results not out.
but what am i supposed to do with this paragraph?
HAND THIS IN??
ms ong sure scold de la -.-
ahhhh she's driving me crazy
look at ALLLL that she had done for the group
she nvr tot for us before definitely
and she still dared to complain.............................argh.

:(

Recalling last time...
I used to walk her to GO to return attendance book
Pe lesson I used to run with her after I finish
Though I'm super tired
Now she like tt
Become veron do all those le...
Watching her run back with her
Watching her walk there with her every morning
It's irritating lols
Well it's good she still has someone with her
She always have ppl caring for her
Not me.
Yet she's complaining all the time haiz
I should be happy for her but...
VERONNNNNN:((
that time I run with Elaine she didn't understand why
Now she run with her...
Sianz it feels like we drifting even further apart lols
I nvr run with her wonder if she felt angrier or sth o.O

I'm tired too...

Tired of everything too but what can I do.
Keep quiet and continue on.
Lols.

Right. No sad stuff.

Today maths lesson was fun hahahahaa
So funny
Before lesson
Ms ang ask me how's today's lecture
I very honestly told her
I wasn't very listening
Coz I was very tired this morning
Super damn tired actually
Anyway zhenyan stared at me couldn't believe my honesty hahahh
Ms ang looked shocked and laughed haha

Then lesson
I went do question 8 ma
Cher say dun need do diff part
Then she tell me' prepare to present
I was like HUH hahahhaa
I dun wan!!!
Co previous was horrible!!!
But heh today was gd!
I explained each step slowly
Step by step
Then ms nag said very clear explanation!!!
Haha great:D I love ms ang hahahhahaa

Throughout the lesson
Jiaying and Miranda kept talking and giggling
Just like in any other lesson of coz
Ms ang ask them keep quiet an pay attention a lot times
She asked them dun play with each other too
I rmb mr ang saying sth similar before too hahhaaha
They two damn funny
Some pl including me found it amusing hahahhaa
Then somewhere in the lesson
They got worse
Giggling and I dunno what they doing
Miranda saying jiaying hitting her
Anyway it was a super funny scene
In the end the whole class started laughing
Ms ang also couldn't help it hahahhahaha
She tried getting them to listen
But don't work then she also laughed
And she POUTED!!!! Hahahhaa
Damn cute la her so funny
I was so surprised to see her pout!
And then laugh again
After that
Near end of lesson
She telling us our scheule etc
Then at some point she say P&C is tested in promos
Everyone got agitated or excited
And no one listened to her hahha
I was observing her hahahha
Super funny!!!
She kept trying get attention
But unsuccessful
Then I laughed again
She damn cute la
She looked exasperated but she was smiling
Hahahhaa damn funny :D nice lesson
Rare noisier lesson haha:D

Hehe

His birthday that time
I msged him
Just a simple happy birthday only la
We weren't even like friends after all
He said thanks of coz
And he said he realized I wished him every yr haha
I just said yupps. Lols.
Seldom saw him in sku after that
Seldom crossed paths.
But today
Well we went opposite for lunch
I saw him
He walk past me
Well as usual he had a cautious expression on
Guess he didn't know how to react?
I smiled at him
And as he walked past
He said hello.
I was stunned
But I hello back too.
I was happy hahahahaa
Well it's after so long leg.
Since like what...sec 1?
Pretty ridiculous how it ended up like that
But well glad it looks a little little beetter
Not that we can still be friends like before
But we aren't complete strangers either at least(:

But he was like almost behind me already when he spoke
Sooo after that I tot
Was he really saying hi to me? o.O
Maybe he saw his friend? Lols whatever
:P

