Tuesday, September 2, 2008

comfortable..where?

We are supposed to be the most comfortable at home...rite?
Where we can speak what we think without having to care abt what impression it's gonna leave...am i rite?
Or..am i wrong?

lols dunno la~
but hor
i think that
at home is where im most uncomfortable in instead~~~~~
even if i juz lyk snifle my nose a bit then my dad will start worrying too much and ask me whether i got cold or sth...
i know he juz caring la~
but hor
when EVERYTIME u do that he also say that
won't u get irritated?
already told him not le still keep ask
then i hav to rmb not to do that in front of him next time

then everytime i tell my day or sth special to my dad/mum (usually mum)
then he/she (usually she) will only say those typical stuff
those ideal answers
i dun wanna hear them
coz sometimes is quite unhappy things
what she say nvr fail to make me feel worse...
i still rmb that time mye results not gd then my dad say i cannot get into jc lyk tt de la
I WAS REALLY SUPER ANGRY
and yea posted it on my blog~~~
i was not exactly angry...it's juz...rly upsetting?
i know he doesnt know much abt going into jc and stuff but still...dun hav to say tt...
then tt day first time since 5 yrs old they see me cry becoz of sth else other than being beaten by them
o ya...thrid time...
first 2 times was when i was below 8~
so many yrs le~~lols

at home i hav to keep my mouth shut more than outside
cannot say wrong things de...
but i dun tok they also not happy
now i got a habit of not answering them liao...and they angry le
no pt in answering them de lor
make my ears hear more noise~
at sku better...got frens
but sometimes get "dao-ed" then will emo lols
coz seriously no one tok to me~
no one bothers
T.T

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