continued!

okie so ytd after coming back his hall
we continued studying
then halfway he walked over to me
and bend over to hug me from behind
at the neck area just hug lor haha
i think i jerked a bit like 闪 a bit la
coz i really tio shock hahaaa

he hold my hands tt time
i also got shock a bit la hahahha
i was like 干吗 haha
but quite soft la he didnt reply me haha
thn just leave it lo

then just hold hand walk back hall n back
and also when gg back after tt tt time.

anyway i was saying...
ah when he hug me i shock hahaa
coz i was talking abt sth then he just hug me
i paused like one sec then pretend nth
and continue talking but he got up le la hahaha
quite ps hahaha

he everyday keep ask me sleep earlier
but ownself sleep super late la.
none of the days he sleep earlier than me la.
seriously unfair-.-

anyway now i also dunno how leh.

dunno if he treat me as his gf or what lols
but i nvr treat him as bf yet haha
so still a bit blur.....

dunno if we suitable anot...

i feel that..
we not very natural yet leh
at least i'm not la i think.

like we are quite quiet sometimes...

sometimes feel like i talking but he not listening also=/
and he seldom jio me one
cant rly tell if he really like me lols

dunno if he is happy to see me
he last week see me smile until so happy
i like that smile:)
but now he nvr leh hahahha
he just nod only-.-
seriously confuse die me laaa

then also seldom jio me or try to meet mr
mugging is his priority i think.
thats not wrong of coz.
but he doesnt even jio me to study tgt
sometimes ask him study tgt he also don want
coz he doing work dont want come out or sth
=/ well its good hes serious at his work
just that i dont know what to think ma.

but ytd he like tt hor at least i know
he still feels the same.
can liao ba i guess.

see how it goes ba.
coz now still not very natural
not really opened up
i can talk and stuff but somehow
still got sth holding me back ba

but one thing is i feel more small girl
when with him hahahaha
don't know good or not also.

Too many uncertainties.
He very not obvious leh hahaha
but he evergreen la
so maybe not so good at it:)

I'll give it some more time...
and see how lo