Anywy
Today civics was great.
We watched a movie. Suposedly drama serial I think
'lie to me'
Ultra superb fabulous fantastic wonderful show hehe
But anise it was a drama serial
I think we only watched like one episode of it
Sad. Ultra nice! Damn cool
The people can read whether others are lying and tell their feelings
From their facial expressions and body language!
It has real scientific base too! So cool!
That guy daammmnnn pro!
He could spot EVERYTHING!!!
damn nice:D
I rmb seeing the show name coming up in my iPod before
But is season two de
Hehe so I came home downloaded it and watched a bit of season 2
Sooooo super!!!:D wonderful show(((((((:

disappointed...

so disappointed...
heart just fell 1 million miles...
she can be a little more appreciative
i've been very nice to her leh.
and look at her fb status.
she nvr appreciates at all
what we nvr say out clearly doesnt mean we don't care
at least i cared. i did my best.
but what are we to her seriously:(

just talked to kahmin
she doesnt know whats wrong either
but she say she found it weird
why she didnt hang out with some of us much le
she say will go ask her
the way she talk...
looks like she reaaallly understand elaine very well...haha
yea her best friend ma...soul mate type haha (:
envy ya....

haiz just now was in such a gd mood haha
was very high
coz pe was fun. nice. haha.
well we supposed to play softball
but we played before le
so we changed to soccer LOL
i totally dunno how play de lor
a lot of us also
so we totally anyhow
DAMN SUPER FUNNY HAHA
keep laughing la hahahahah
so fun haha :P
totally crazy hehe
lots of foul hahahaha.
i kicked the last penalty shot but out hehe
lousy la :P
after that clep farewell
quite fail la
but the pizza was great
had fun with them fooling around in lep room too
after that still pretty high.
until erm. just now. lols.
well.
i'll get over it soon.

...

I feel like just going up to her
or post on her fb wall
or go tell her on msn:
"elaine elaine elaineeeeeeeeee
im sorry for whatever i did that upset you.
but can you pleeeeeeeeease tell me what's wrong? :((("

lols today pw lecture we go up to the seats ar
fenghua left an empty seat beside me
left elaine.
she keep ask fenghua move over
say she wan sit with kailun lols
fenghua dun wan. i think they can tell sth's up ba? lols
anyway so elaine bo bian have to sit with me lols
avoid like what like that.
i dunno what she wanttttssssssssssssssssssss :(

DECLARED BANKRUPTY

SO POOR LE LAAA :(
SKU KEEP SUCK MONEY FROM USSS!!!!

econs book: $9
yearbook: $9.50
class photos: $13
errr what else.
CLEP farewell: $5
sth like tt. cant rmb liao.
1 week pay all these leh
(econs book is last week la.)
1 week pay...$27.50!!!! siao de :(
and owe mr ang $8.90!
lucky cher nice ar
no need pay yet haha ;P

just now elaine msg us to bring money etc again
she say she collect photos money and yearbook wor
nvr ask me to collect wor
usu sure push all money to me lols.
so i reply her say i collect photos money lor haha
very scary leh
she reply me la but damn polite lols
lala~ at least she replied
i was trying to help after all.
i've always been trying to help her if she realises lor-.-
tt time her class rep duty to collect money
also i collect ma haha
rly scary to talk to her hahaha
scared i step on landmine say wrong thing hehe :P

haiz. tell me what u want. please.

2nd day, Wednesday:
Elaine still ignoring me
i dunno whats wrong. seriously
so small thing. i dun believe that's
the only reason why she's behaving like that.
but she won't talk to me and won't explainnnnnnn
how.

that day after sku.
CSE debate.
it was great!
ok la first one wasnt very interesting (TJ vs YJ)
then TJ won
after that is break!
wonderful.
food not bad. damn funny coz left a lot ma
then they kiasu sia all pack food leh
shubei pack 3 packets~!!!
i took photos hahaha of her with her mouth STUFFED with food
LOL and packing food
and sleeping during debate LOL all up in fb le hehe

anyway rewind rewind.
before debate started.
i walk into LT ar
i saw veron and elaine there le.
elaine had an empty seat beside her beside veron whole row empty la.
but i closer to veron side
wondered if i should walk to elaine side and take that seat
usu i would.
but i didnt.
i a bit regret also.
i should have. act normal. dumbo.

