Easier said than done

Honestly everything is easily said
but so difficult to really do.

Letting go really an easy thing,
no one said it was.
But everyone can do it...
everyone can but
they just take different length of time to.

I say I have let go.
I say everything is in the past.
I say I don't care anymore.
But yet there's something there
something tugging me.

Some things I have really let go.
I know I have.
I don't care like before.
But things left behind from the past...
they are still there.
Leave me wondering about the future.
Leave me insecure and worried.
Seems more difficult to give my all.

In any relationship
I expect both parties to give their very all.
Both parties should contribute
and achieve that balance.
But everything is easier said than done.
Because humans are greedy...
nothing is ever enough.
We will always complain that
the other party is not giving enough
the other party doesn't care enough
the other party is not good enough
the other party etcetcetc...
There's always something to pick on.
Then it boils down to how much you can accept.

Well, technically to start a relationship
in the first place,
the basic flaws must be ones that you can accept.
Things that you should NOT complain about
once you accept him.
Because accepting him includes those flaws.
Other flaws will surface gradually after that...
and the initial acceptance include those too..
Acceptance of every little thing he does
and all the flaws he has
that's what's gonna make it succeed.
Oh well, and trust and not betraying trust.

Honestly...it sucks seeing your guy
flirting with other girls all the time
and letting it go all the time
just to see it happen again next time.
And just assuring yourself that
he's just playing, he doesn't mean it.
Because even if he's not serious with them...
he's still playing. And that sucks.

And people should learn from their mistakes.
No, they should SEE their mistakes first.
And learn from them.
Not see nothing and learn nothing.
Or see and still learn nothing.

alright. that's all.
bye~