oh please...

i hope im reading it all wrongly...
but...
it points more and more to that direction leh.
how...
i rly dunno what to do now. :(
haiz.

haiyo.
dunno la sianz.
he ar.
i reaaallllyy dunno what he want la.
okok i shall start from...

he quite long time nvr talk to me...
since that time.
haha
then recently suddenly 'came alive' again.
well i talked to him on fb ma
wall post.
started from there la.
tt time still okay
summore is i initiated de.
then he smsed me like i think 1 week later?
casual chat only
but...well. so long no talk
it was okay though a little sudden o.O
random

but then that time
i didnt think much of it
there's nth what
we are still friends
so we were chatting.
full stop.
tt's all i tot anyway.

OH YA i rmb liao!
the first time i started finding 'signs'
that i hoped i misinterpretated.
was his fb statuses. they were totally.....
haiyo i rly hope it means nothing...
hmm
first one was may 26: really dont knw wat to do?????? hiazzzzz...........
second one was oh also may 26: Jus becos of one person everything will change but the person will not change jus becos of u
third one was may 31: ven if u wan to pls the person to come back to u, is no use, cos the person is wit u but the heart is not wit u.......:))))
well,
can be i bhb think too much la of coz
coz all those can mean that
he got new girl o.O
coz today his status: Is a person cruel when they say NO to u
so i dunno la o.O
hopefully?

but then ar
ytd i write i dumbo want bang wall ar
then he crap go suggest his chest
wth lor -.- make me roll my eyes hahahaah
this is out of pt but ya
LOL

then today is the ultimate de man!
due to all those mentioned.
i put on my msn nick:
(something like)
I don't know what he wants from me. Seriously
AND THEN HE GO MSN ME SAY:
he wants love from you
lucky i was playing so nvr see
i only saw after i came out.
wth.
seriously LUCKY I WAS PLAYING
if not. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO SAY???
haiz.
but then after giving it some thought
i should lower my self esteem haha
think he was just joking la.
and he must have a new girl or sth.
must be.
please let it be true.
but it will be sad if tt's the case
coz he's rejected. haha. :P