update update!

about 2 days didnt online!!
haha achievement sia :P
anyway~~~~~~

tues do csc till 2+
then wednesday SUPER DAMN TIRED MAN!
totally half dead in sku la HAHA
in morning i didnt even bother to wait for joscelin
i just msg her tell her i go first
coz i was too tired to stand over there and wait
i scared i fall asleep there
later ppl think i crazy then call IMH :P
anyway so i went sku and slept for 20 mins :D
didnt help much
i lack much more sleep than that haha
so whole morning kept sleeping
esp during lectures :P
hehe. it's so nice to sleep in lectures! :PPPP
maths lecture ar
cher catch others quite a lot
but left me alone THANKFULLY! :P
i think coz tt day
got another class de girls so sit front row
so they blocked me who is damn short
so yupps cher nvr catch me sleeping hehe :PPP
afternoon i was much better le though
was pretty high actually
i think it has sth got to do with lunch
it perks me up
i dunno y. usu ppl more sleepy after lunch.
but food has an oppo effect on me....usually :P
my clique always say that of me anyway though i usu disagree
i think is coz lunch
i not doing work HAHA
chat and laugh with them
rest rest a bit
that's y feel more awake ba?
dunno. my theory :P

and that day was MR ANG BDAE!
I had planned to sms him very early hopefully at 12am de
but then as i said i was doing csc till very late
and i was half dead the next morning
SO I FORGOT!!
not a good excuse but so sorry cher!!!
I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO FORGET!
better than veron who didnt even NOE his bdae can~ :PPP
i lunchtime suddenly rmbed ma
so i told veron
she say she wan pretend she forgot
then msg him at midnight
i was like LOL? u really forgot what dun need pretend.
oh no. is dun even noe....
lols :P

anyway wanted to post on wed de
but had work to do at night so didnt come on9 to post lor.
mr ang was very nice
and encouraging ((:
but HE'S SO DAMN FUNNY HAHHAHA
he was telling me dun treat him as my toy
HAHAHAHAHAHA
he's so comical :P
but he did spur me on
coz i say i usu wont determined for long
then he say will send me stressful reminders
even if he left for the states
coz i REALLY have to work REALLY hard in the hols...
that was nice of him.
even if he didnt mean it
i was still touched
:P haha

that day while i going home
i typed into my ipod what i would post that day
but didnt get a chance.
so post now :D
here's what i wrote:
I think I don't deserve mr ang's kindness
unless i really meet his requirements
unless i work really hard
or AT LEAST put in my utmost best effort and STOP SLACKING...
I can do much better than this
i know I can or at least i should tell myself i can. :P
SOOO
I SHOULD do better than this.
I need to and I have to.
I WILLLLLL DO BETTER!!!
I WILLL WORK HARD AND DO WELL FOR THE JCTS!!
I will try my best and study hard
I won't disappoint mr ang,
my irritating friends who alienate me,
my demanding parents
and myself, the dumbo.
I AM (WAS) DETERMINED TO DO WELL!!!!
I wonder how long this will last
but erm I'll make the best out of it while it lasts i guess...
Maybe I'll actually like studying
and continue working hard...HMM NVM
tt's thinking too much :P
all i can say is jiayouus and STUDY HARD!!
hopefully i will do well...
一日为师，终生为父
(for the benefit of non-chinese speaking ppl:
translation: once a teacher, always a father
ok the el doesnt make sense
but ya la sth like tt la :PP)

mr ang is wonderful HAHAHAHA
wednesday i took out my pi pa gao
then put into the fridge
dun wan hide it la
hide until when man
and my mum is in a better mood le anyway
she didnt say anything
so ytd night i go ask her if she saw it
then i realise
she tot is my dad buy de
but she isnt against it :D
that's good enough
i told her it's from mr ang ((:
then she was surprised
not a lot la just a bit.
she emotions very little de :P
anyway she was like: "who? so nice meh?"
hahahahaha ya lor
cher so nice! HAHAAH

aiya i ytd got things to post too
but i forgot le :(
didnt write into ipod first...
i only rmb...
break time we go library
then i wanted to do chem
coz thursday i dunno y
but i was feeling more determined than wed
i just felt so dunno y...
so i was doing chem...nah is TRYING to do chem
but i was sleepy
so erm i nodded off while reading my notes
got laughed at a bit after tt hehe :P
then anyway kailun asked me math ques about lecture notes
so i anyhow explain HAHA
she understood. which is good.
coz im not good at that chapter either
lucky they ask simple questions
that were the parts that i wasnt asleep :P
after tt i wanted to take a rest first
so i lie on table and rest
THEN I COULDNT FALL ASLEEP
)(#*&@#%(*@)#(%)#
so ok i gave up
and sit up and read chem notes
and then i nod off again
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
it was damn funny la.
chem notes hypnotising man!!!!
everytime go econs or chem lecture
i at first super awake
listen and highlight
halfway sleeping liao le. -.-
haiz.
SIANZ LA
like that how make it for JCT!?!??!