3rd day, Thursday:
first lesson. maths lecture.
i didnt sit beside elaine too
dumbo leh me zzz
coz cant possible stand there and think where to sit hahaha
so i just walk in.
2nd row. zhenyan beside empty seatS
and 3rd row, elaine beside empty seatS
i scared very weird to go sit with elaine
but after tt thinkthink.
maybe i should have sat with her after all.
show that im not avoiding her at least.
show im not angry with her at least....

CLL lecture. well test day.
usu me elaine wanshan will go the theatrette early de
sit there wait inside only 3 of us.
that day all 3 separated.
when i went in
there was only elaine there
2 more bags but the ppl nt there
elaine put her bag beside her
then the seat beside her bag had a broken table
so i sat another seat away.
2 seats in btw la.
so awkward. so silent. i didnt dare make any noise
i felt very upset can. haiz.
tried to conc studying la.
then wanshan came in
and elaine removed her bag........
i felt damn bad leh
very upset. so on purpose can -.-
argh. (*#%*&@^*&#%^(*#^%
wanted to scream. maybe will feel better -.-
anyway so like that. after test
elaine ownself go library do maths
so i was telling wanshan about it
coz she asked how are we. fei hua question.
yea so i was rly upset a bit teary
nth special i get teary often.
my tear glands dun listen to commands. but just a bit la.
just rly irritated.
must she do that?!?!!
what makes her so big deal la.
THE WORLD DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND HER!
why must she make a big fuss out of sth so small...

4th day, Friday:
rained very heavily today morning haha
went civics room
after that go pe lesson ma
veron and wanshan go put attendance book with elaine
i stand there dunno whether to go with them anot.
these few days
it always seem like no matter which choice i take
also wrong. crap sia.
in the end i just followed the class to sports complex.
after pe.
we walking to canteen
coz drizzling
wanshan and veron took out umbrellas
i didnt bother to open mine la so small rain.
wanshan just beside me so she shelter me lor
elaine turned over and saw lols -.-
then veron volunteered to share umbrella with her.
thankfully. lols.
aiyo. wanshan should have sheltered her
but she say coz she beside me ma...yea la. but. lols
ah whatever.

then we went canteen
kailun yingen went sit at a table
elaine say dun wan sit there
so she veron wanshan go sit at another table
WTH?!???!
THEN I HOW??!?!
i totally at a loss of where to go sia.
and that kailun still ask me go sit with her
say dun abondon them also.
then i even more dunno how la.
i should sit with the other group de...
but then...in the end i dun wan think le
just sit with kailun they all.

kailun say elaine probably waiting for me to 低头 first
she say we both very stubborn very 爱面子 lols.
kailun say usu is i take initiative talk to elaine de also wor
she tot i would this time but i didnt lols.
i say i not 爱面子 la i just scared i talk to her she ignore me
(after that i told char she say that IS 爱面子 lols -.- ok...fine.)
爱面子 then 爱面子 lor. whatever.
elaine is intimidating leh how talk to her lols.
haiz she see me only look unhappy le what u wan me do.

chem lecture.
today's chem lecture was interesting.
lecturer is simon foo. back from 6-mth course apparently.
nice and friendly and funny guy
he nvr teach at all! LOL
he ask us keep our notes haha
character development lesson :p
teach us reality and vision has a gap in btw that we need to cover
nce stuff he said.
he showed us many meaningful videos too.
1) martin luther king speech
2) martin luther king last speech
3) super woman with no arms (DAAAMN COOL. TOTALLY GREAT. GO WATCH!)
4) sleeping smiley. really cute. i think the underlying
message is really...cool. and very applicable to life. rly nice.
5) Mr Zap thing. quite funny. a bit crazy.
a crazy office man haha
it was a nice lecture.
after the lecture.
PA there got ppl say it's cassandra's bdae so
wan sing bdae song for her
sang 3 lines then no more le lols.
i think i noe which is cassandra...or maybe not.
not very sure la.
anyway i think mongchin much prettier LOL

anyway all these meaningful stuff...
there's a lot elaine can learn from them.
but she nvr really does.
she absorbs but doesnt apply them appropriately :(
haha. ah whateverrrrrrr.

