rare...

i used to blog here verrrryyyy seldom hahaha
but hmm recently more often le.
wonder why...
last time here all negative stuff coz well
positive stuff can dump to the other blog
but actually i prefer here :D
but i dun wanna close the other one :(
haha wadeva im crapping again :P

im so sick of not knowing what's going on!! :(
im talking about econs. AGAIN!
i keep talking about it recently
coz well it's annoying me that
i totally have no idea what it's talking about.
well actually i can follow what the lecturer is saying
BUT none of the things register in my brain.
coz they are teaching chapter 5
while my brain still lagging at chaper 2.
ZZZZZ WHAT TO DO?!?!?!?
i need a whole week hols to study and read econs all over again sia
SERIOUSLY AND URGENTLY!!! BOOOO~~

ANYWAY.................................

today went find mr ang for consultation
during free period b4 chem prac ma
shermaine n sarah was there still
when i reached. oh ya and i met an qi at level 1 haha.
sarah was like: sihui, u so clever already still need consultation meh
lols i didnt say anything la
well there's nth i can say or rather
i dunno what i can/should say.
so yepp keep quiet ba :P
nah im not affected. it's too small a thing.
juz mentioning :D

then they left very shortly after.
i asked cher ques from the irritating challenging ques book la
well it's irritating coz some of the ques are so challenging haha :P
cher so serious when he teaching de i realise hahahaha
so funny :D:D
everybody have 10 sides to them :D hehe :P

and ar sometimes i quite scared disturb him la
like as in on msn or sth
haha but then~
he's too amusing to leave alone HAHA
no la just kidding hahahahaha
today going home ar saw hongwen on bus
then i was msging mr ang ma
then hongwen showed her damn pro suaning skills again
HAHA :D she can twist EVERYTHING LOL
last time in sec sku we all not bad de :D
i 'graduated' from suaning sku HAHA
but then...long time nvr really suan like last time le...
lost touch :(
haha but nvm la.
it's ok :D suan-s are reserved for my
'wonderful' friends hehe :P
I MISS ALL OF THEM HAHA :D i so didnt say tt~lala~~

oh ya and that mr ang ar
although he doesnt always teach us the right things
but he's still so loved by 30/10 :D
I WONDER WHY HAHAHA
no la. well he very nice to us ma
so 疼 us :D today brought sweets for us
although i felt like a kid but well
THANK YOU VERY MUCH MR ANG :D
everything you do is appreciated :D
juz now jiaying they all was thanking him a lot too
i dun see them thanking ms lai when she brought nacho chips on tues
HAHAHAHAHA
what a big difference HAHA :D
but yea. they are different ma!
we'll so miss him after he go! :(
he make people wan to do sth for him in return sometimes o.O

haiz with the worry that mr ang might read the blog
there are limitations now HAHA :D
i'll write about SOMETHING else next time~...hehe not now. :PPP
ok ENOUGH ABOUT MR ANG HAHAHA

juz now watched tv for a while.
then got another random thought.
they come so randomly hahaha.
well coz i see the people in the show
getting so affected by meaningless stuff
getting angry, upset etc for practically nothing...
so i was thinking...
sometimes...it's really much better
if we can learn to let go of all those....stuff
haha i dunno how to describe la.
有时候，放手了才会快乐。
凡事抓得太紧，凡事过于担心，凡事不懂放手，
我们是很难轻松快乐地生活的。
双手紧握着，就永远抓不到什么。
闭着眼，就永远看不到身边所有的美好。
站在原地不动，就不会发现世界的奇妙。
放开手，张开眼，迈开脚步，
你会发现，
这个世界可以很不同，
你的人生可以很丰富，
这个世界可以很简单，
你的人生可以很轻松，
这个世界可以很美丽，
你的人生可以更快乐。
不要再被生活的琐事困扰，
松开双手，放眼世界吧！
wow not bad random inspiration.
it came up as i wrote.
random randomness.
one more: 放开过去，正视现在，把握未来！
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

oh and IF mr ang is reading,
i would like to ask...
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? :D:D hehe :P