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argh hate it when my dad is in the room
when i use the com
nah i should say
i hate it when he uses the com
everything also ask me
everything also dunno
then still wan do this do that
he use com like once in a blue moon
he doesnt even have anything to do on com!!
yet he like to install lots of crap into the com
ask me how do this do that
tell him that one dun need click
this one no use no need care
then he say just help him la talk so much for wat -.-
zzz nvr even use download for what
wan download then ownself download la
i dun even support him lor why help him sia
help le still get scolded
dun help also scolded
argh super irritating
i using com he also here ar
argh cannot tolerate it.

coz my com same room as study desk ma
sometimes i doing work
then he come use com ar
wah...cham la!
totally dun need do work de
he damn noisy la
talk crap
i juz ignore him de la then he angry
whole day say he very 疼我
ask me score well in sku etcetcetc
whole day only noe how to say
not like he's helping -.-
then when i doing work he sitll come bother me
for goodness sake
is u ask me to work hard de
then at least leave me alone when im doing work?
damn spoil my mood de lor

my dad got talent for spoiling my mood la seriously
sometimes i very happy
go home ar press bell
dad open door then all the crap start le
haven even step in the house
he ask all sorts of useless ques liao tsk~
then my mood totally ruined lor
my parents always tell me i always like this always like tt
but they also like tt what!?!
everytime like tt
only know say me...they dun correct themselves either
nah they dun see themselves as wrong de
they are ALWAYS right -.-

this time sick ar
my mum actually brought me to the doctor lols
amazing...
she did search for med a while though
dun have la apparently
then she say scared i get worse then weekend/pub hol no doc
very troublesome so might as well ytd go.
but from she know i sick ar
she keep scolding liao lor haha
i sick also get scolded la~
say i nvr drink enough water
nvr sleep enough
nvr listen to her
she long time nvr cook herbal tea then i get sick le
so she say should cook more often (AHHHH DUN WAN!!)

but she also will get sick de what -.-
i dun see the reason to say anything
we leave her alone when she's sick
try not to bother/agitate her la
i sick will get scolded sia weird
she drink so much water etc
she also will get sick what -.-
lols~
then sometimes i blurblur drop sth or what
then she also will scold etc
not like she gets scolded when she drops anything
so unfair -.-
i mean i nvr do any of these on purpose what
dunno y need get scolded sia
anybody can make the same mistake la
humans what~
make mistakes no big deal lor
DAMN small stuff anyway she loves making a big fuss out of it.
haha...

just now my dad ask me
can you stop coughing? go eat sweet or sth la
lols like i want to cough~

aiya my house 3 people
all bad temper la haha
so conflicts arise very often
i get scolded like all the time for the same reason -.-
generation gap very serious.
mum older than me by 40, dad older than me by 48~
lols~
they always say i get angry very easily
lols i sometimes dun like it la
then i just keep quiet dun say anything
when u get scolded or what u wont smile and laugh right
sometimess i can but more serious stuff
cannot de what~
cant blame me for putting up an expressionless face ma
at least i dun flare up at them
i dun scold them back
i lazy to even argue with them la
coz mum has sth to say to everything i say
so i learnt to keep quiet
but keep quiet she also dun like -.-
做人真难！haha...
they also get angry super easily what~
they angry they still can scold
i cannot leh
everything bottle in
soemtimes juz grumble in blog la
but i nvr rly blame them la
well im juz grumbling -.-

they always say i dun share things with them
but how share?!?!?!
i tell them things ar
they wont listen as it is de lor
muz pick stuff from there to nag at me de
i not even talking about myself sometimes
mum still can pick sth tell me de
soemtimes tell her someone do this do that
very horrible leh etc
then she will say ya so u know
u cannot do this cannot do that
u....u...u...on n on.
if i say that person is horrible
then i wouldnt do the same thing la
i juz telling her only what
her reaction always so irritating
i juz tell her usual stuff de la
nvr tell her anything deep b4 lols
impossible to tell. -.-

sometimes i sad ar or upset or angry
then ownself cry in my room~
usually at night when i go sleep
juz lie there and cry my heart out
it's nice coz
i really feel much better after tt :D
sometimes i will crycrycry then ask myself
what am i crying for?
then i'll calm down and it feels much better haha
:D

i think i a bit sot de la
everything also tell myself de
i like talk to myself like tt~
share and complain and grumble to myself
but used to it le la
been like tt since ever~
it's not that bad :D haha...