mr ang say i should just try talking to her.
but she say she cant be bothered to bother...on fb.
why should i bother when she totally doesnt care?
sh doesnt need me.
to her only kahmin matters?
just now i told shuting just 1 line.
i say "my gd friend cold waring with me"
and wonderful shuting say: "wth! this kind of friend not worth it!"
lols. nice. i dun think it's that bad
but elaine has things to change.
i mean. i've been very nice to her as a friend leh.
she used to say she's touched lols.
kailun even called me her follower
elaine say it's subordinate! haha.
then some super small thing
and look what happened.
小气鬼!!!!!!!!!! argh.
irritating.
taking up too much of my tots. too much of my time...
THROW AWAY!!!!!

haiz

whats wrong man. -.-
today cold war with elaine
she dun talk to me :(
zzz

morning after flag raising
she disppeared
i walked a bit away then turned over
wanted to wait for her
go put attendance book with her
but couldnt find her
since she left le then fine la
we left for class first lor
then at chem ma 1st period
me and wanshan sat down
beside wanshan had seats
but susan and liou jing go sit
we cant like chase them away rite -.-
then i was saying
elaine sure angry de la lols

at lunch our super early lunch
9.30 only
elaine complained
say we not friends de
we nvr wait for her in the morning
nvr save seat for her -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so i tried to argue with her ar
tell her i did look for her but couldnt find her
we saved seat de but they sat we cant chase them away what
she eat finish she just left all of us there leh
soooo gd fren of her too -.-

anyway so i was telling the others ar
like she very gd friend lor
suuuper petty and sensitive la
like my mum can only see bad pts
nvr appreciate gd things de -.-
everytime lunch
she lazy put back plates de
i always help her if i can
she seldom willing to help us lor
say her she also not happy de
then i always buy drinks for her, for them etc
pe running i run finish still go back cheer for her
run the last stretch with her
got anything i try to help ar
her concert i also buy flower go give her directly
will listen to her grumble sometimes
and console her as much as i can la. at least i try la.
(once in a while distracted a bit
she will complain and say so sad no one listen to her
then angry de -.- lols)
i dunno what she want la
i always follow her around haha
she need help i always try to help le leh
soooo small thing she also wan pick fault
zzz

after that she nvr talk to me for the whole day le
BUT she talk to wanshan leh
WHY ONLY ME LOR SERIOUSLY
i rly dun understand what i do man
make me angry also la
zzz
usu tues b4 maths we at audi there sit ma
today also
then coz need change to house tee
everytime she will keep ask me for time
ask me remind her go change arnd 5 mins earlier
today. i sat beside her still la
but she didnt talk to me still
she was doing maths
she ask them la didnt bother asking me
asked wanshan for time
asked kailun to remind her go change
laughed with them
but totally dao me
i just ignore her la
listen my mp3 do maths was doing t23 poyo haha
damn irritating can

after that after maths
econs
i dunno wan sit beside her anot la seriously
dun sit scared like even weirder
zhenyan also say
later worse
so ok lor i sat with her
but still nvr talk
she anything also dun ask me
ask everyone arnd her but me la of coz
zzzzzzz x1000
very uneasy leh

so small thing only what
so kua zhang for what -.-
but i dunno why only to me la
either she angry i rebute/argue with her during lunch
or kailun they all told her i complained too
whichever. it's still no big deal.

