Right or Wrong?

I don't know what is right
and what is wrong about this.

Weiting disagrees with me
but =/ I'm just like this leh.
I also warn myself a lot
but it's difficult to change one.
Just like that lor.

I get attached to something
or someone
very easily.
But I also get out easily.

Good or bad thing?

Like good for me bad for others hor?

But I still mean what I say each time.
Even if I change fast.
Each time is still true.
And I only change
when I can...
as in when there is no commitment
nothing already.

Just don't hold on to something
as long as some do only.
And get attracted a bit too easily.


Is it still wrong?

Anyway...first time kana confessed eh LOL

this one nice guy.
different from rhesus de paikia type of nice haha
really the guai and nice type but not nerd la.

BUT!
he a bit too fast leh=/
don't know how serious he is yet
everyone say wait and see
and yea still need to know him better lols

SERIOUSLY leh
dammmn fast
only know him few days><

Since first day he very obvious already actually haha
Super nice one.

He's bh's ns mate. same bunk n unit de.
Brothers la i think haha.

That day he ate dinner with us (rhesus)
he was sitting opposite me la
then everyone talktalktalk joke etc
then when candy was trying to teach us
do some hand tricks
i couldn't get it right.
then he tried to teach me ma
he got like touch my hand to do the trick
i didn't think so much la but after tt
weiting say the rest noticed it
then i think they alr started thinking too much hahaha

then after that i got ntubs stuff at hall 8 ma
halfway i saw that he added me on fb
so i accepted liao go stalk him a bit
got his phone number from fb go whatsapp him LOL
then talk a bit.

after that i went to bh's room coz just downstairs.
then he text me ask if im back in hall
i say no kidding ask him fetch me
he is bh's friend ma so he say ok
he really come down join us wor
in the end we stayed there till 4am
then he walked me back to my room lor
i asked him give me morning call the next day hahaha
coz got morning lessons><

then next day he met bh for breakfast at around 10.30am
then finish liao he text me ask if i eaten
i was like 'haven't. waiting for you treat haha'
just kidding yo.
then he say 'ok. see you at 12.30 then!'
i stun sia HAHA
coz last night i told him i wanted eat can 1 de dessert
so he say go can 1 for lunch that day
so nice;) hahahaha

then he come my class there fetch me after class summore
then we walk to can 1
i say i dunno what i want to eat yet
he say he also dunno what is nice there
he only know the pizza nice
so i was trying to intro the food to him
i tell him the xiao long bao and ice cream nice
then he really go order xiao long bao and pizza
then we share. he bought drink for me also.

but i damn ps sia i spilled my drink halfway-.-
then he pour some of his into my cup sia haha ><

then after tt walk me back to hall again
reached my room i need to pass some stuff to friend
so he walk me to find my friend and then back to hall again
free or what sia LOL

then at night jio him watch movie on my com with me
after my exam supper la. supposed to end at 930 one.
But i forgot about all the cleaning up time.

I didn't eat dinner before tt so he wanted buy food for me
but in the end just buy bubble tea :D
then he wanted to fetch me at nanyang house summore
i was so surprised and quite touched
coz nanyang house is really quite out of the way eh><

but we ended super late so didnt let him come up
he met me halfway when i walk back
then walk back my hall tgt haha

then when walking back he ask if bh told me anything
Coz previously i asked bh if he is so nice to everyone haha
then bh say he is a nice guy in general esp we both bh friend
so he will nice to me so i didn't think too much lor.

so when he ask if bh told me anything i quite surprised.
apparently bh asked him about it as well LOL

then after tt he say bh asked him 我们有没有在一起 hahahaha
i was like 'REALLY?!'
then he say '如果我说我真的喜欢你,我们有没有在一起?'
I totally stone for a while
then he was like '要想这么久的啊?'
then i was like 'huh???你真的在问我啊??' then he say ya
LOL shock die me ><
i didn't really reply him coz cannot process hahahaha

after tt he was saying bh told him don't too nice until i misunderstand
but is not misunderstanding. he really like me haha
i totally just stone only hahaah
i mean...we only know for erm 2 days? ><
i don't even know him well and he also don't know me well.

Add all the time we spent together till now...hmm
I think about half a day ba. as in put altogether la.
Enough to like someone wor?
And he's evergreen eh, no gf before haha.

But i trust him because he's bh's bro LOL
More specifically, I trust bh.
That's why i'm okay with him haha.

Hmm but he isn't someone active on chat
as in like whatsapp etc haha
mostly i text him then he reply only -.-
a bit sianz

but just now i ask him is he nice to everyone
coz i asked bh before
then he say he told bh he cannot evaluate that
coz he cant say if he himself is nice anot
he think he is not a kind person hahaha
then i ask him how he want me to think
he just tell me 'just be who you are'
this is one line that i like. seriously haha.
it's important to me leh
must be yourself. lols
just now talk to him on fb then he also said tt again.
coz i scared i too noisy la talk too much disturb him or sth
then he say its ok just be yourself.
haha

Shuting say she approves of him liao sia LOL
the rest also all say he very nice
but all agree that need more time to see
because he really lightning speed
need to see how serious he is.
later he saysay only one week sianz liao
then very qian bian lols
so ya. see how.

Anyway i was talking about right or wrong
coz weiting ask if im despo lols
quite sad sia lols

I not despo lor><
I think everyone is different in the way they think
and they things they expect from themselves n others

for me...
i don't need a bf now.
I wasn't looking at all.
I did have a crush on zz but just crush nia nothing one.
I totally never expect anything from tt
just found him quite charming coz
he has a mind of his own and very decisive and
got the seh lor but just like tt only
><

this one also not i look one
i don't think it's wrong to consider it leh.
you never know which one is the right one
which one is the wrong one
and he's been really nice
if he is really serious
nothing wrong giving him a chance ma
he did leave a good impression on me
and he is nice n funny. and guai can study tgt.
quite my type also. nothing wrong what><

i don't think it's being despo eh
i don't mind being single.
i think single good leh freeeeee and easy. haha.

i just get attracted easily only.
as i said in front la.
fall in and out easily one. lols.

don't care. follow heart.^^

do you think he's serious?