Discouraged

I really feel so discouraged lols.

I know I haven't been putting in enough effort
but this feeling sucks.
Needing to ask my friend for help sucks.
Especially he's not even Math major.
He's taking this module as a minor lol

Damn angry at myself.
Bloody hell. It was a JC-level DE question and I couldn't solve it.
What was I thinking. Ugh.

Ugh. After this semester,
I'm really wiping my hands free of other commitments
except the temporary ones like camp la lol.

I hope I would study harder without all those stuff bugging me throughout.
Because I hate this feeling.
Makes me feel weak. Really really noob and lousy.

I can do it!!!! It's Math. I can work harder and I can do it.
They can, and so do I. And I will do it.

@.@