Out.

Get out of my life.
Stop ruining it. It's bad enough.

Exam is annoying in so many ways.
So many annoying ways of being annoying.
>.< Aish. Grgrgrgr.

Holding it in isn't easy but no choice.
STUDY.
I gotta study and...everyone else gotta study too.
Can't disturb....... >.<

Feeling so damn stressed today.
So worried.
Two papers tomorrow but I have no confidence for both.

Calculus II and Business Finance
Calculus I have revised all my notes
I thought it would be fine
but when I looked at the pyp
I really going crazy already
I can't do any of the questions.
Panic struck me. Seriously.

I thought I would be able to do it.

But maybe it's because of my state today
Have been feeling disoriented the whole day
throat feeling horrible
feels so dry and horrible and
my nose also working up
idiot. not at this time...
damn. haven't been able to focus well
doing pyp also can't think

but i very scared tomorrow also like that
then how >.<
i haven't even finish studying biz fin but there's barely an hr+
tmr after calculus to finish bizfin.
I really need bizfin to pull up my score
since my core are ALL so worrying

damn worried.
feel so stressed.
coz charlynn went home
i'm left in the room alone for a whole week
being alone and stressed is driving me crazy
cried a bit then come write this to calm myself down.

whatever it is
however it will be
i still have to finish doing everything
still gotta try my best

but i am really very worried
no confidence at all...

and the most confident module this sem
which is surprisingly c++
also screwed up coz some idiot friend
i taught her one of the assignment
she copied my code
and i think she share with others too
then me and another friend kana caught for plagiarism
wts i really wtswtswts feel like screaming at her
still have to act like nothing happened. she also nvr ask abt it alr
what the shit. seriously.
i emailed the TA several times but he is very insistent.
damn it.
out of sooo many who copied
why am i the unlucky one.
and i did it by myself some more damn. super angry one.

worst thing is the score for the assignment become -100
not even just 0 but -100. wts??!
i supposed to get full marks for my 4 assignments
total weightage 15%
but now become 7.5% bloody hell.
i really wanted to pull up my gpa using this mod
coz i was scoring 40++/50 until now. then coz of this.
zzz...what a horrible turn of events.