moody

I'm like already in a damn bad mood today
and my dad has to add fuel to it
wts.
today a lot of near-crying
and veryshort crying lols.
no real crying la
mostly just teary
pms la haha

maths was gd i guess
kailun didnt say anything surprisingly
i was worried coz she was sitting behind me
but luckily nth :D
zhenyan did well too((:

cll sucks
seriously.
i tot i can do ok for tt de leh
so damn disappointing
really.
result of not studying.
44/100. nice.
and so many 60+ and 70+ around
im worried even more moderation
can i pass???
i was relying on this to pass!
shit la.
hopefully plus jct de can pass la
since pretty close to passing.
h3 probably no hope.
but i'll still try.
no harm trying ma.

anyway was in a bad mood today in sku
got quite pissed a few times
coz we went library as a class during gp
cher say gp post mortem all go borrow books
there got 3 classes sia
so crowded haha
anyway we took books le
then go queue to borrow
so long queue lor
then veron behind me ma
she say she got lesson after lunch
we break ma
so i say let her go first la since we longer time
but then she going lunch with us anyway
then i say suan le lor
going tgt anyway
then she say i 假好心
wth ok lor whatever lor
then i just shut up lor
she know i not happy la
then keep pushing me from behind -.-
wan 撒娇 ar???
haha but i smiled la hehe
irritating ver haha
haiya
反正就是today keep mood swings la
a bit also unhappy
then next sec ok le -.-
pms sia LOL

i was upset about cll for a pretty long time
but anyway ms ang say i can still try
she will fill in anything she can
so yea try lor.

pw elaine group do op
mr ng watch
he damn critical
so scary
but actually its gd
with criticism comes improvement
but he last teacher to see ours leh
zzz we wont be able to change much le
by the time he see ours
hope its gd by then...........
but elaine grp so poor thing just now
he say their project like no project
only got pilot test wor lols
quite cham.
but true lor. a lot of grp also leh...

just now come home
i was still moody haha
then i forgot what happened also
just not very happy la then go into toilet
close door
cried a bit
just a liiiittlle bit
outburst. twice.
sot le me.
cut wrong wire -.-

oh ya before tt
i sit at my desk play monopoly on my ipod again.
play game leh also got teary once LOL
coz when ur in bad mood
nth goes smoothly
everything appears horrible
so i was losing what
then i scolded myself say why ppl can i cannot.
then i got upset
coz i tot about maths and cll and everything
i was thinking
why ppl could get 90+ for maths i couldnt
why ppl can get 60+ 70+ for cll i couldnt
and i got teary.
zzzz then i scold myself for being dumb
think of that for what dumb use -.-
i just have to work harder......really........
really really harder.................. :'(

then just now
~10 mins ago
our house phone line sot again
it's always like tt
suddenly like cut off like tt
cannot call or receive call
the line is DAMN lousyt
then need off the modem and re-on
anyway my dad did that
and he sot
go bang bang bang the modem on the table
i was using his monitor and my com ma
his monitor already more or less spoil lor
table shake a bit then ir black out
so when he bang ar
it blacked out again
then i was like wthhhhhh
bang what bang la
u bang will ok meh zzzz
then he went crazy
go reset the com
no rxn
he bang the computer -.-
still nth
and then he kicked it
WTH LOR WHATS WRONG WITH HIM
anyway he tortured the computer until it came alive la
i was telling him
my work tmr need hand in de eh wth
then i tear again
crap.
argh.
very bad mood today. really.
and then everything has to happen today.
i cant rmb if there's anything else...

shuting msn me ask me jy and i teary again lols -.-
i really owe a lot to my friends ((:

saw carol in sku
she very upset ytd about chem
she did very badly i think
she didnt say how much
but she very sad
she hugged me in the LT lols
so i was trying to comfort her
today saw her
she ask me about maths
i say ok lor
then she hug me again
say quite bad
i say got pass de right
she say ya la
then i say ok what!!
then told her must go j2 with me ar! haha
scully become i cant go...... -.-


CHOY :P