hmm...

ok im here again.
just reached home. haha
want write some stuff
scared later forget so quickly
type it down first ^^

first thing.
there's this girl let's name her A
she's bothering me in a way haiz LOL
well. she's a very pessimistic girl
or so she seems...
sometimes feels very bad towards her
but then...sometimes
i feel like shaking her
and tell her to look at the world carefully
it isn't as horrible as u think it is...
she's stubborn and insistent on the wrong things
on...erm lols something...
argh.
i didn't mind de
i mean, i do want to help her if i can!
i tried.
but all she wants is SOMEONE ELSE'S help
irritating.
is she really THATTT upset???
if she is, why would she only want ONE person's help
when she can get more?
coz she did badly for her maths test
so i offered to help
but ITS OK
she doesnt WANT it~
ok im sounding...erm horrible.
i should be nicer to her. i know.
haha i am not angry at her or anything.
just a little irritated.
wondering why...
why ppl make their life worse than it already is
if it IS la in the first place...

second thing i wanted to say...
i like to think too much LOL
as always la.
been thinking...
if one actually starts to get irritated by another
he/she will usually 'suffer' in silence right LOL
but i really would rather
others tell me whatever they dun like or what with me leh
i dun like them discussing behind my back without me knowing
coz i cant do anything about it...
at least i can leave them alone if they want me to
if they tell me
haha ok this is crap XP

(oh shit someone opening door...........)

anyway. gotta do so much work today!
gambatte XDD