not like she very gd friend to us what
we also nvr complain le lor -.-
wanshan mc few times ma
first time ask elaine collect work for her
elaine will la but complained a bit
say she busy enough still need rmb that for her
scared she forget la etc
second time wanshan didnt ask her ma
then elaine dun wan collect
so i take for wanshan lor
right. GREAT friend she is~lala~
no matter what thing ar
she always dun wan dun wan de lor
always like tt de.
then we any small thing she make big fuss le.

i think she damn spoiled la
but diff from wanshan's spoiled.
elaine is coz her mum very gd to her de
very close
with her bro also very close
her friends esp her fave kahmin
also very gd to her la etc
so she like. friends all dote on her like tt
and yet she got lots of complaints everyday.
spoiled for attention.

just now i irritated
i wanted put my status/msn nick as
"the world doesn't revolve about you"
but i dun wanna make things worse
we should patch up shouldnt we.
im still irritated
but this feels weird.
i dun wan ruin my 1+yr left
coz she supposedly my best friend in class le...
though it's rly...
with her character things like this will probably happen again
but nvm la
at least now i know
at most i dun react le lor
treat it as her tantrum -.-
but that's next time.
this time i also dunno how.
what should i put as my nick sia.
if she got anything unhappy with me
i rather she just tell me la
what's with this attitude -.-

sometimes just now
she got like talk
she appeared very happy just now leh actually
also dunno she is how de
hopefully im misinterpreting her
maybe she is not dao-ing me -.-
ok i dun think so
but sometimes i also dunno she talking to everyone
or to me. during pe la.
and csc presentation she got talk to me.
oh ya the only sentence
she was smiling. but well just that one sentence.
coz cher asked a ques we couldnt ans
just over there giggle dumbly.
argh dunno her la.

like she have to add on more stuff for me to think about.
ah whatever. not going to think le.
hope things turn out fine...

Yay Cher buy sticky Rock candies for me :DD
I got some for lili too!! :D
I'm always buying sweets for lili haha :P
But this time special. More ex.
I'm leaving them le soon anyway
Farewell present ba haha ((:
Cher so nice ar! Haha :D
Coz rock mix no more stock
He say wait for stock wor haha

THANK YOU MR ANG HEHZ:DDD
Not fake ok!!! Hahahhaa
Arigatok Gozaimas!!
非常谢谢你!!
Kamsa hamnida!!
Haahaha :DD

But I still envy his classes -.-
Cher bought 70+ packets sweets for them sia
Hahaha generous lor!
They'll surely love him more hhahahaha:D
Maybe emmeline will be thrilled enough to give Cher a peck on the cheek
HAHHAHA
Ok nvm I dun think she want to get killed by mrs ang hahahhhaa
Oh my I'm crapping again haha
:P

Alright need do EoM today:(
Damn sianzzzzzzzzzz
Probably take up whole of today -.-
Hopefully got time go research for csc
But then I couldn't find any info when I tried searching ytd:(
Good luck to me~. :P

hello

i realised khoon hwa bdae just passed last week!
hahahaha i ytd then found out leh
aiya nvr wish him hahahahaha :P

friday national day SO FUN :D
so high la hahahahaha
that mr ang ar siam attention totally hahahaha
mr chan so cute la hahahahaha
i dun like mr chua so bhb like tt...-.-
but zhekang they all all say he damn nice and dammn pro
say he used to take h3 maths AND econs lols
whatever i dunno him la dun care hahah :P
after that we went lunch and watch movie
just six of us.
veron elaine fanye liou jing yuyan and me
but fanye didnt watch the movie wor
she ownself walkwalk o.o
watched DESPICABLE ME!
haha not bad la quite funny.

after that went tampines sports hall lor
BADMINTON
but veron left so left 5 of us.
rotate for doubles lor.
quite fun eh :D
elaine pro la hahaha
fanye also!
followed by liou jing
then me and yuyan :P