chem tutorials
cher teach quite well la
but my basics not even there!!
how understand what she talking?@?!?!
haiyo. i like sec sku better
coz they go thru the notes better
now they so super brief
summore while i sleeping
so nothing went in
they last time teach in lessons
much better lor
i can understand at least.
i can ask questions
and answer cher a lot de.
well the class hated me
for becoming ms chan's fav student with char
i was too noisy i guess
keep answer ms chan and ask questions
i did tone down after tt though lols
jc system is NO GOOD FOR ME!!! :((
so sleep-inducing la~
haiyo...

anyway our very nice mr ang
say he will still help us ((:
so me and ying en looking for him on monday
oh and kailun wants to come along.
elaine and wanshan also wan find him
but erm dunno if they will arrange with him anot o.O
but hmm i think elaine not free la
i heard jos say
they from next week onwards
EVERYDAY CO!
next next week also.
cham sia they damn poor thing.
anyway so yea good luck to them.
and cher donating The Economist 2006-2008 to us!
i asked the class.
not all replied
but ya la they want the mag
so yepp like tt.
elaine say let kailun keep the mag then
when the class want then get from kailun
but i forgot ask kailun if it's ok with her...
if not then i keep.
hmm should ask her soon.

today lunchtime
they discuss their families lols
they have young parents man
elaine's grandma is younger than my dad -.-
zzz LOL
aiya im sorta used to it la
they talked about how close they are with their parents
and their relations with their siblings too.
elaine best la.
DAMN close with her mum
she say like sisters like tt
and she and her bro loves each other too ((:
ying en and kailun both have very loving mum
ying en's dad DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA
very passionate person i guess
ying en say he everyday say ILY to her leh LOL
then like will wan attract her attention tt type la
very loving person HAHA
but her mum not tt type
she say she got her mum's genes, the more loner one LOL
but her siblings all got her dad's sociable and open genes
she not very happy about that HAHA
she's not very close with her sis though
dun talk de.
they got cold war 6mths+ before sia
scary LOL
now also dun talk much
coz both keep use com o.O
but her bro reptty sensible kid ((;

kailun coz away from home
so her mum esp gd to her
they everyday talk thru phone sia!!!
verrryy caring mum also de.
veron say she n her mum like friends like tt
but nvr talk to dad de
coz dad always overseas.
lols mine. i got nth to share haha
i just listened.

elaine asked if our mums cried b4
mine once
elaine once
ying en say her mum cries easily lols!!
kailun say her mum usu cry when kailun sick or sth
wow....very loving mum man
my mum scolds me for getting sick and wasting money
and troubling them -.- lols...
no one wants to listen to stories like mine
so i kept quiet haha
theirs more interesting :D
i quite envied them la
but well little bit la
thinking bout it now makes the envy worse o.O
but it's ok
it's ALWAYS LIKE THAT
last time in my clique also
all happy families
oh shuting de pretty complicated though.
carol de quite similar to mine
but she has a bro to share still...
but well she understands best le
i used to complain to her a bit sometimes haha
she would too.
i miss them :(

today GOT BACK GPP~~
horrible la.
we need MUCH MORE substantial evidence for EVERYTHING
basically every point need evidence la
need LOTS of research to be done~
so we need find out how to make the game
if not
then change plan
they wan make board game sia
but erm not very creative?
hmm cher say we need to be able to make the
board game stand out
like more interesting and effective than current ones
if not then dun wan.
sianz.
after tt i smsed all of them
tell them what they need to research lor.
tmr after college day then need discuss le.
i haven't done yet.
dun feel like doing
i just wanna slack :P
PW SUCKS!!! :P
school sucks la anyway :P
i want to do well for PW :((
haiz. we need a good plan.
but then they aren't contributing much
IT SUCKS BEING THE LEADER LA
im like leader for both pw and csc?!?!

csc is terrible
the other 2 grps presented le
left our group nia
next tues our turn le.
but haven finish. no progress since wed la
i need find stuff and send to elaine by sunday
i didnt do a gd job apparently
elaine taking over for now
at least not all i doing ((:
share share.
anyway she going edit the stuff and settle script i guess
then send back to me for me to do final editing and evaluation.
hmm hopefully it's good.
we so much more time than other groups
we would have to be much more presentable seriously.
JIAYOUUS!!
PW TOO!!
AIM FOR MY A!
hope lowlowlowlowlow but aiya TRY LOR~
BO BIAN :(

oh ya today wanshan miranda fanye
all mc sia
LOL sianz
everybody's getting sick.
my stomach also playing tricks on me
few days liao leh
it just keep aching then after a while ok le
then ache again then ok
ache again then ok
damn irritating
so i skipped pe today haha
i scared run halfway too upsetting
scared i vomit or sth
so yea dun care la.
today it was worse.
pain lor :(
dunno y also.
haiz.
must be lack of sleep la
makes my body really bad de
and i haven't been eating very healthily i guess :P
can't help it.
im greedy :P
aiya hope my stomach heals soon
it's super distracting and irritating :(

today got maths book 3 CALCULUS!
$7.20 sia
wth. SUPER EX
SUPER THICK!
mr ang says sku notes are no use de HAHA
true la
sometimes it's quite diff to understand
when rly go try the questions then i noe.
but im a bit lagging behind in maths liao sia
i need lots more time
yet this weekend going to spend on gpp
that is due on monday latest tues though... :P

WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH SIANZ....