Aish.

Honestly...
I don't dare to leh.
Don't dare to start again.
Scared of failure.

But he is totally new.
He totally no fear
no considerations sia-.-

Anyway today found his old blog
and realised he isn't as guai
as he appeared to be.
He's nice and mugger la still
ok la guai...still quite guai
besides not good with family?
and very qian bian.
Ok la technically that's a good thing
HAHA. Match you mei you....

Since we met hor
we have been talking very nicely
like very ke qi and stuff ma
but just now talk on fb
he really freaking qian bian HAHA
Ok start from top.

Pitch perfect is finally out!
Have been waiting for it since
we watched step up previously haha.
He got jio me but he say
he don't really wanna watch
so I ask other friends first ma.
Supposed to watch with kim on thurs
but today 5+ he suddenly ask if wan watch today
coz tmr holiday ma. but pitch perfect no tix nearby
so we wanted watch skyfall instead.
heard it's really good too!
Then almost fixed liao hor
bh jq caelyn zhen liang kaixun walked over
they say wan watch pitch perfect (kx didn't go)
then in the end pangseh bc coz quite rush anyway
so went 801 put bag first and take car.
Almost cannot watch sia
coz they just realised no tix at 7-.-
so we went amk to watch 9.30 show.
Jam sia then freaking hungry la took like 1.5hr to reach amk.

But pitch perfect is really nice!!!!
Super funny and niceeee
a lot of cheers claps and laughter throughout the show in the cinema
like high or what sia everyone
damn funny la de show
good. really. (Y)
Highly recommended!

After the show went 801 take bag
and cool down rest a while
took one sip of hoegaarden kekeke
then left 801
bc walked me back room:)
holding hands. lols><
but anyway it's getting better.
As in we are talking more comfortably.
Slightly la. Still not say natural la
but ok la better lor.

After that we were talking on fb ma
then ya as i said i found his blog
sec 3 blog keke
then finished reading it. Not very long haha
he didn't post a lot.
But found out that he's been damn qian bian
since long time ago.
Like really qian bian hahaha
the way he talk la i mean hahaha.
but more or less quite guai lor.
Though his life was quite obsessed with
sleeping, studying, money, and chiobus
HAHA but ok la quite common for guys?
Oh and probably gaming too.

Then he talk to me
suddenly very qian bian also lols
LOL i forgot how it started la
i say he very funny coz i reading the blog
then he was like 'now then you know your bf very funny'
then i was like what bf sia LOLOL
ya i think from there he started to qian bian LOL
i told him i don't dare start yet want slowly
then he say ok not together. got it. haha
then i say take it slow ma
then he keep saying i regretting liao LOL

anyway say a lot of stuff lor.
Oh ya i asked him
'if i say i really don't want how?'
then he say 'won't happen lol. not even a point of consideration'
HAHA seriously last warning hahaha.
then i was saying he sec 3 obsessed with chiobu etc etc ma
then ask why he wasnt attached
he say biggest mystery ever haha
then he say too hot in demand liao too many chiobu
very troublesome
HAHA seriously hahahaha.

Aiya that's all la.
Haish. don't know leh=/

Though he's quite funny and nice
but I think I can't help comparing lols =/
I know it's very unfair to him though
so trying to stop it lols
i scared he is not sweet enough
or cannot spend enough time with me
not sensitive or caring enough also.
I scared I will grumble a lot
complain a lot
scared it won't work out=/

Scared...

Also scared he minds...haish.
Haish. Haish. This one worst.
Only fair for him to decide after he knows.
But how can I tell him=/
Haish...

But no matter what
I still think need more time...