You're Beautiful

AHHH THEY ARE SO DISTRACTING!

cham la slack too much le :(((
no mood study leh :(
zzzz still slacking.
oh no. next week jcts le.
should go study NOW!
ok. after i finish this. haha.

finished watching you're beautiful last weekend.
it's fab man hahahahaha
<3333 jang geun suk and lee hong ki!
esp jang geun suk HAHA
oh my they are sooo distracting!!!
i was melting listening to their songs la
damnnnn nice~
i copied the notes and was singing along
hahahahahhaha :P
argh have to conc liao la :(
haha.
but it rocks la seriously :P
haiz.
ok back to planet earth........................
face the irritating stuff.

well i did do work lor.
just that. well it's not enough.
haha.
gotta put in double triple effort la.
or maybe in ten folds will work better -.-

AHHH

HAIYO
very irritated again
lols.
so often -.-
but seriously!!!!!
PW AGAIN
ARGH.
wth they want man.
i see the gpp i also sianz le la
always i do de...
tt's y i could nvr relax when i pass work
to them
coz they always give me substandard work.
ask them research ar
also dun wan liao le.
ok la. big deal la.
i feel like washing my hands off it totally man.
let them do everything.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
we'll probably fail
argh.

last last friday i think it was 4 june la.
i sent them the stuff
ask them research etc
since we gng clep camp left zhekang
so i tell them research send zk by end of thurs
zhekang to do this time gpp by yesterday.
zhekang that weekend got camp also
but mon to thurs dun think she got anything
or she dint say la
doubt so.
anyway thursday i coming back from lep camp
THEN SHE MSG ME ASK WHAT SHE SUPPOSED TO DO EH
WTH???
that 4 days what had she been doing!?!?!
before i left for camp
i already sent her my research lor lols
and she say no one else had sent her
then last friday the one after the camp
she say sunday then send me. today la.
late le la.
apparently susan and shermaine STIll havent send her anything
WTH LA THEY ALLL

and then the gpp
i send zk one is original copy
one is with the teacher's comments that i added in
and she give me back what sia.
crap.
she took so long to just do that?!?!?!?!
damn wth leh.
how many lines she edit only?!
i told them dunno how many time
i hope this is our LAST GPP
but apparently not going to happen man
im so lazy to even look thru and edit it properly now
i look at it dunno how many times le
i tried my best le
but it keeps get returned back
but yet they dun wanna be serious with it.
crap
crap.
crappppppppp
argh.
HOWWWW
i feel like scolding them la
zzzz
i tried hinting zk
that what she have given me is TOO LITTLE
and is sooo zzzz
but she didnt catch the hint
haha
i cant scold them la.
zzz
howhowhow
i dunno what to do with it le la.
i sent her the research she also didnt rly use lor.

they send me research is ONLY url de leh
i still summarise and write eg how it can be used leh
BUT SHE NVR EVEN BOTHER TO PUT IT INN??
i put refine ah coz it's rly no gd ar some parts
too brief etc la
then she just add in so little it
add in only no editing.
she totally only do what i specified and is super briefly
and she didnt even do all leh.
some parts were ignored.
whattt la leave for me do meh
crap la.
I DUN WAN DO EITHER LA.

wanted to post about lep camp de.
but i was lazy.
now sianz also.
i keep slacking also sia sianz
i made a studying schedule but not very following leh
its better than usual at least
i did follow half of it o.O haha
but not completing each day's tasks lols.
slacker.
lols.
while everyone else is mugging...

oh please...

i hope im reading it all wrongly...
but...
it points more and more to that direction leh.
how...
i rly dunno what to do now. :(
haiz.

haiyo.
dunno la sianz.
he ar.
i reaaallllyy dunno what he want la.
okok i shall start from...

he quite long time nvr talk to me...
since that time.
haha
then recently suddenly 'came alive' again.
well i talked to him on fb ma
wall post.
started from there la.
tt time still okay
summore is i initiated de.
then he smsed me like i think 1 week later?
casual chat only
but...well. so long no talk
it was okay though a little sudden o.O
random

but then that time
i didnt think much of it
there's nth what
we are still friends
so we were chatting.
full stop.
tt's all i tot anyway.

OH YA i rmb liao!
the first time i started finding 'signs'
that i hoped i misinterpretated.
was his fb statuses. they were totally.....
haiyo i rly hope it means nothing...
hmm
first one was may 26: really dont knw wat to do?????? hiazzzzz...........
second one was oh also may 26: Jus becos of one person everything will change but the person will not change jus becos of u
third one was may 31: ven if u wan to pls the person to come back to u, is no use, cos the person is wit u but the heart is not wit u.......:))))
well,
can be i bhb think too much la of coz
coz all those can mean that
he got new girl o.O
coz today his status: Is a person cruel when they say NO to u
so i dunno la o.O
hopefully?

but then ar
ytd i write i dumbo want bang wall ar
then he crap go suggest his chest
wth lor -.- make me roll my eyes hahahaah
this is out of pt but ya
LOL

then today is the ultimate de man!
due to all those mentioned.
i put on my msn nick:
(something like)
I don't know what he wants from me. Seriously
AND THEN HE GO MSN ME SAY:
he wants love from you
lucky i was playing so nvr see
i only saw after i came out.
wth.
seriously LUCKY I WAS PLAYING
if not. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO SAY???
haiz.
but then after giving it some thought
i should lower my self esteem haha
think he was just joking la.
and he must have a new girl or sth.
must be.
please let it be true.
but it will be sad if tt's the case
coz he's rejected. haha. :P

haha

i wanna say sth here
but someone will read HAHA
kaypo cher will read and
he might die laughing
so i shant say.
but anyway actually nth much la...
very lame
but i think it's quite funny :P
scared cher think too much since
there's no other meaning
i just nth better to do
so yea HAHA :P
i hope i'll know what im talking about
when i come bk and read all these next time HAHA

say hi to the dumbo

DUMBO LA
prepared quite a lot stuff leh
wanted ask mr ang mark my work de
got questions to ask de
BUT I LEFT MY WORK AT HOME!!!! WTHHHH

yesterday i packed the work
filed everything nicely into my yellow file
and then labelled chapters with dividers somemore!
AND THEN
THIS MORNING IN A HURRY
THEN LEFT IT ON MY TABLE FORGOT TAKE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sianz de lor!
haiz.
but it was...okay ba :D
cher gave me 2 questions to try.
weird complicated questions...as usual.
and tot me sth new again. for inequalities this time.
great.

i dun care what mum says.
there's nothing wrong...
as long as we don't get caught haha
but cher says we won't get into trouble
even if we get caught
since he nvr leak any secret or anything what...
but im quite scared of that
coz i dun wanna give cher any trouble...
o.O

hopefully i'll get an A for jct maths.
i want to show cher my A...if i get one haha.

chem ar i dunno how la
econs also
i'll try.
if jct really bad
i'll PROBABLY get tuition for chem
i need it...
econs i'll have to read up seriously
esp the mags and the sloman thickthick essentials book.

cll need MEMORISE A LOT
and must be able to write well and crap
i'll...try my best.
i think can pass la
but cant score well de... lols.
nvm i'll TRY...