haiz

whats wrong man. -.-
today cold war with elaine
she dun talk to me :(
zzz

morning after flag raising
she disppeared
i walked a bit away then turned over
wanted to wait for her
go put attendance book with her
but couldnt find her
since she left le then fine la
we left for class first lor
then at chem ma 1st period
me and wanshan sat down
beside wanshan had seats
but susan and liou jing go sit
we cant like chase them away rite -.-
then i was saying
elaine sure angry de la lols

at lunch our super early lunch
9.30 only
elaine complained
say we not friends de
we nvr wait for her in the morning
nvr save seat for her -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so i tried to argue with her ar
tell her i did look for her but couldnt find her
we saved seat de but they sat we cant chase them away what
she eat finish she just left all of us there leh
soooo gd fren of her too -.-

anyway so i was telling the others ar
like she very gd friend lor
suuuper petty and sensitive la
like my mum can only see bad pts
nvr appreciate gd things de -.-
everytime lunch
she lazy put back plates de
i always help her if i can
she seldom willing to help us lor
say her she also not happy de
then i always buy drinks for her, for them etc
pe running i run finish still go back cheer for her
run the last stretch with her
got anything i try to help ar
her concert i also buy flower go give her directly
will listen to her grumble sometimes
and console her as much as i can la. at least i try la.
(once in a while distracted a bit
she will complain and say so sad no one listen to her
then angry de -.- lols)
i dunno what she want la
i always follow her around haha
she need help i always try to help le leh
soooo small thing she also wan pick fault
zzz

after that she nvr talk to me for the whole day le
BUT she talk to wanshan leh
WHY ONLY ME LOR SERIOUSLY
i rly dun understand what i do man
make me angry also la
zzz
usu tues b4 maths we at audi there sit ma
today also
then coz need change to house tee
everytime she will keep ask me for time
ask me remind her go change arnd 5 mins earlier
today. i sat beside her still la
but she didnt talk to me still
she was doing maths
she ask them la didnt bother asking me
asked wanshan for time
asked kailun to remind her go change
laughed with them
but totally dao me
i just ignore her la
listen my mp3 do maths was doing t23 poyo haha
damn irritating can

after that after maths
econs
i dunno wan sit beside her anot la seriously
dun sit scared like even weirder
zhenyan also say
later worse
so ok lor i sat with her
but still nvr talk
she anything also dun ask me
ask everyone arnd her but me la of coz
zzzzzzz x1000
very uneasy leh

so small thing only what
so kua zhang for what -.-
but i dunno why only to me la
either she angry i rebute/argue with her during lunch
or kailun they all told her i complained too
whichever. it's still no big deal.

not like she very gd friend to us what
we also nvr complain le lor -.-
wanshan mc few times ma
first time ask elaine collect work for her
elaine will la but complained a bit
say she busy enough still need rmb that for her
scared she forget la etc
second time wanshan didnt ask her ma
then elaine dun wan collect
so i take for wanshan lor
right. GREAT friend she is~lala~
no matter what thing ar
she always dun wan dun wan de lor
always like tt de.
then we any small thing she make big fuss le.

i think she damn spoiled la
but diff from wanshan's spoiled.
elaine is coz her mum very gd to her de
very close
with her bro also very close
her friends esp her fave kahmin
also very gd to her la etc
so she like. friends all dote on her like tt
and yet she got lots of complaints everyday.
spoiled for attention.

just now i irritated
i wanted put my status/msn nick as
"the world doesn't revolve about you"
but i dun wanna make things worse
we should patch up shouldnt we.
im still irritated
but this feels weird.
i dun wan ruin my 1+yr left
coz she supposedly my best friend in class le...
though it's rly...
with her character things like this will probably happen again
but nvm la
at least now i know
at most i dun react le lor
treat it as her tantrum -.-
but that's next time.
this time i also dunno how.
what should i put as my nick sia.
if she got anything unhappy with me
i rather she just tell me la
what's with this attitude -.-

sometimes just now
she got like talk
she appeared very happy just now leh actually
also dunno she is how de
hopefully im misinterpreting her
maybe she is not dao-ing me -.-
ok i dun think so
but sometimes i also dunno she talking to everyone
or to me. during pe la.
and csc presentation she got talk to me.
oh ya the only sentence
she was smiling. but well just that one sentence.
coz cher asked a ques we couldnt ans
just over there giggle dumbly.
argh dunno her la.

like she have to add on more stuff for me to think about.
ah whatever. not going to think le.
hope things turn out fine...