Happy birthday to myself haha :D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
I TURN 16 TODAY! SWEEET 16 hahah :D:D

I'm very happy :D
I was afraid my facebook would be pretty empty de at first
haha and i didnt know how many ppl would msg me...
but well i was surprised and really happy ((:
this morning quite a few ppl msg me
and i was esp surprised to see MR ANG's MSG!!! LOL
i was like damn shocked can hahahaha
then fb ar also quite a lot.
can tell a lot is saw on fb then wish de
but im still very happy they bothered to hehe :D:D
thanks a lot EVERYONE :D REALLY!! :D

kailun didnt buy cake for me today
but she bought ice cream waffle from good news cafe!
tt's fabulous too hehe my fav...sort of hahah :D:D
and got present from jos char they all too! SO NICE LA
I <3 IT!! :D:D THANKS MY DEAR GOOD FRIENDS :D:D
esp jos who picked it hahaha :D:D
it's a very sweeet and cute nicenice heart shaped necklace!!
last yr i got a heart shaped necklace from kev too hahahaha
and this yr i got another one! haha :D
nice sia :D thanks all of u!! :D:D really!! :D:D
okok birthday stuff shall end here hehe :D:D

hmm well some other stuff...
andrew well...i last post say he left me alone le
but once in a while he will still msg me...
quite frequent actually...
well not VERY la as in not like everyday
not even once every 2-3 days but
seriously AT LEAST once a week
tt's far from leaving me alone lor
and main thing ar is he always call me dear
which is super irritating
i made it damn clear to him that IM NOT HIS DEAR liao can
he juz cant leave me alone -.-

then that day ar he ask me what time i dismiss from sku etc
then i very irritated la so didnt rly bother
ask him why he say worried ma -.-
YA RIGHT -.-
in the end i didnt tell him la
but he msged me again pretty late so i juz say im already home lor
which is true la.
now ar i learnt to ignore some of his msges le lols
dun wan reply then dun reply him lor
i dun care...
he's like so super irritating can!!!! tsk!
haiya i cant be bothered with him liao la -.-

what else what else?
hmm well i always have random tots de la..
juz now...i suddenly tot of...
i really don't deserve gd people lor
how can i grumble that i dun have many of them arnd?
actually there are so many...it's just that
i never learnt to appreciate :(
no la actually my random tot was specifically targeted
at kev and wp hahaha
but ya from that i related to all my friends la hehe

well i was thinking...
i didn't appreciate nor treasure either of them...
i took them for granted lor seriously.
they were truly very nice to me la
but i don't deserve them...i really don't (:
when i look back ar...it's a really complicated feeling
difficult to describe properly...
well.
it feels...nice.
those times...with them. their care and love ((:
they were excellent. really. they picked the wrong person to like la.
why me? they would be much better if it wasn't me.
like how kev is with his new gf now.
he's totally feeling blissful now unlike last time.
well im sure he had a great time too but
it's NOTHING compared to now.
really.
u can see it through his fb, his moods and EVERYTHING
"I'm feeling so blessed with Lydia now." emanates from
EVERYTHING he does/say/type.
haha...that's really great. i congrats him :D
im glad we both moved on (:
glad that he's found a girl he truly likes
and knows to treasure him like him back and appreciate him...
don't be like me.
NO ONE should be like me. lols...
i feel like a monster la going arnd hurting ppl :(

wp case ar...well
i guess he's fine now? so yea glad he moved on too.
it was a really nice time with him too
though it was REALLY short lols...
he was DAMN nice too...like kev.
they were both great...
wp is special coz he's the first person i met in real life
to tell me he likes me :X
but well he's picked the wrong person too...
:( we both made the wrong move...
so basically the feeling when i look back ar
is really complicated.
it was a nice time but the ending and unhappy times are there too...
everything mixed tgt...how SHOULD i be feeling??
i'm not sure...
but i think it doesn't matter anymore.

I will keep away from ALL bgr till i truly mature le...
seriously.
i can de lor. OF COZ -.- haha
life isnt all about that ma...
though it's a wonderful incentive...sometimes hehe
anyway wan find someone else who likes me also not easy la
plus i dun wanna find
so i should be able to keep away
and not hurt anyone else for once....
and conc on my studies...((:

well...studying isn't easy :(
ESP ECONS
i hate econs la seriously... sianz...
only like do maths only want do maths
haha esp coz mr ang keep spur me on haha
but maths isn't easy either...
so i have to prac maths but i cant spend all time on maths
HOW SIA -.- hahaha

anyway mr ang is really nice LOL
very friendly and everything la
i think he's really....quite diff from other teachers
as in his mindset and stuff
he say he got diff life experiences from other chers o.O
well he will tell us before he leave us on 7 May...
6 May actually since we no lessons on 7 May...
damn sad can he going leave...
we all forged ties with him liao la!! haha
and he's considered quite a good teacher leh
other than his chattiness and friendliness haha.
a great teacher.
whichever class which gets him after he comes back is so lucky :(
but dun think will be us le :( so sad...
but we cant do anything for him or give him anything
before he leaves!! damn sad :(

he very nice leh!!
he was telling me he's my invisible hand hahaha
and he actually wished me happy birthday this morning!
hahaha :D
haiya he's...just very diff from other chers o.O
well, it's 30/10's good luck to get him as our maths teacher
although it's for quite a short period of time only...
at least we know there is such a special and good cher in TJ (: