still de same...

My mum is still in that horrible mood can u believe it?
zzz
actually
in fact
she's getting worse
keep getting angry at nth la
everytime i gd mood then she has to come and spoil it
not easy for me to be in gd mood at home de leh!
and she just has to spoil it
haiz

char and meixuan are rather close now
im still jealous
and upset
not bcoz she doesnt treat me lyk a best fren lyk i do
is coz im losing my only best fren
and im juz upset for myself...
(did i mention here b4?)
she's my only best fren in class
but well she is one to me
and im not one to her
it makes me feel unwanted
i dun hav a sense of belonging at home
and now im losing that sense in 3J
one day i will lose that sense to the world
horrible...isnt it
getting too emo is horrible
music cheers me up ^^ as usual
now listening to the playlists for newmoon le
finished twilight de!
^^
anyone interested can go
www.stepheniemeyer.com
and go find the playlists to the books ^^