Sunday.
went jr house...de functions room
zp and jr go play bball
so i just follow them go there
watch them play haha
and take lottts of pics and videos heh :P
after that 4 strangers came and join them
sec 4s i think.
they quite good leh.
esp one very pro.
after that they left left the pro
he play with zp just 2 of them coz jr rest ma
he tried to teach zp some stunts haha
and then when he ask zp age ar
he dun believe zp sec 4 sia hahahahahaha
so funny la :P
he keep asking "SERIOUSLY?" "REALLY AR?" "ZHEN DE MA?" LOL
coz zp too short la haha kiddish face also haha
that guy quite tall also ma...

oh ya.
SYDNEY FORGOT ME LEH I SO SAD LA
last time she like to stick to me de
always play with her etc
THEN SHE FORGET ME LE WTH )#($U(@*#Y%(**%&
ytd saw her ma
then i go look in her face say HI!
then she ask "who's that" "who're you"
i stun.
WHAATTTT??????
SO SAD CAN :(
i think only 1 yr nvr see or less than 1 year leh!!!
she 5 years old that time know her
since then will play once in a while
she used to like me
like to stick to me
now what!?!?!?! now she..8 years old.
zixu same age as her
rmb me de leh
still like me haha
coz meet more often ba maybe
but i prefer sydney though she quite spoiled...
she 5 years old already had DS now she p2 got phone le.
lols. amazing eh?
now the generation...
LOL
(mr ang don't spoil ur kid like tt hor
stop ruining the future generations man... :P)

anyway hahahaha
at night went jr house
they watch tv ma so i go use com
coz my phone died
then need contact elaine and cher
coz of today plans ma
anyway so talk to cher on msn
MR ANG SO SUPER IRRITATING
ULTRA IRRITATING! LALALA~
*curse mr ang to get whole head white hair by age of 35*

then went home.
SIANZ LA SUPPOSED TO HAVE BADMINTON AFTER PW MEETING today
but aiya cancelled
i was so looking forward to it de hahaha
nvm la NEXT TIME!!!

so today went for pw meeting.
went macs for lunch first ma
then elaine de grp came join us
well jollin and godwin they all fell out ma
like 2 mths ago or sth. lols
then elaine and shubei say want clear the problem ma
if not the class even more split etc
so they wan hear jollin's story
hear her side
coz shubei heard from godwin say he wan patch de
but dunno how etcetc.

so they started talking about it.
like so serious la lols.
jollin say godwin very touchy
sometimes walk beside her will go hold her hands
then she told him before she only hold bf hands lols
then godwin sometimes will hook arms with her
lean on her shoulder say her shoulder nice to lean on
LOL girls nvm ma BUT HE GUY EH LOL
so she found him rly disturbing i guess
and then she say
godwin very possessive coz they were gd friends
then he dun like her other gd fren. best friend actually
she say he insulted her and keep saying bad stuff
about her in front of jollin
so jollin got really angry

shubei say godwin told her he wan patch up
but dunno how
say scared go poland with jollin that time will very awkward
etcetc la.
but he quite double faced LOL
coz.

according to shubei and sarah who read his blog.
he say jollin double faced
coz jollin that time met some problems
then she kept crying ma
godwin say she fake say she wan ppl sympathy wor
he say jollin keep crying in choir also
make ppl sympathy thats y he didnt get the post lols -.-
but jollin say she didnt
the seniors know why she was crying and it's NOT for choir
and jollin say during the interviews
she even told the teachers/seniors
(coz they asked who she can work with)
that honestly, she thinks godwin has the ability to be the conductor de
say she willing to try to work with him etc
they ask what if he doesnt want to work with her
then she say she will talk to him personally la
she didnt ruin his chances of getting into exco la in other words
jollin spoke well of him even.
misunderstanding here. he assumed too much.
godwin has always been too full of himself anyway :P
shubei also say godwin dun like zhekang coz
he thinks is zhekang sort of spoil their friendship lols
but zhe kang friends with them since long ago
not like suddenly join them and ruin it la (their argument)
oh sarah say he cursed jollin on his blog too o.O
but shubei say is probably out of anger he probably doesnt mean it etc la
complicated man.

