Sunday, May 22, 2011

truth revealed...

hi ppl...

ytd was napfa~
I left home pretty late so I took a cab there
In the end very early haha
But anw I tried my best la
Passed all except standing broad jump
Failed 92 year expectations again...
Like last yr...
Passed 93 94 leh
Idiot.
Today whole body aching can
waste my effort
Then can I dun run this thursday? No pt what...
Zzz....

Anw after tt went eat lunch
And mango ice coz very hot XD
Then went shuting house bathe
Then met char
N went nus together
Tt shuting blurblur
Made us get down wrong stop
Then had to walk two bus stops in nus
Haha nus is freaking big la
After looking at fass open house
We got lost trying to find fos
Took quite a while then take the internal bus service there
So crap la freaking big-.-
Anw fos nth much
Maths ppl are weird
So dao zzz
Didn't learn anything
Then went to hear a talk by some science person
Physics de
Quite interesting eh
He demo a lot stuff for us!
Funny sia him
Interesting lecture we had(:
yupps then went home at 5

Today ache all over
Argh...back pain tummy pain leg pain:(
Lucky hand nvr pain...
Then just now eat lunch
I ask mum
Why my ic write 92
Make me fail napfa twice;(
Then she told me my story...

Since young I had the theory that I was adopted
I can't rmb le
Maybe they sortof told me before but I didn't fully believe
Or they threw hints like pancakes haha
Anyway I alr had tt idea that since pri sku
Was upset before
But I didn't rly care la I just tot
They are my parents. End of story.
My only parents. Yepp.
Now the theory is confirmed
I am really adopted.
But my thinking hasn't changed.
I only have them as my parents.
Yupps.

Anyway story was sth like
Coz of china's lousy one child policy
I was unwanted as a girl in china
China blood runs in me...should I go 'ew'?
Haha jk...I have no feud against them
Anw then I was thrown into the orphanage
Mum heard about me then they adopted me la
But I was only 2 so couldn't la
Then got some agent help them
Use some other person's name n ic to bring me bk
So put me as 92 lor
Then mum say she went to find MPs at that time
So that I can start sku later
Coz I can't be like those 92 de ma..too young le la
But I only got to start one yr later
Yupps so I ended up with all my 93 friends
Though I'm actually a 94 kid. Yupps
Thts how it is.

Mum say nvr expect me to repay or anything
Just be a good gal
She say see me like tt won't yang them next time one
Just recognize tt I'm alr living a very gd life liao
Coz if not for them I still an unwanted girl in there...
Then she tell me I have one cousin same as me
Tt one know alr even better to her parents la etc
I felt like telling her
I never tot of throwing them aside
I would yang them one lor...
But I kept quiet...as usual
Tried to be calm la
I was eating ma
So just eateateat dun look up much

But after tt cried a bit la
Which was rly dumb coz there's nth to cry about
I dun rly feel sad lor
Cry what??
But dunno la just felt like crying
anw now I'm fine le la XD
At least now I know
That I'm a 94 kid
From china XP

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