my decision

well i wanted to post
another HOWHOWHOW post haha
coz i dunno wan drop chem to h1 or completely
but then i guess i have come to my decision.
i tot for a while.
and i talked to mrs low just now too.
after the chers' meeting
it was funny coz i walk past the doors
to lt3 or lt4
then all the chers swarm out haha
quite scary

anyway talked to her
she said the usual stuff la actually
she say content is really pretty heavy
she expected me to do much better than what i did this time
coz jct wasnt tt bad
but then. well. lols
she say i, like many others, lack practice
yepp i agree
i practically didnt study
wellwell.
she say if i can push myself to work hard
i can do it de
she say if i have the time and willing to push
then h1 is fine.
she's fine with me taking h1.
but if not and anyway no use to future course
then forget it. just drop.

well i wanna conc on other subs. rly.
actually i would gladly drop econs instead
but then it's more possible to come into use
so yea shall keep econs
and i will throw chem away.
im not sure of my decision yet actually
but more or less la.
i scared i sway still
but i know once i rly decide
i wont regret coz it's my decision in the end
i dun like regret
but before tt
i need to confirm my decision.

anyway tt's it.
bye chem. tt's my decision for now.
hope it doesnt change.
before it change i should quickly go get drop form LOL

I AM GOING TO APPEAL FOR H3 MATHS
SERIOUSLY
i dun care la.
without chem my grades are ADD/D lols
char AAAB/C wor
see she so pro haha
not bad leh she econs still B lols.
im in char's portal acc HAHAHAHA
hack her acc
coz i know her ic hahahaha
damn pro lehhhhhh
her physics is 98%!!!!
WA econs 94%!!!!
maths 92% i 95% :D:D:D
but all damn gd ehh haha tsktsk..
think she wan h3 too
either maths or chem i think
o.O
i told her take maths with me hahaha :D
then can everything ask her help hehe
and it would be nice to go lesson with her agn.
its been so long(:

OH YA
TODAY DAMNNNNN
i dunno is funny or scary la
at first it was funny
i laughed like crazy at them
but then it got so scary
i was freaking out LOL
sudden change.
well from the beginning...

pw op lesson
wanshan group present
today is MS ANG observe again! :D
i wrote comments for them again haha
before tt i was damn tired
oh waitwait rewind.

before tt was chem lecture.
i wanted to pon and stay in library study
or read my cll book
in the end they scare me say
scully mr tong come etc
nobody stay with me
in the end i went lecture too
slept for 75% of the lecture as usual.
i can never stay awake for a chem lecture seriously.
ok. once i did. actually did. lols
yea lor so i slept
then go pw lesson
still damn tired coz i just woke up LOL

yea so super tired.
so i ask ying en if still need write comments
she see i very tired
she say its ok tired then nvm
so i a bit softhearted liao LOL
was considering.
then kailun come say MUST WRITE MUST WRITE
i was like WTH???
so bu ke qi de tsk
i doing a favour here ok! haha
but thinking of the other 3 nice ppl
i still wrote for them ^^
i like being nice
although zhenyan keep suaning me
say be nice to them no use de
they wont appreciate
be nice to them still get bullied de
whats the pt etc
lols i tell her
be nice to others not to get anything back
it's called being NICE
it doesnt necessarily have to be seen as a favour
lols ((:

anyway.
after their presentation.
half the class gone
susan suddenly made a suggestion to us
she say wan bring our actual comic
and show to examiners for our op
zhenyan say no pt
she say no use
etc
then they started arguing
just light argument nth much
i tried to think
see which side i agree with
but i ok with both haha
so i shut up
listen to their argument
see who can convince me haha

then it got slightly heated
so i tell zhekang they fighting
i was laughing already LOL
coz actually not very tense la
just argument it's pretty comical
they werent actually fighting
it was loud and fast but light atmosphere relatively
then ms ang left the class halfway thru.
she didnt realise anything i guess haha
then become zhekang and zhenyan argue
i was still laughing quite badly
but then i saw shermaine using her laptop
with earphones and all lols wth
how can she 置身事外?? it's her grp members quarreling here.
so i shouted at her tell her they arguing
ask her make her stand etc
she seesee a while
say aiya just let them argue la
then went back do her thing -.-
ahhh ignore her la
i continued laughing at them LOL
after tt zhenyan tell me she wasnt angry de la
just playing arnd also
trying to get her pt thru at the same time
haha
yea still pretty light n funny atmosphere
slightly tense

then it got more and more heated
but still ok.
i was getting a little worried.
and everyone was staring at them
asking them cool down
they shouting over kim's head LOL
damn funny kim looked scared HAHA
then things got bad
when susan suddenly came over and joined in
she was damn agitated la
zzzzzzzzzzz
super agitated lor her.
practically shouting
so zhenyan got mad too
then well zhenyan got so angry she just took her stuff and left
she said they wasnt listening to her pt
and she dont agree with their pt either
then she left
nvr wait for me even :( haha
anyway by then i was freaked out
our group always had tt tension
but first time break out de.
i was scared lols.
anyway i went find zhenyan
and i heard miranda say "our group is kailun and wanshan.
they fight de lor" LOL
damn funny. i know about tt hahahahaha.
those two are practically enemies now.
LOL wanshan usu very nice
but when come to kailun
she rly can be sooo sarcastic i was shocked HAHA
but nice one man :D hahahaha

anyway i found zhenyan
we discussed
i think me n zhenyan much closer by now
and i think im a pro at dealing with her anger liao LOL
appeased her easily.
tt time zhekang made her angry
during pw meeting ma
i noe how de la
so i just continue discuss with zhenyan
she still looked a bit pissed but she will answer and help
tt insensitive zhekang still tell me
sth like later then do. she cannot do work with angry ppl
then ask zhenyan appease or sth
i was like LOL leave it to me man hahahahaha
no la i didnt say tt i tot that. hahahaha
anyway i just continued
and things were fine haha
zhenyan's an amazing person.
an all-work person.
she very serious about work de.
so its easy.
if ur serious she will be
and she will be fine ^^
she's a nice person. really haha

then after sku
i studied with her.
ytd too.
today did a lot
coz dismiss early ma
oh ya wanshan told us civics is at 1.20pm sia
so we tot still damn long time
so went library study
in the end
12.58 she call me
say civics is at 1250
she say wrongly LOL
then we chiong there hahahaha
but nth much
i just saw them all arnd mr ng's com
looking at grades
coz morning when i see
gp not out
but by then all out
mr ng say all promote worrrr
but shermaine say she maybe wan drop out lols.
i tot of sth horrible lols
i tot "then why come and join our pw in the first place"
LOL damn mean
but well not like she did totally nth
without her we will hve slightly more work after all
i should scold myself for tt tot hahahaha
whatever la.

so we ended at 1.18
and went library study cll
till 3+ i meet mrs low
then study again
till 4.50+
then left
but i damn slow
zhenyan completed one poem
i not even halfway thru my 古文
hahahaha but i feel accomplished
coz i didnt feel sianz at all doing cll just now
i was tired and i slept a bit in btw
20-30 mins i think
zhenyan did too. before me haha
but we rly did work(:
it was nice :D
sku library rly gd for studying
but then hols come bk so troublesome
i rly gotta find somewhr else tt's rly conducive............
anu suggestions?
shuting tt time de place would be gd............
but then dunno can go anot..........