anyway lots of conflicts.
jollin dun believe he rly wan be friends
coz if he wants
he wouldnt be like that la.

but godwin...haiz
hearing all these ar
i was surprised.
coz he totally nvr changed.......
sec 1 knew him.
we were quite gd friends haha
talked on the phone like very often de..
and then ruined too.

anyway, he nvr change la.
still so super zi lian. very full of himself
he nvr think about other ppl feelings de
very insensitive
doesnt know what others will think i guess o.O
he nvr knows where his problem lies in -.-
nvr change.
and he's such a flirt. since that time.
he change gf like what like tt lor
till now dunno how many le lor
last time ahs also a lot his rumours la
like woo almost every girl in ahs before like tt
shermaine say once his 2 consecutive gf is from same clique lols
that's a bit...lols. well. the girls agreed what though -.-

sec 1. thanks to him
i lost cherlene as a friend.
and i didnt talk to him after that also
coz we changed classes.
j1. we are back to the same class
but we're no longer gd friends
not like i want la haha
well i think he's ok.
i mean he was disturbing that time too
but i wasnt rly very disturbed eh
he said...stuff la.
zhe kang they all said his poems all very sexual lols.
then elaine and us were saying all guys are sick in some way la
hahahahaha
anyway its more serious for godwin
though he may not look like that type.
he's pretty sick.

as i said. it was from last time till now de...
he was sick since sec 1 lor.
he said some stuff to me too that time
i was stunned but i was young and innocent LOL
so i didnt feel disturbed
i just felt weird hahaha
but even if i piece all these tgt
i dun hate him leh
not like jollin they all
they rly hate him
dun wanna be friends with him anymore
jollin say gave him chances b4 de but too bad la.
well.
elaine hear all those a bit shaken le
coz well godwin really a bit...lols
but he didnt offend us what...
so i was telling elaine
don't be shaken by all those.
stil remain neutral towards godwin
dun complicate things further lols.
hopefully things work out
he quite poor thing leh
one guy in the class
from the clique got kicked out
now come stick to our side le
also got ppl dun like him
how's he going to survive
after today i a bit pity him more
dun hate him la.

dunno y...
i think coz i knew him quite long le after all ba...
used to it.
i ALREADY know what kind of person he was
ok not rly. i tot he changed.
apparently not.
he's still him -.-
so oh well.
it no longer affects me lols.
hope the conflicts end soon
hope he changes for the better -.-

after lunch we split lor
my group + sarah went starbucks split jobs
after that
MINI TOONS HAVE 45% DISCOUNT TODAY! (and minibits and miniprincess)
for just ONE HOUR LEH
LOL
so we went shopping HAHA
bought stuff at minibits
paid for zhenyan's necklace coz she no money today
i bought a necklace for my mum bdae too
and some rubber bands.
then mini toons nth much so didnt buy
after that sarah they all all left
left me and zhenyan
we go t3 LOL
went mini toons at that side
i bought someone's present too
and cola sweet hahahaha thats about all i think
i lost my handphone pouch de CUTE keychain
so wanted buy BUT NO MORE LE SO SAD LA :( hahaha
i was the last customer who received the 45% discount! LOL
but queue DAMN LONG LA like half and hour or so lor

then went minibits again
bought a box to put my mum's necklace
promotion was over by then
but i got membership card ma
so cheap box become cheapcheap la. hahahaha
and then after dragging for so long finally went home

i went tm de mini toons
wanted to check if the keychain there have anot
but there also out of stock :(
wanted to buy another one
but i no more cash le:(
min $15 purchase to use credit card sianz
so i didnt buy.
next time ba.
still need go there some other time de
coz got more presents to buy.
all presents de not for myself :( hahaha
but i had fun haha :D

say hi to the dumbo

(i realised that i used this title b4
when i typed it in -.-)

yes that will be me.

i feel my brain malfunctioning
growing older and slower...