maybe...

maybe i wasn't tt calm about pw after all?
i totally felt nothing eh b4 during n after.
ok maybe a bit
but not much la.
a bit toooo calm
very weird.
wonder if i was just trying to think positively
forcing myself to not care
though i actually do
oh well. i dunno myself very well after all...
maybe i care about pw after all...
care tt we didn't get tt A
though we put in a lot of effort.
but i do know its not rly gd
lack creativity n stuff.
and shermaine same score as us.
if she A i will be pissed xP
maybe i'm feeling upset like how elaine was..
maybe im not...
maybe i really cant be bothered about
my h1 pw score...
its just 1.25 away anyway.

my better guess would be
i am a trueblue sore loser -.-
just now play ar
lost everything lor practically
then got into sianz mood
but it lasted so long is weird
nothing big to raise my spirits la i think.
but i doubt its tt big a reason lor
whats wrong with losing
i lose very often de anyway~

so my biggest guess is.
pms -.-